Their Love

Running to my mom’s house, I was nervous and determined. I’ve been with Ryan for over a year. I like him, he’s sweet, cute, caring, everything a boyfriend should be, but I don’t feel the attraction like I should. I know other women want him and there is no reason I should. He’s hot. He wanted me to give him head one time and I puked. He smelled like sweat and feet. Ryan was so angry, he grabbed my hair, telling me just to put it in my mouth. The closer he got, the more sick I felt. Even his kiss grossed me out, I felt like he was drooling all over me. I have no clue why I'm going through with this. Sometimes it’s fine though. I don’t get nauseous but don’t feel anything At this point, I feel like something is wrong with me. No one has ever turned me on and after a year of trying, I’m tired of waiting. I’ve decided to just do it. Just have s*x with him and get it over with. That’s what a girlfriend is supposed to do, right? Every day someone tells me I’m going to lose him to someone because men have needs. I’m trying to make this work. I asked Noah, Ryan’s best friend, where Ryan was, and he told me he’s waiting for me at home with a big surprise. He’s always giving me sweet surprises and I don’t think much about it as I run to my house to tell him my decision. I ran into the house and my mom is in the kitchen cleaning up some dishes. “Hey mom. Ryan here?” “Oh honey. Your home” she says with a smile “he’s waiting for you in your room. He mentioned a surprise for you. Maybe you’ll get a ring!” I rolled my eyes. I like Ryan, Eventually, I’ll be attracted to him, maybe. I headed up the stairs to my room. I pause as I hear banging and moaning from my room. My stomach sank as I got closer to my door. It wasn’t even shut all the way. Once I open the door, I see Ryan balls deep f*****g my sister from behind, in my bed. They both look up to me and don’t stop. Sally has a nasty smile on her face as she moans louder while putting on a show. Ryan just raised his eyebrows with a smirk. “Why?”. I asked them Shocked and disgusted. “Why? Because you’re the f*****g ice queen. After a year, you couldn’t even get on your knees. How can you have a body like that and kiss like a f*****g robot. You’re never going to measure up to your sister. She knows how to please a man properly. ” “Yeah, my frigid b***h of a sister couldn’t even keep her man warm properly. We’ve been f*****g since you two have been together.” Sally says with so much venom, still moaning. The headboard was still hitting the wall. I was hurt and confused. “If you wanted to be together, why not just tell me. I would have stepped out of the way. What have I done to either of you to deserve this?” “You were just a bet between the guys. You’d never be good enough to keep a man like Ryan happy.” He adds “I had $900 on f*****g you. A pathetic joke could never satisfy me. I planned on taking your virginity and then f*****g your sister right after. You cost me $900. Oh? Are you crying now? Maybe if you would have put out and got some experience you’d be under me right now.” I didn’t realize I was crying. I had no real feelings for Ryan beyond a general-like. So I didn’t know why I was crying. Sally’s a jealous b***h, so I should have seen it coming.“The last year was just a bet? I’ve never done anything to either of you. Sally, you’re my f*****g sister! Why do you hate me so much? I’ve always stayed out of your way.” I say trying to understand the cruelty of the situation. “You’re always the perfect little ice princess. I’m always being compared to you by teachers, our parents, the town. You’re the perfect little baby sister. There is one way you will never be good enough. You’re a pathetic little virgin. You couldn’t even keep Ryan satisfied. Every time he touched you he had to come to me to thaw out, and he’d tell me how f*****g stiff and cold you are. He just needed you to put out to win the bet, and we were going to go shopping. But no you weren’t even good enough to get us some quick cash.” Ryan laughed as he f****d Sally from behind. “Want to come over here? Maybe you can learn a few things from your big sister. As it stands now, you’ll never be able to satisfy a real man. Nobody wants a sad little virgin who cant even kiss. I had to think about your sister every time I kissed you or spent time with you. You’re so f*****g boring. School, charities, cooking. You’re a pathetic, boring joke. Nobody gives a s**t about what you think. You need to know how to use your mouth. Oh, by the way, your mom knows I’m f*****g Sally and about the bet.” I flinched at his words. I looked at my once friend. “Kay, why are you doing this? We were friends.” I asked, tears falling down my face, a blank face looking numb to the world. “You act all high and mighty around everybody. Like you’re better than everyone. My brother has asked you out multiple times, and you blow him off every time. I don’t understand what he sees in someone like you who can’t even keep one man. You need to be brought down a notch or two. You’re not good enough for my brother. I mean look at you. You’re fat and ugly. Ryan f***s everyone and can’t even get it up for you. He had to fantasize about Sally.” At this point, I’m pissed, and I c**k her head and slowly nodded. “So you’re all doing this because I focused on my future, my career, my life. Because none of the “men” were enough to make me want to have s*x. Ryan, I couldn’t force myself to be attracted to you. But you don’t do it for me. When you pulled out your c**k and I puked, You smell horrid. And you drool when you kiss. I don’t want slobber all on me. It’s disgusting. You just don’t do it for me. I’ve never had s*x because I’ve never met someone who interested me in the least.” I watch as his face contorts in rage, and he finally stops f*****g the w***e on the bed. “Sally, you only know how to spread your legs. I have a future in whatever I want because I put in the time and work. There is nothing to compare. Sure your better on your back… or knees. I am going places. I’ll always have more than you, because I’m not a selfish narcissist. All the energy the three of you put into hurting me, you could have done something to better yourself. Not try to tear me down because you can’t measure up. Kay, your brother knows my reasons for everything, he understands and we are friends. I’m glad I see what you are now and not later. You all deserve each other. I actually feel bad for how pitiful you three truly are.” I turned to walk away when my mother came up the stairs. “What is all this commotion?”