My Mate, My Moon

goddess give me strength

Jax POV

Mark and I decided to stop by the deli next to the cafe before my shift started to grab something to eat.

Mark informed me that he's decided to sit in a cafe during my shift and see if he can get any information out of regular customers about my mate. Mark is dedicated I'll give him that.

I have about 15 minutes before my shift starts. my glance over at the cafe parking lot and my heart stops for a brief second before it starts wildly pumping out of my chest. my breathing picks up and I'm starting to feel light-headed.

Mark appears to notice as he turns and stands to face me and grabs my shoulders.

" chill out man! your fangs and claws are out! what's going on?" he says, in a panicked voice.

" she's here." I rasp between breaths.

" what? where?" he asks, while looking behind him.

" that's your car.. in a lot." I say as I point to the only car along the side of the building.

Mark Peaks over his shoulder and looks at the car. " hmm.. cool car. 84 Monte SS, I like her already" he States, clearly impressed with her taste in cars.

Mark looks back at me takes a deep breath looking into my eyes as if trying to coach me how to breathe.

" you have to calm down. you can't go in there looking like this." Mark started to look around as if he were looking for something to hit me over the head with. when suddenly his eyes widen and he looks at me. If a lightbulb could appear over his head out of thin air it would have.

" I have just the thing!" he walks me over to his Jeep and opens the passenger side door and pushes me in. he runs over to the driver's side and gets in as well. he opens his glove compartment and takes out a pre-rolled joint. with a slide grin on his face he holds it up to show me.

I shake my head. " I don't think that's going to cut it." I say, trying to slow my breathing.

i've smoked my share of pot, but being a werewolf it's effects are not as strong as it is for humans.

" no, listen. I laced it with a small bit of wolfsbane. it won't knock max out but it should calm him enough to keep him under control." he explains to me.

" I figured it would come in handy knowing I was going to be staying in the human world for a bit. my wolf Ryker can get Restless when he doesn't get out as frequently." he elaborates.

"Smart." I have to give him credit he's always 10 steps ahead.

after a few hits of The Joint my fangs and Claws start to recede and a calm feeling washes over me.

"Better?" Mark asks.

" Much!" I reply.

Mark goes to open the door to his Jeep and turns back to me. " you stay here for a few minutes. I'm going to head in First grab a drink and sit in the cafe. you don't know me and I don't know you. but if you need me I'm a mindlink away."

I nod my head and understanding at him

mind linking is a telepathic way of communication with werewolves. to be honest being in the human world for this long, it didn't dawn on me to utilize it.

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after a few minutes passed by start walking towards the door of the cafe. I start to feel my heartbeat pick up. I try to take slow deliberate breaths to keep control of my emotions. I whip open the door and I'm hit with her scent and I almost stumble.

Max instantly starts to purr. you would think I have a kitten stuck in my head. my eyes lock on Macy just as she Ducks down behind the counter. I speed walk my way to her and stop on the other side of the counter and wait for her to stand.

she stands up, she seems to sense me standing in front of her. she slowly looks up and she is only chest high on me. she's a good foot shorter than me. I just want to scoop her up and run away with her.

I can hear heart rate increase. she bites her bottom lip and looks into my eyes.

"She can feel the bond." Max says.

I smile, enjoying that I have an effect on her.

" What can I do ya for?" she says. Her voice sends a jolt strait to my c**k as it jumps in anticipation.

Max pushes forward and growls. snapping me out of my trance I tried to cover it by clearing my throat.

"excuse me.. I'm Jax your new barista." I say looking deep into her beautiful deep Brown eyes. I can't look away. I'm so afraid she'll disappear if I do.

in that moment I catch the scent of her arousal. Max starts to growl in my head. I swear if I hadn't smoked that Wolfsbane earlier Max would have grabbed her by her throat, bent her over this counter, mated and marked her right here in this cafe.

she looks away from me and Max starts to whimper. she clears her throat and says " all right Jax, let's grab you a new apron. follow me." she turns around and starts walking away into the back room.

I follow behind her tipping my head slightly to the side while I watch her ass bounce with each step she takes. I bite my bottom lip to try and suppress a groan while Max is filling my head with images of us taking our Claws and ripping her leggings clean off her body, and ramming my c**k into her soft, wet, warm p***y. " goddess give me strength!" I pray internally to the Moon goddess.

she bends over toward the desk and opens the bottom drawer. my hand almost reaches out to give her ass a squeeze. she abruptly stands up to face me and I plaster a giant s*** eating grin on my face.

she seems surprised at how close I'm standing to her. she slaps a plastic covered apron to my chest and without thinking I hold her hand to my chest while I look into her eyes. her scent and body is screaming for me to take her, but her eyes are saying the opposite. she quickly pulls her hand away. my smile fades..

"Sorry." I whisper.

and like a light switch she turns into my boss. she directs me where to place my personal items and quickly leaves the back room. I know she feels the bond, but I can't help but feel like I did something wrong. this is going to be harder than I thought.