Love Story : Shameless

I Go

Archie entered his bedroom, he stood silently staring at his bed, actually he didn't stare at anything because his mind was so messed up now, completely full and confused him who couldn't think, what should he do now?

He heard the sound of the door to his room closing, his hands were clenched even tighter, veins appeared in his hands, jabbed his nails so that they made his palms very red, his eyes sharply reddened, his body trembled with the pain that was now inside her heart, holding back all the emotions that overwhelmed her.

Somehow this has to happen? what's wrong if she has to fall in love with her own cousin? why do they have to fall in love but in the end this relationship is forbidden? is God playing with them? but the more Archie thought about it, the more confused his mind and heart became, he felt like he wanted to scream but couldn't, because remembering that his room wasn't a room that could block the sound of his screams. So he just endured as much as he could.

He saw himself in the mirror looking pathetic, now he hates himself, why should he be a prince? why did he have to be born here? why must there be this disease among them ?, he tried not to want to ask any more, but the more he restrained himself, the more he wanted to feel crazy.

He walked to the glass that showed his eyes were wet as much as possible to hold back his tears, but the tears instead flowed down Archie's white cheeks, Archie is not a man who likes to cry, even from childhood he rarely cried, but his heartache now exceeds all pain he had ever felt, it felt weak, so weak that it made his whole body ache, it felt like something was eating away at his body and soul, giving pain that slowly so he could not take it anymore, why didn't he just die if they were together, why should he? Suri?

Archie's clenched fist smashed the glass in his room to pieces, causing a large crack there, the force of the blow made his hand bleed but he didn't feel it at all, fresh blood flowing down his white hand. He could only sit on the bed, helpless.

The clock showed 3 in the morning, but Archie's eyes could not be closed for a second, he didn't even lay down a bit, he just sat looking at the stream of water that fell on his window, a bright night suddenly rained very hard. The blood on his hands had even dried, leaving a long trail to the tips of his fingers.

Archie smiled bitterly, remembering the moment he had just a few hours ago with Suri, his heart filled with love, the joy of being able to spend time with the woman he loved so much, seeing how beautiful Suri's face was under the moonlight, even clearly remembering how fragrant he was. his body.

But now he has to make up his mind to leave her, Archie totally uneasy, his head full, his feelings dark, he doesn't know which one to follow?

His feeling tells him he has to keep her, because without her he doesn't even feel alive because for Archie, Suri is already part of his soul, half of his life.

However, it is different from his reason and logic that keeps bothering him, because they say that he should not try because it can harm Suri, no, he can die if Suri dies because of it.

He stared at the clock rapidly changing its numbers. After much thought, he finally decided.

Archie took his cellphone and immediately looked for the name in his cellphone contact, after waiting for several calls, finally the call was picked up.

"I need your help," Archie said seriously.

"Well, in the morning, what do you need, Prince? At least you can say hello or good morning to me," came the answer from there.

"Don't mince words Gerald, I need your help," said Archie again in a very serious voice. Gerald, who I just woke up, knew that Archie was not playing games, he immediately sat up from his bed.

"What is wrong?" asked Gerald, standing up and getting some water to drink because his throat was dry from just waking up.

"I need your help, I want to get out of here."

"All right, can't you wait until morning, it's still 3 am," said Gerald, unable to think.

"No, I want to get out of here quickly, get everything ready," Archie said as he opened his closet, looking at his clothes.

"All right, where are you going?"

"To a place where no one recognized me and my family couldn't find me easily," said Archie.

"Overseas or domestic," said Gerald looking thoughtful.

"Just within the country, I don't feel like going abroad," said Archie, who thought that living in a people's country had to put things in order.

"Alright, I'll prepare your private plane," said Gerald want to get ready to go, this is his job, must be ready 24 hours as a personal assistant of a crown prince.

"No, I don't want to take a private plane, just find me a flight, or just charter another private plane, I don't want my family to be able to track me down, one more thing, you have to shut up when asked where I'm going," Archie said. .

"Okay, you want to go to a place where you don't want to be recognized and your family can't track you, don't want to take a private plane and the flight has to be fast? Right?" Gerald explained explaining in detail.

"That's right, I'm going to the airport right now, and I'll meet you there," Archie said.

"Yes, Your Majesty," said Gerald.

Archie immediately turned off the call and immediately took the clothes in his closet, took some important letters, and things he thought were important, he immediately changed his clothes, wearing a long black coat, black shirt and black pants, all black, showing how black her heart now.

She opened the drawer, found a photo of Suri who was staring at her, even when she was silent she was so beautiful, she smiled a little, a smile that showed a wound in her heart, she immediately took it and put it in her book, not wanting to waste time on this.

After everything was finished, he immediately came out, opened the door very carefully, looked at the empty surroundings, he immediately went out of the side door, if he went through the main door he would definitely be caught, he walked out of his palace, stepped onto the road. which was quite wet with rain that had not stopped, he immediately walked to the row of his cars, he immediately entered and slowly started to advance his car, the roar of rainwater immediately greeted him when the car was running out, so thick that it made his visibility shorten. He continued to drive his car, but at the main gate, the car was stopped.

"Good morning," said the guard.

Archie looked at them lazily, he then opened the windshield, the suspicious guard immediately greeted them.

"Open the door for me, I have urgent business now," Archie said seriously, of course the guards didn't dare to refuse Archie's words, he immediately opened the big gate.

The enormous gate opened slowly, Archie saw it, the more it opened, the tighter he gripped the steering wheel of his car, trying to steady himself to get away from this palace, this is all he can do, he is determined, if he has to leave Suri it means he must. leave everything, get out of here.

The gate finally opened perfectly, his eyes were sharp looking at the road and the day that was still dark and covered with raindrops, his eyes suddenly diverted with the middle mirror which showed a reflection of the image right in the area of Suri's room, his eyes were soft, soft but grim, he biting his lip, he immediately changed the direction of the rearview mirror, looked ahead and immediately pressed the gas pedal of the car and the car drove away from the palace.