Hayden POV
1 month later…
The world is such a dark and dismal place. The only time I ever felt happy was when I was asleep dreaming of Amelia. Every day that I wake up is a day spent in pain and misery. The sky is full of black clouds, but it always looks dark and gloomy to me now. My light has gone. I sit looking at the headstone of Amelia. I still can’t believe she’s gone. It doesn’t feel real. I feel the tear that rolls down my cheek as a shiver runs through my body. I place my hand over her name, sending a silent prayer up to the goddess that she reunites us in the next life. Pain erupts on my back like I've been whipped, but I know it’s my guilt. Guilt, I’m here and my mate isn’t. I tap my pocket for the third time to make sure the letter is inside it. I close my eyes and picture he
