Rayna POV
I hung up and put my hands in my lap, suddenly completely unsure of everything. I bite my bottom lip trying to figure out where to start. Dante forces me to look up at him. God he’s huge. I only reached his mid-chest. He scans my face and in a very low dominant tone says ”Fiorellina, what did I just say about your language?” I stare into his eyes as I subconsciously adjust, in my seat. A sudden throbbing between my thighs causes any rational response to disappear. Squirming in my seat trying to alleviate the new feeling. “Huh?” I’m so overwhelmed by these men. Suddenly, I’m surrounded by 3 hard bodies. I feel a hand reaching to the nape of my neck and sliding around to the front of my throat. With just enough pressure to excite me, I’m forced to look up at Ryker. My heartbeat picks up and
“You were asked a question, little warrior. We expect an answer.” He tells me.
“Wh-what question?” I pitifully asked, rubbing my thighs together, completely lost in the feeling of wanting someone.
“Come now, gorgeous. You wouldn’t want to be punished your first hour here would you?” Alastair leaned into my ear and asked as his hand brushed my stomach, barely grazing my breast. A violent shiver wracked my body as I felt Dante’s hand reach the back of my head, grabbing my hair and pulling my face to his. Ryker has my throat in his hand, Alastair my stomach and Dante my nape. Dante leaned down close and his lips almost touched mine“, I said. Did you forget what I told you about your language?” He asked me again.
They all watch my response as I lean forward as Dante leans back a hair. “N-no sir.” I’m trembling in their arms like a b***h in heat, and they’ve done nothing but speak.
"Good girl," Dante said, lips grazing mine as he spoke. i felt Ryker tighten his grip slightly, bringing a whimper from me. Alistair was gently caressing my stomach just below my chest. What is wrong with me? Suddenly, it’s like a bucket of ice water over my head. What am I doing? This is my job now.
I jumped out of their arms. I’m turned on and confused as f**k. And I'm getting insanely overwhelmed. “W-Where am I staying? I’ll need to unpack and settle in before dinner. I need you know the preference for each of you.“ I told them, completely getting straight to work. Where I’m comfortable and understand. I wanted passion, excitement, spontaneity but this was a lot and will affect my job. That can’t happen. We all stared at each other. I feel like prey caught just inside the strike zone of a dangerous predator. In this case, three dangerous predators. I won’t stand a chance, realistically I know that. I’m too affected. Ryker lets out a growl and takes a step toward me, Dante grabs his arm affectively, stopping him while staring at me with his head c****d. Alastair had a smile, one that made me feel like I woke the beast, and he'd just stepped up to the challenge.
Dante breaks the silence. "I’ll walk you to your room, and you can relax and unwind. We will give you your space tonight." I nodded and followed him. I suddenly stopped and turned back for my bag and blanket. They’re now in Rykers' hands, and he’s holding them out to me, eyebrow raised in challenge. I quickly snatched it and turned around. “Hmmmm maybe little lamb is more appropriate “. The amusement in his voice caused me to duck my head and run after Dante.
Dante opened the door and stepped aside just enough so I’d have to brush against him. As I was walking past him, he pulled me to his chest. His hands on my hips. I looked up at him questioningly.
“I want to make one thing clear. We can be very dominant, overbearing men, and we will overwhelm you at times. We all want to share you. Your career will in no way be affected by our personal decisions. You’ve worked yourself to death and deserve everything and more. We will give you time to wrap your head around today. We will respect your boundaries. But we do want you, all of us. I know it’s fast and scary. With that being said, we will not let you slip through our fingers. This attraction we feel is rare, and we're not willing to let it slip from us. Relax and take your time“. With that, he pulled me close and gave me a gentle kiss on my forehead. “We can talk more after dinner. We will let you get comfortable and Ryker will make dinner tonight.” Then he left me to unpack.
I went to the enormous room, unpacked the little I had and laid my blanket and pillow on the bed. The closet and drawers are filled with women’s clothes, underwear, lingerie, dresses, shoes, jeans and shirts. Everything a woman could want, including an insane amount of bondage attire. This room belongs to someone else. I’m not sure why, but my heart breaks just a little. I’m pissed and hurt They put me in another woman’s room. I’ve never felt like that, and I assumed it was the same for them, but guess I misread that.
The room was beautiful and comfortable. The bed had to be a California king. I’ve never seen a bed like that before. The bathroom was the same. The tub and shower could easily fit multiple people at once. I got all my chocolate beauty supplies out and went in. There was make-up, soaps, perfumes, lotions, oils, you name it all in there. I took a hot shower, not touching anything I didn’t bring. A thick red robe and a smaller satin dark blue one, both women’s robes. . I felt my chest squeeze. Dante just made it absolutely clear they all wanted to share me and this room was huge. Maybe this was where they set up their current flings.
I felt tears prick my eyes at that “get a f*****g grip , you unstable bitch.” I told myself. “You met them yesterday. One f*****g day. You want to f**k them. It’s never happened before so you’re just looking too much into it. They want to f**k you, just like everyone else. Nothing more.” Then I had a horrible thought. What if this position is just a ploy to f**k me. What if it is all fake? Did Ryker see me, decide to f**k me and make a fake job? Is this even a real position or am I expected to be a live-in mistress? I’m spiraling. Rosemary, thyme, mint, oregano. I go over the herbs and calm down.
I signed a contract. The job is real, whether for my skills or looks I’m not sure. They’re clearly expecting to share this room with me and have the routine down. I’m not sure about a temporary arrangement like this. With the fierce feelings I already have, I won’t survive a casual relationship with them no matter how much i crave them. I need to make it clear I’m not OK with casual sex.They need to find someone else. I wouldn’t keep them occupied long anyway. Not with my lack of experience. I have a one-year contract with Ryker. If I go along with this whole arrangement, I know I won’t come out of this whole.
I call Lu panicked and in tears, and spilled everything i was feeling before she even said hello. "Rayna, breathe. Your in your head, you know they've already been checked out by Jacob. They are legit. You want them, they want you. What's the problem."
"Lu, I wanted passion but this is overwhelming and it's only been one day. If I'm this affected now how will i survive a whole year and come out in one peice. Can i really sleep with someone without feelings? This can't be normal. What if it's all a joke? Why am i in some other woman room?"