I want to sneak our way back in. I want to find the stairwell and climb all the way up to the penthouse. I want to hide from Finn and Cooper. I never answered his question. Which of them am I worried about finding out what Dean and I have done? If we’re talking romantic feelings, I have more of those for Cooper than for Finn. I spent far too long thinking of Finn platonically; cute and handsome as I might find him, I’ll never be able to see him as anything but my sweet, best friend. Cooper, though… Well, I met him before Dean. I lived with him—with all that s****l tension—with all that flirtation. Sure, my feelings for him dulled in comparison to my feelings for Dean over time, but they never fully vanished. Do I feel guilty, though? I don’t owe him anything. He kept the truth from me

