"He doesn't have to
Hit
you for it to be
Abuse
He can
Manipulate,
Belittle,
Humiliate,
Curse,
Blame,
Scream,
Ridicule,
Disrespect,
and try to
control
you.
So hold your head high and remember
There's always someone out there
Who
LOVE'S
You and will
always be there for
you '' - Unknown
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I awoke to a stinging pain in my right cheek and looked up to see my brother standing over me with a satisfied smirk then he yelled " Get up b***h and make me my breakfast NOW!!" while kicking my stomach hard. I grunted in pain but said nothing like always, he growled and wrapped his hand around my throat and lifted me off the ground pulling me till I was face to face with him, I clawed at his hand grasping for the little bit of air I have left. " oh and don't forget" he snared " Its the future alphas birthday today so I want this house spotless, got it" he growled squeezing my neck tighter. I whimpered and gasped out with tears running down my face " Y-yes b-be-beta", with that he dropped me on to the grounded.
I gasped holding my neck knowing there will be fingerprints on it with a big bruise " And remember I want my breakfast ready before I wake up, don't forget that you filthy mutt" he said with a glare, I looked up at him with tear-streaked cheeks and whispered " Y-yes beta, I won't forget next time.." while bearing my neck to him in respect. Guilt, remorse and sadness flashed across his face as he looked at me his little sister at as fast as it was there it was gone, I slowly got up and grabbed my side with a wince and looked down limping past him down the stairs into the kitchen. I made him pancakes with bacon, eggs, fruit salad and sausages with a glass of orange juice. I also made some for his girlfriend and the future alpha along with the future gamma and delta, then limped back upstairs into my room (Aka the attic).
I had a small bed in the corner by the window and a little-broken draw next to the bed with a lamp on top, a desk on the other side of the room where I do my homework, and the left of the desk is a tiny bathroom with a shower sink and toilet withdraws I keep all my bandages and first aid kit in.
I grabbed an over-sized red t-shirt and some black jeans and an over-sized jacket and some shocks then go to my bathroom and turn the shower on. I strip down and look in the mirror and see my skins littered with bruises, cuts, scars, scratches. some of my bruises are fading but it won't matter because I'll just get new ones, my new bruise is black, yellow, blue and red and hurts when I try to touch them.
I sigh seeing the new bruise on my ribcage and the bruise on my neck. I then look into my dull, lifeless pale blue eyes with bags under them and dirty moon-white hair with dried blood in it. I hop into the shower and give a satisfied sigh as the ice cold cool water hits my bruised, battered scared body and gently swashed myself with my coconut, vanilla and peach's scented body wash and made sure to scrub off the dirt and dried blood, then grabbed my mixed berries and peaches shampoo and massaged it gently into my hair to get the dirt and blood out then did the same thing with my cheery and peaches conditioner.
I turn the water off and grab my towel and wrap it around my body then grab some band-aids and bandages and get to work on fixing up my wounds. 4 minutes later I'm done then I slip on my undergarments, then carefully pull my t-shirt over my head then slip into my jeans and zip then button them up and slip my shocks and shoes on. Grabbing my brush I walk over into my bathroom and brush my hair then put it into a ponytail with a few hairs framing my face all while brushing my teeth.
After brushing my hair and teeth I grabbed my jacket and pull it over my head then grab my already packed bag and walk downstairs then out the door to school. It doesn't take long to get to school sights it's 20 minutes away so when I get there I pull my hood over my head and keep my head down and walked over to my locker. I did my pin and opened it grabbing all the books I need for my first and second and third class and slammed my locker shut then walked to my first class...English.
(Skip all of the boring learning stuff to lunch)
Yawning I walk into the cafeteria and am suddenly hit with this mouth-watering sent it smelled of pine, apples, mint and leather I look around and lock eyes with the most popular guy in school also the next alpha to be Jayden logan. I didn't know I was walking up to him until I was standing right in front of him "Mate" we said at the same time..well I whispered and he growled. Looking at him I see how hands-on hot he is, he has blonde messy hair with light brown eyes and tanned muscled skin that strains agents his white t-shirt, Trailing my eyes down his body I see he's wearing denim blue jeans with a white shirt and his football jersey tied around his waist. Then looked up into his light chocolate brown eyes to see love, awe and so much more it then fade it and turned into disgust, hatred, anger but I could see the sadness, remorse, pain and guilt in them too. I was confused at first as to why he was looking at me like that until he said those words Then my world shattered to pieces as he said those words that I will never forget and that will haunt my dreams.
''I soon to be Alpha Jayden Logan, Reject you Angel Demitra as my mate and Luna''.
I gasped and stumbled backwards as I clutched my shirt above my heart I held back my tears and stood straight with my chin held high and said '' I Angel Demitra, accept your Rejection and step aside from the duties of mate and Luna''.
Nobody moved or said anything they just stared at me with shock, surprise, guilt and pain knowing they hurt there Used to be Luna. They watched as I picked up my bag and ran out the schools doors never looking back. I ran and ran till I got to the pack house then I ran all the way up to my room dropping my bag on the ground and dropped to the ground on my knees by my bed and looked under it and grabbed my already packed suitcase then grabbed the money I saved from a hiding place under the floorboard by the little table by my bed. Grabbing all my things I quickly write 3 letters and leave them on my bed then ran downstairs and out the door into the forest. While I was doing this tears were dripping down my face and my heart was breaking.
I ran and ran and ran until I ran over the broader line between my old pack and no man's land. As soon as I was close to the borderline I opened the pack link and whispered "Goodbye" and ran then felt the pack link snap. As I ran I heard sorrowful howl's but I ran and ran hoping I would never have to look back.