Nathan
Closing the door to the house I'm so pissed. Mostly at myself but also at Alex for thinking he can just pull her back in like she is waiting around for him. I doubt he even goes over there. Then my dumbass saying I was seeing Sarah when I had the perfect opportunity to tell him the truth. Why can't I just stop screwing this up? I'm always making it worse. I head to my room laying across the bed. The fire has gone out and my pillows still smell like Kat. How has so much happened in twenty-four hours? Turning on some much-needed music and closing my eyes. I let my mind escape to the familiar words of John Mayer's "Gravity". It shuffles through a few more similar songs when my phone starts ringing in my pocket. It's Kathyrn... I swipe the screen and answer acting like nothing is wron
