Under the grip of pleasure

I knew it was wrong.  Very bad.  But that was what made it all the more attractive and exciting.  Falling into temptation was very easy.   But with the man in front of me, willing to give me everything my dirty thoughts and dark desires wanted.  I couldn't say "no"   Because I really wanted this this and more. I wanted it to penetrate my soul and destroy me.  The worst thing is that I would leave it and enjoy it   Succumbing to pleasure was easy.   Getting out of the spiral of impure desires is not. Máximo Grandi is not a difficult man to forget    His tattoos, his body made by the same Greek gods, his face that seems to be carved by the same angels. But a demonic personality that draws and drives away.  I gave him everything. and not good sense. We were all at stake.  The cards are on the table, the smarter is the one who will get out of the game.   And the one that won't burn in hell and not in the exciting way.   I would like to say that I regret it, that I am sorry, but I would be a great liar, the worst of all.   Mafias, loves that kill, lies, dirty games and prohibited passions. And all because I fell into the clutches of pleasure