Oh It's A Wrap

[Intro — soft, emotional] Sitting here all alone, wondering where did I go wrong? All my friends disappeared when things got rough. Now I'm sitting in this mess, feeling like I've had enough. All things are tough, all things are hard… Why put my faith in my friends if they leave me in the dark? [Chorus — melodic, catchy] Sitting here all alone, wondering where did I go wrong? All my friends disappeared when things got rough. Now I'm sitting in this mess, beyond stressed, not feeling blessed. All things are tough, man, all things are hard. Why am I putting my faith in these friends If they're leaving me alone in the end? I gave my heart, I gave my trust, Now I'm picking up the pieces in the dust. Sitting here all alone… Trying to find my way back home. [Verse 1 — honest, reflective] Like a diamond in the rough, life forced me to be tough. Friends and family taught me pain when love was not enough. Strength is the key, but sometimes I need help, Searching everywhere for peace except inside myself. Family is what I need, God, please pull me from this mess. Young, stressed, and blessed, but I'm drowning in distress. Some days I sit and wonder 'bout the things I can't change, Replaying every memory, running circles in my brain. My priorities need changing, yeah, I know that it's true, But I keep doing the same things I'm trying to outgrow, too. I'm praying for a breakthrough, trying to see another day, Asking God to guide my steps when I can't find my way. [Chorus] Sitting here all alone, wondering where did I go wrong? All my friends disappeared when things got rough. Now I'm sitting in this mess, beyond stressed, not feeling blessed. All things are tough, man, all things are hard. Why am I putting my faith in these friends If they're leaving me alone in the end? I gave my heart, I gave my trust, Now I'm picking up the pieces in the dust. [Verse 2 — anger, faster flow] I said what I said, and I ain't sorry about it. Focused on myself now, got no time to doubt it. You were once my friends, but you crossed that line, Talking on f*******: like you know what's going on in my mind. “She a tweaker,” “Get help”—that's the best you can do? Throwing stones at me when you got problems too? You don't know my battles, you don't know what I've seen, You judge me from a distance like you know where I've been. I'm sick of all the gossip, sick of hearing my name, Y'all keep throwing dirt, I'm turning pain into flame. Look into the mirror, put your own life on track, Keep my name out your mouth—I ain't looking back. I helped when you needed me, remember that part? Gave you time, gave you money, gave you pieces of my heart. But the next time you're struggling, don't come knocking at my door, I won't be the one you use and then ignore anymore. [Bridge — beat drops, vulnerable] God, I need a sign, I need a little peace. I'm tired of fighting battles that don't ever seem to cease. I know I'm not perfect, got some healing of my own, But I'm done confusing being needed with being loved. Maybe losing everybody is the lesson I must learn, Maybe all this pain's the fire through which I finally burn. I can't change yesterday, can't control what people say, But I can choose who gets a place in my life from this day. [Verse 3 — confident, explosive] I'm about to fix this effed-up crown, Turn my frown upside down, won't let nobody keep me down. I ain't got time for your BS anymore, I'm smiling as I walk right out that door. Turning pages in my book? It won't be that hard, I've been through enough to know I've got a fighting heart. Hope you get the help you need, I'm wishing you the best, Funny how you watched my life while ignoring your own mess. Every single day is a battle, every night another test, Some people only stick around to gossip and obsess. So skedaddle, I'm on fire, spitting flames upon this track, My relationships are splitting, but I'm taking myself back. Peace out, I'm done explaining, got a promise I can keep: I'm rebuilding my life, putting old pain to sleep. My life will be fixed—not overnight, but bit by bit, And if you bring that bullshit, I ain't dealing with it. You can miss me with the drama, all the lies and all the fame, I'm not living for your approval, you can keep it all the same. I might be down right now, but I'm not staying on the floor, I'm becoming someone stronger than the person I was before. [Final Chorus — full beat, emotional vocals] Sitting here all alone, wondering where did I go wrong? All my friends disappeared when things got rough. Now I'm sitting in this mess, beyond stressed, not feeling blessed. All things are tough, man, all things are hard. Why am I putting my faith in these friends If they're leaving me alone in the end? Maybe I was looking for love in the wrong places, Trying to find my people in a world of changing faces. I'm still here, still breathing, still fighting through the pain, And even after everything, I'll learn to love again. Sitting here all alone… But I'm learning how to stand on my own. [Outro — spoken, fading out] Yeah… Maybe I lost some friends. Maybe I learned some lessons. Maybe I still have a long way to go. But I'm still here. I'm still fighting. God knows my heart. And this time… I'm choosing me.