17 When I got home from girls’ night, I sent Colin a message in Book Boyfriends Wanted about coming over sometime. I had never invited someone to my home, but I wanted him there. I wanted him in my space where I was more comfortable. He said he was free Tuesday, and we set a date. I was big and bold all the way up until I got off work Tuesday afternoon and Ava wished me luck. Then I started to freak out. There was a reason I didn’t invite men to my place. My neighbors for one. They would interrogate him until he made it to my trailer. And then when he got there, I wouldn’t be able to walk out and go home if the date didn’t go well. And if anything did happen, my neighbors would probably know because they would watch my trailer and see when he left, and probably harass him on the way ou

