Love or not love

My past came back

~Natalie’s pov~

I woke up with a bad headache, I couldn’t stop thinking about what happened yesterday. How dear Henry appear in front of me after everything he made me go through. I loved Henry with everything in me, I gave him my all and he choose to cheat on me with his stupid colleague from his work place. He choose to appear from no where just when I’m starting to get my life together and now we work at the same bar ‘ so great’.

‘I was so angry yesterday that I gave Erica an attitude and now I feel bad about it, I have to apologize to her’

I said to myself feeling frustrated. I picked up my phone and texted Erica telling her how sorry I was and I also suggested we go to a club together this weekend to so we can loosen up a bit and he agreed. Zack has the connections to make our partying mad fun. So I called him and asked him to go clubbing with i and Erica, he agreed and promised to save a vip spot for us. I’m grateful I have Zack in my life right now, he helps me out with a lot of things although I don’t really love him but i like him a lot. We’re just like friends with benefits. We have s*x, we have mad fun together and we got each other’s back. Even if we decide to get in a relationship, it would be impossible because Zack comes from a rich and powerful family, his family would never accept a commoner like me. Although Zack says he loves me and would fight for our love but I don’t want to take chances.

When it was time to go clubbing, I dressed up, did my makeup and waited for Zack to pick me up. When he got to my apartment, we called me to come out and I did. “Hi” I said when when I got into his car. “ hi, you look beautiful baby, I feel I could just have you right now” he said and kissed my neck. “Not a chance” I said and we both chuckled.

We got to the club and of course as vip’s we had no trouble getting inside, I was worried because I know Erica would have a hard time getting in. I called her earlier and told her to go with i and Zack but she said she’s still dressing up and she can get to the club herself because it’s not far from her house.

We had some drinks while waiting for Erica so I got tipsy and decided to give Zack a hot dance. I could bet that Zack wanted to have me right there because he started touching sensitive parts of my body. I smiled knowing how I drive Zack crazy, he’s so hot.

After sometime, Erica texted me and I directed her to the vip section of the club. When she got to table, one of Zack’s friends poured her a drink at we clubbed and had mad fun all night. When the party ended Zack dropped us Erica off at her Apartment and I spent the night at his place.

The next morning was Monday and I had to leave Zack’s place to my apartment to get ready work and then i remembered that I and Henry now work at the same bar. He’s going to my work much more stressful, I had to drag myself to work.

When i got to the bar, I was hesitant to enter inside and when I did enter, I tried my best to pretend that Henry never existed to me but he decided to ruin my evening for me. “Don’t we need to talk about something?” Henry said. “ talk about what exactly?” I replied. “ About our relationship, about what happened between us , you didn’t give me the chance to explain myself before running off that day”. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing so I turned around and faced him. “ I caught you cheating on me with you female colleague at work who you always complain to me about and you expect me to wait and listen to your excuses and lies? . . The worst part is that you never came after me , you really have guts”. I said and almost started crying. “ come on, I tried reaching you but you blocked my lines and moved out of town, i really tried my best . . And I didn’t cheat on you, you wound understand if you just let me explain” . He said and tried holding my hand but i slapped it away. Then I saw Erica walking towards us , I didn’t want her to see that I was crying so I walked into the dressing room but she came after me. She tried comforting me and I felt a little bit better. I couldn’t stop thinking about what I and Henry talked about while working. ‘ How dare he talk as if he did nothing wrong and make it seem as if I overreacted . . I hate him so much”. I know Erica would be so worried about me so I acted as if I was okay. I didn’t want her to know about my relationship with I and Henry, she wouldn’t feel comfortable working with to him if she finds out so I had to close up and comfort myself. I don’t what I would have done without Erica. She had been my best friend for 6 years. She’s really a good friend and we’ve been through a lot together and I love her so much. When we were done with work, i immediately went into the dressing room and changed to my casual clothes , I tried waiting for Erica but she was talking to Henry so I was unhappy about it and walked out immediately. Although it’s not her fault. She doesn’t know that I and Henry were once in a relationship.