Chapter 5- Budding Desires
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~Issahil~
“Hey”
I turned.
“Good day, Alpha.”
I bowed in greeting. I hadn’t expected him to come out so early in the morning. I had thought I could finish cleaning the other parts of his room before he woke up, and then I’d venture into his bedchamber as he took his bath. I’d be done by the time he was out, I’d then leave to go prepare his breakfast while he prepared for the day. But seem like my plans had taken another turn.
“It’s a pleasant morning, isn’t it?”
“I guess so, Alpha.”
My face was still down. He was shirtless, and a quick glance before my bow was enough to tell me how fit and attractive he was. I know it was wrong and disrespectful to think of an Alpha especially when he was my master.
“Raise your head.”
I almost didn’t want to, but I didn’t want to annoy him. It was still too early to receive verbally harsh lashings, and I was still scared of him.
“Yes, Alpha.”
“When did you wake up?”
Well, this was new. He’d never really cared to ask me that before.
“Uhmm… I’ve been up since the first c**k crow.”
“Really?”
I nodded. He shifted his gaze to my bosom, and the way he stared so lustfully at them both excited and embarrassed me. If there was anything I knew about my body, it was the fact that I was endowed in the right places. I had what one would call the perfect shape. A pair of nice, shapely legs, curvy hips, firm behind and my bosom was also very attractive to look at. But I had never vainly boasted about them, which was another reason why Lillian hated me. And I also had a nice facial features.
“Alpha?”
His stare was getting me too excited. It caused shivers of excitement to spread across my skin in anticipation. Anticipation of what, though? I couldn’t tell.
“Yes.”
He took steps closer to me. My breath caught in my throat when he stretched his hand to trail two of his fingers gently down my face.
“Alpha, wh…what are you d..d..doing?”
I stuttered. I was not used to a man touching me.
“I don’t know why I have never really noticed you.”
I swallowed. What did he mean by that?
“W-wh-what are you t-trying t-to say?”
I hated how broken and unstable my words were, but I couldn’t help it. His fingers were igniting fire everywhere they touch, leaving a feverish reaction in their wake.
“You are a very beautiful young woman, Issa.”
Issa? He had never called me Issa. It was always Issahil or hey you. What was happening? And why was I liking it? Too much even? Why was I suddenly feeling enthralled by his sage green eyes? Those beautiful green orbs were drawing me in and I was helplessly drowning in their depth.
“Thank you, Alpha.”
I replied, my voice now hoarse and shaky. I tried to exhale but his fingers were now trailing down my neck, pleasure shot like fireworks from within.
“You really do have nice eyes. They’re beautiful, your lips are the perfect shade of rose pink.”
“Thank you, Alpha.”
I replied dumbly. I didn’t know what else to say or how else to reply him. This was a new ground for me, I was still pure and innocent. No man had ever gotten this close.
“Come here.”
He wound his hands around my waist and drew me closer, then he took a slow, long whiff of my hair. Weaving his hand through my waist-length coffee brown curtain of hair, his lips lightly brushing the skin on my neck. It was barely a touch but it was enough to make me emit an involuntary moan.
“Issa”
He softly called my name.
“Yes, Alpha.”
The words more of came out as a moan.
He began kissing my neck, then he went up to my cheeks before detouring to my ear. I was putty in his hands, under his mouth. He used his tongue expertly on that area while his warm breath fanned the skin on my face. It was a sensation never felt before.
“I’m tempted to carry you to my bedchamber and do things to you. With you.”
Not knowing why, my eyes that were laden with desire snapped open and a thought righted my senses in the moment. I gently removed myself from his enticing hold.
“We shouldn’t be doing this, Alpha.”
On the contrary, my body wanted to do exactly what we shouldn’t be doing. And it wanted to do it with him, Alpha Logan, my master. I sighed inwardly. Not going to happen.
“What’s wrong? What are you scare of?”
“I don’t think it’s right. You’re my master.”
“But I desire you, Issa.”
He sounded so sincere. He was unlike the stoic Alpha I was used to. This one was exhibiting emotions that, for once, had nothing to do with anger, rage or annoyance. And honestly, it was captivating to see him in that manner. But then again…another sigh.
“I don’t know about that Alpha.”
“You don’t believe me?”
“It’s not that.”
“Then it’s what?”
I kept mute. I didn’t want to say anything that would upset him and put me in trouble. Despite what has just happened, he was still my master and he still reserved the right to punish me if he found my utterances or behavior disregarding and disrespectful.
“Hey, look at me.” He gently lifted my chin so that our eyes met. “Talk to me, Issa. I promise I won’t hurt you.”
He saw the hesitation in my eyes and sighed, pulling me into a hug. I reluctantly went into his arms and it wasn’t long when I relaxed in his warm embrace.
“Tell me what’s wrong.”
He whispered in my ears.
“I don’t know how you’ll react, Alpha.”
“I promise not to harm you, no matter what you say.”
“You promise?”
“Yes, I promise.”
“I feel like you have other women in your life, and I don’t want to be just another one on the list.”
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