ZANDER
Later that night, we film a scene at a rented bar. It is a pivotal moment where Lance’s character, Lae, is breaking up with Alex’s, Than.
Quite fitting, if I say so myself. Just thinking of Lance making love to Alex makes me want to retch, especially because he thought it was me. Ever since I saw them this morning, my throat has been clogged with something solid and bitter. And after enough pondering, I decided it was the fact that Lance couldn’t even differentiate me and my twin. Sure, he did not know. He did it because he still had feelings for me. But it wasn’t me who he held in his arms the whole night. Not at all. Him not realizing that was difficult to swallow.
As soon as I finish checking in with the Assistant Director, Lance follows me back to my trailer van. His head is
