The Billionaire's Dark Secret

Episode Fifteen

When Sébastien told me he's been in love with me since he first saw me, I thought back to the first time I laid eyes on him. It was like love at first sight. No one has ever made me feel the way he does. I've never been interested in anyone. Then I think about what just happened in this room. The pain the pleasure, theses feelings I can't explain. I have felt this pull to him, like some invisible string has attached it's self to us and won't let go. I don't want it to let go. I don't think I will be able to live without him. Is this love, I don't know I've never felt this way. I move and noticed that I'm very sore, but in a good way. I feel different, as if what we did opened up another part of me. I gather my things I need for a shower and my work clothes for tonight. After getting ready for work I call Laurie. Tell me everything, she says. I will but not over the phone okay. I'll see you at work do you want to ride in together. Yeah that would be great, what time do you want to pick me up she says. I'll be there in about an hour okay. I'll see you then, she says. As I'm gathering everything I need I notice there is no blood on the sheets. That's strange, I pull the covers all the way down. There is no trace of blood anywhere. I know that I don't know much about these things, but I've done research because I always thought there was something wrong with me. Why could I not feel anything when it came to the opposite s*x. Now I know it had nothing to do with that, I just wasn't attracted to anyone until Sébastien. I'm starting to feel it's more of a obsession. I'm always thinking of him, is that normal. I know that there should be blood after your first time. Maybe there is something wrong with me. I make my way downstairs, I lock up and head to my car. On my way to pick up Laurie, I hope she doesn't bring it up right now. I really don't want to discuss it right now. I'm still processing it myself. I stop in front of Laurie's house, she's walking down the side walk. She gets in and looks at me. We have been friends for so long, that she knows I'm not ready.