Foreigner Of Reality

I am angry... you made me believe you were the cure for my every kind of pain, I had you wrapped around me while I let you take control of my veins. At this point in time, I don't know who or what you have turned me into, but you made it impossible to get through days without you. you had control of my body, not knowing what to do, you made me feel sick, you made me lie and steal off people who didn't mean a thing to you. You had me convinced throughout my life that you would be my cure and happiness that would never break my heart, but you did worse, before I knew it, everyone that I loved saw the side of me that was hurting them inside, everytime they questioned, I did what you taught me to do, lie.