The Old Ones

Today I planned to rest and give time to myself because I think I cried and sulk enough. When I saw earlier Heather i********: post where she is with Gelo and they looked so happy I said to myself that I had enough I can't keep sulking for people who doesn't care. While looking at the pictures I also compare our relationship before , Gelo is never fond of taking pictures infact throughout our four years relationship we only have few pictures but I never think of it as a big deal not until I saw that post. That's why I resigned on the company where three of us working and packed my things , I can't keep working there and see them everyday happy , proud and not bothered by my presence as if they had done nothing wrong to me. I can't keep working there seeing and hearing the pity of my workmates. I'm on my now to San Vicente in Ilocos sur where my Lola lived. I'm planning to stay there for a month magpapalipas lang ng sakit. It takes me almost 7 hours before I arrived madaling araw ako gumayak at tanghali na ako dumating. Bata pa ako ng huling punta ko dito sana ay hindi ako maligaw lalo na at hindi alam ng aking lola na uuwi ako. Biglaan kasi ang aking desisyon it's a last minute ng naisip kong umuwi dito. Gusto ko sanang mag eroplano kaso may mga gamit akong dala , umalis na rin kasi ako doon sa inuupahan ko lalo na't nasa iisang apartment building lang kami ni heather at hindi maiiwasang magtagpo ang landas namin at makita ang parang nangungutya niyang tingin sakin. Wala na kasi kaming bahay ibenenta na ng parents ko bago sila nag migrate sa London habang ako ay nagpaiwan dito dahil kay Gelo. I hope I made the right decision.