Foreigner Of Reality

Fighting An Eating Disorder

Sucked like a vacuum, I held my fear, build up anger you want to hold near.

Shaking and trembling is what I feel, hunger and thirst was a thing in the past, fatigue and nausea are here for me.

Pale skin, with chipped nails is a sign of pain, for I am hungry, hungry to achieve my dreams.

I take a bite, I liked the taste, I take another bite, I feel guilt, after an empty plate, now I must clear my mistakes.

Crouch down, open your mouth, stick you finger down your throat, and let you mistakes dissolve in the toilet.

Repeat the same everyday.