Lost between Two

The monster showed his teeth

26 June 1973

The twenty one May , that day James did not come to the studio but he sent me some red flowers with a letter where he invited me to dinner in "the hole restaurant" , saying that his driver will come to take me at seven pm , how I got happy and confused about what I'm going to put on , I was feeling an ecstasy of happiness and I thought that something is going on between me and James , something I called "LOVE AFTER FRIENDSHIP" , but it turned out I thought wrong again .

Blue , white , yellow dresses , nothing seemed to be the best for this occasion except the red dress from "Channel", after preparing myself very well a driver sent by James came to the house to take me where James was supposed to be waiting for me. I walked and ran to the door without knowing that every step I made was like a step to hell. I was not more innocent than a baby so I got into the car where I found myself trapped in the spider web .

An anonymous closed my eyes , I tried with all my forces to pull him away from me but he was more powerful , he injected me with a hypnotic , when I regained consciousness , I was in an old wood room , it was so dirty and terrible , someone closed my mouth with a tape so I couldn't scream help , and every reaction of my part to run was in vain because I was bounded in chains .

After a long period of screaming and crying within ,I started getting aware of the situation and I started wondering why would James do something like this to me ? Why would he kidnap me ? Is he a psychopath ? or a serial killer ?... while I was asking myself all these questions , a familial voice interrupted me , it wasn't James voice but a voice that I have the habit to hear everyday .

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°A tall silhouette got out of the dark corner of the room , and the unexpected surprise was that this silhouette belongs to someone I know very well and with whom I spent the most of my time , someone I grew up with , I lived with for twenty years . How it's hard to say or just write his name . It was the greedy Carl .

First of all I thought that he's kidding me or trying to make a bad joke but after it turned out the opposite .

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> he replied with a more serious tone , while he was preparing a needle , I got horribly terrified by the situation and I begged him to let me go , after a long period of pleading and begging , he moved toward me with the needle in the right hand , once he got close to me ,without any hesitation he injected it in my arm while I was screaming mercy with a voice full of fear .

> it was the last sentence I heard from him before fading in the hypnotic's whirlpool.

I don't know how long It took me to open my eyes again ,but once I did , I was shocked by the presence of my rival Sabrina Montcollier .

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> she said calmly with a wicked tone 

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> , Sabrina threw the paper news over my head , first of all I couldn't believe what I read :" THE TRAGEDIC DEATH OF SARAH Deeb CALLED BROWN SUGAR" , it was a shock , for a second i tought i am about to get a heart attack, me ? I died ? now I'm going to spend the rest of my life incarcerating here ?. >

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> , a painful slap stopped my speech , Sabrina got mad and started hitting me , agony after agony , pain and slaps , screams , tears , she tortured me and treated me like an animal , all that was not enough for her , without pity she shaved my hair.

When I started thinking that I am about to blow my last breath , Carl came and took me away from her dirty hands ; >

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> , after the exit of Sabrina , Carl lowred his head toward me ,and told me > , out of my senses , I spited on his face and in addition I got a slap . > , ll be a part of the Deeb family ... I had no choice except agreeing and testifying the end of all my dreams, I've never felt like a member of your family , they always treated me as a unknowing , as nothing . I lived in the darkness for so many years but due to you , I could get out of it , your smile , your eyes , your warrior soul made my heart beat again ,I loved you too much when I saw how you did fight for your dreams and stood against all the Deebs without fearing them. You are my hero Sarah , you are my missing part , I love you too much >>

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He crossed his arms , gave a look around the room , Put his finger on his lips like if he was saying shut the hell up . after some few moments of silence , he said >, he walked out door and left me alone with my thoughts when suddenly I got the meaning of his talk ;I knew if Nina dies ,he will be the only heir to all her net worth that's why he will kill her . I understood what he was trying to say but I wished I did not because that made me feel powerless and I hate this feeling ;What can I do to save my sister's life ? how I can get out of this place ? How Carl will kill her ? all these questions were making me feel dead and unable but on the other side of the city things were not going as I thought it would be .

Carl arrived at the house ,called Nina's name for six times ,she did not answer then he remarked that she was asleep in her room . He drifted to the stairs and ascended it till he achieved Nina's room ,his hand reached the door's wrist and crooked it instantly ,he penetrated the scope . Nina was sleeping dreaming of heaven, I guess . she has the habit to cuddle her favourite black pillow before falling asleep but that day she forgot to take it in her arms ,the monster showed his teeth and took that pillow by both hands from his shoulder level to up his head after he pressed it vigorously against Nina's face and nose . She was fighting death with arms and tears but her body was requiring more oxygen she began to hyperventilate beneath the pillow which is detrimental to her survival . I can not deny that she was genius ,when she remarked that someone's trying to kill her ,she acted calm and played the role of the dead girl .Nina sounded lifeless ,she held her breaths on and relaxed her body to look more empty corpse than alive and literally she succeeded her role .Carl was so stupid ,she thought that her soul left her body so he confessed all his plans to her ,she was hearing him attentively and once he headed back to me she called James and Claus for help .

Claus hurried home to Nina and they drove straight to the place where the jerk kept me, prisoner, while James headed to the police station .