Kathryn
I have been hating the whole damn night so far. Having to look at Nathan and try not to feel anything is awful. I know he does not feel the same intensity as I do that's why I've been avoiding him. But sitting across from him at the bar and he was actually trying killed me. I was so glad they wanted to leave. Again in the car with the song sometimes I feel like he tries to tell me things without using words. Maybe that is easier for him but I don't see him being that deep. I communicate with music but no one else does. I either immediately connect with the song and the lyrics or I don't. I kept watching Nathan in the review mirror he was lost in the song. Alex startled both of us with bringing up this party. How could I say no we are already out and it is on the way home.
Micha
