Silken illusion

Chapter 1: How it all happend

''The most painful

Goodbyes

are the ones that are

Never said

and

Never explained ''

- Unknown

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Hi, my names Angel, Angel nebbia Demitra, I have moon-white but length hair, tannish skin, electric blue eyes, a beauty mark under my left eye, red-pinkish plump lips, perfectly shaped eyebrows, curvy body, medium size breasts and long legs. and I've been abused, beaten, called names, tutored etc. ever sights I could remember.

But it wasn't always this way, I remember when I was loved by my pack and my brother...Oh yeah and sorry I didn't tell you but I'm a werewolf...No not like the ones off ''Teen wolf" or any of those stupid T.V shows. If you're going to ask yes it's something like out of that movie "Twilight" But not that much.

So as I was saying, I was 5 when it all happened when I became the rant and mutt of my pack. It was my 5th birthday...

(Flashback)

''ll mio piccolo Angelo si sveglia" ( My little angel wake up) I heard a soft gentle voice say ''Mamma, per favore altri 5 minutiI" ( Mummy please 5 more minutes) then heard a deep chuckle "Dai, la bambina si sveglia, non vuoi perdere il tuo compleanno, Vero?" (Come on, baby girl wake up, you do not want to miss your birthday do you?.) I Snapped my eyes open and got up and jumped up and down on my bed singing "È il mio compleanno, è il mio compleanno, spenderò I miei soldi" (It's my birthday, It's my birthday im gonna spend my money) I smiled at Mummy and Daddy as they laughed.

I then stopped and squealed and yelled " Ho 5 anni ora !! sono una ragazza grande !!" (I am 5 years old now !! I'm a big girl) I jumped off the bed into my Daddy's arms and kissed his cheek. I looked at papa and smiled and watched as his forest green eyes softened, he then whispered "Happy birthday baby girl" and kissed my forehead. He put me down and I turned around to see my 11-year-old brother Lorenzo smiling softly at me with his hands behind his back, Lorenzo had curly black hair, forest green eyes like daddy, a beauty mark under his left eye like me and mommy I smiled and ran up to him hugging his legs because of im too short.

''Grande Fratello!!" (Big brother) I squealed with a big toothy smile. He chuckled "Come on little one speck in English and ill give you your birthday present." he said with an Italian accent I nodded " Ok's b-bigs bros-thers" I said trying to speak English, He smiled "Well At least you tried..here" He said pulling out a beautiful silver neckless with 2 wolfs on it with a cross in the middle howling at the moon on it from behind his back and kneeling down to my height.

I gasped and stared at the necklace in awe " Ti Amo fratellone Grazie" ( I love big bro thank you) I said jumping into his arms. "Ti Amo troppo piccolo" (I love you too little one) he said kissing my cheek. He let me go and put the necklace back in the box and set in on my dresser, ''Go take a bath then get changed and ill help you put your necklace on" I smiled "Ok bigs bros" I said sweetly.

Mummy picked me up and took me into my cream coloured bathroom with a small bath and next to that with the sink with 1 drawer and 2 cupbearers with a mirror above it and next to that was a toilet.

Mummy helped me with my clothes and I jumped right into the already warm water filled bath. I giggled and played with my bath toys as mummy washed me with my favourite coconut, vanilla and peach's body wash and then grabbed my favourite mixed berries and peaches shampoo and gently massaged it into my hair. She then grabbed my cheery and peaches conditioner and did the same thing, 5 minutes later mummy helped me get changed into a beautiful white dress she got me that crisscrossed at the back and tied up at the back she then got me the with and gold flats daddy got me, then the neckless Lorenzo got me. and put my hair into a ponytail.

I smiled and thanked mummy and ran downstairs " Stop running little one you might hurt your self!" My big brother yelled. so I stopped and started speed walking to mummy and daddy's room. '' Papà possiamo andare Nel Nostro Posto speciale" (Daddy can we go to our special place!!) asked with puppy dog eyes and added a pout ''I don't know baby girl" I made my eyes water and made bigger puppy dog eyes " Please dada" his eyes softened and he picked me up "Fine Baby girl just don't cry" I smiled and kissed his cheek "Thanks dada".

( Skip to when they're at the special place)

The special place is a lake hidden inside a cave and had flowers blooming everywhere with trees all around the lake hiding it from sight.

smiled and ran around playing games with Lulu (Her nickname for her brother) then there was a loud growl and I froze when I saw bright blood red eyes staring at me. then it attacked... It bit down hard on my arm and I screamed. then soundly I didn't feel it anymore and fell backwards I heard someone yell out my name and a blurry figure ran towards me before darkness consumed me.

(End of flashback)

When I woke up I was in the pack's hospital and my brother walked in and started yelling at me saying it was my fault our parents died and so much more. And after that day I life went downhill from there and I became the pack's slave and punching bag. Why haven't I already left yet? because I'm waiting for my mate the one person who can take me away from this hell hole you call a pack and take me far, far away to a place I can finally call home.