Bad At Love

Chapter Sixteen

* * 18+ WARNING: s*x SCENE IN END OF CHAPTER

I eyed myself in the mirror. The reflection staring back at me, looking less familiar as the seconds ticked by. I had spent the last two hours curling my long chestnut hair and applying the perfect face. Tonight would be Silas' and I's (technical) first date, I needed to look my best. I had to be the one in the room he wanted to look at. A short, slinky dress with a dark smokey eye wouldn't work for an occasion like this.

While he never specifically stated the nature of this outing. I had no other option than to believe otherwise. First of all, he told me to pack a nice dress. He keeps mentioning us going out after he's done with his work for the day. Every time he does, he's grinning. It's too suspicious for me to believe otherwise.

After a long debate with Sofia, I had decided to bring two lovely dresses so I could decide when the moment arrived. After long deliberation on my own. I decided on the white and black halter neck dress with lace off the shoulder sleeve. The skirt was form fitting, much like a pencil skirt, and paired it with a simple set of white heeled wedges. It was elegant yet sexy, or at least I hoped. I had curled my hair and slid in two black pins to hold back the front of my hair to create a halo effect. My make up had consisted of neutral browns, a thin line of eyeliner, and a neutral glossy pink lipstick.

It was reasonable to say I was safe, elegant, and beautiful.

I heard my phone ding across the room, sighing in acceptance. I stalked away from the ensuite and to the desk that lined the entryway of the hotel room. Picking up the cell, I noticed Silas had sent a text. He was waiting downstairs outside the lobby. I bit my lower lip as I grabbed hold of my wallet and keys, before striding out of the room.

I made my way downstairs, thinking of all the things that could happen tonight. All the things that could possibly go wrong. I sighed angrily to myself, I always do this. I think negatively, prepared for the worst to happen, which prompts everything to go wrong. I couldn't do that, not this time. Not with Silas. At this point, whatever we were doing, despite a few awkward incidents, he had never done me wrong. He hadn't proven to me he was a bad guy.

As I stepped out of the hotel's entrance, I saw Silas leaning against his car. His eyes trained on his hands. I smiled softly as I closed the distance between us.

"Hey there," I said once I was two feet away from him. His head shot up to view me as he shoved his body off the vehicle. His eyes raking up and down my body insatiably a few times. His eyes settled on mine, his mouth somewhat agape.

"Holy hell, I didn't know you were a damn angel," he remarked. He slouched his body audibly on the car with an exasperated sigh. "Nope, that's it. We are not going anywhere - uh, uh. You look way too good to be taken out in public." Silas spoke fast as he pushed himself off the car and grabbed onto my arm. Jokingly pulling me behind him to hide me from the rest of the world. I couldn't help but laugh at his humor.

Instinctively, I felt my arms wrap around his waist as I stood behind him. My nose burying into his shoulder as I inhaled deeply. A childlike grin plastered on my face.

"Stop," I giggled into his shoulder as I felt him turn around to face me. Looking up at him, I noticed he had a smile of his own.

"But seriously, you look... ravishing." He declared. He shook his head in disbelief as he eyed me again.

"Thank you, I felt the same way this morning when you got in the shower with me, and again, when you put on this sexy suit of yours. So, it's only fair I do the same to you." I mused, a smirk playing on my lips.

His teeth sunk into his lower lip.

"We need to leave before I actually take you back into that room," he teased with a sigh. Opening the passenger door for me to slip in. Thanking him, I stepped into the car. I watched as he closed the door, jogged to the drivers' side of the car, and slid into the seat. He turned the ignition, the car roared to life as we drove towards our destination.

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We had arrived at our restaurant without any complication. We were seated within minutes at a nice table near the kitchen. My stomach was hungry for delicious food. I had spent the last several minutes eyeing the server alley. Servers walked out with mouth-watering plates. I knew our food would be coming out any minute. We had ordered simple entrees while snacking on the bread and oil they had given us to start with.

I jumped up and down in my seat as I watched our waiter grab a tray of food that looked ours. I watched as he walked towards us. I was beyond excited. I felt my jaw drop as he set down our plates of food, my stomach growling at the sight of the decadent entree.

I looked up at Silas, who had been smirking at me the entire time.

"You're so cute," he mused. He grabbed his utensils and unfolded them, setting the white linen in his lap. I mimicked his movements, before engaging in the delicious food that was begging me to eat it.

I moaned in satisfaction several times. This was by far the best pasta I had ever had. The steak was cooked to perfection, perfectly matched with an alfredo based sauce. I was so into the plate of food before I didn't hear Silas clear his throat until he had spoken up.

"You moan one more time, and this date won't last much longer. At this point, you're just begging me to f**k you." Completely taken aback by his comment, I accidentally inhaled a noodle. Setting down my fork, I coughed quietly.

"Wow, that's some-- whoooo." I fanned myself for a moment, trying to collect myself. I felt my cheeks heat up in embarrassment. "This is some good pasta." I replied, not sure what else to say. I grabbed my fork again and shoved a mouthful of pasta into my mouth.

He sure knew how to make me speechless.

He heard him chuckle silently as he began eating his food. I watched as he meticulously cut his food into pieces, before delicately taking a bite. I smiled softly and shook my head. Of course, he'd even be a gentleman when eating.

I mentally palmed my forehead. I scolded myself for thinking of all the things I wanted in a man. He was too perfect, too much of a romantic love interest from a novella. I was hooked on a man basically composed to be perfect.

I groaned internally as I continued to eat. I needed to stop thinking of him like this. It was getting me nowhere, but further into the hole that is Silas. I blocked out any further thoughts of him as mine, casually starting a small conversation. We had shared a few laughs and small smiles before we finished our food and paid the tab.

The night was far too young to sit and chat, we needed a drink and a few shots. Instead of wasting gas, we walked down the road to a small bar, a hole in the wall hangout. Many people mind their business, drinking away whatever problems they had. Silas and I sat in the back, near the restrooms. A scantily clad waitress took our order and brought it to us in minutes.

"How was your meeting?" I inquired, taking a sip of my whiskey and coke. I watched as he shrugged his shoulders, leaning closer to me as he rested his elbows on the round wooden table.

"It went normal, nothing too serious. Just a quick update of what's already happening. It was a debrief for the idiots of the company, and they wanted me there to add more people to the list, I guess. I don't know." He murmured at the end of his sentence, a small smile playing on his lips. His eyes danced between my lips and my eyes, flittering back and forth.

"Well, think of it this way, at least you're not just stuck at home doing nothing." I replied. I raised my brow at him as I flashed a small smile.

"You mean, at least I'm here with you, because that's the only positive thing in this situation." He retorted. His teeth bit his lower lip before he gave me a small wink. He was being extremely flirty, and I loved it. I had a smile etched into my lips almost permanently. I leaned closer to him the rest of the conversation, our breaths mixing as the hours lingered on.

The more drinks we had, the closer we wanted. It was almost like it was each others presence that was making us intoxicated. We had gone from basically sharing the same seat to him showing me how to 'properly break a pool rack'. Any excuse to hold me in front of all the wandering eyes.

"So, just get eye level," he whispered. His hot breath fanning on my neck as we both leaned down together. My ass pressing firmly against his hardened groin. I couldn't help but bite my lower lip as I pressed my ass out further. I heard him let out a small grunt as his hand gripped viciously onto my hip. "Pull back your right arm slowly," he added. His hand raised up my side to the lower crevice of my breasts.

"Like this?" I lowered my voice seductively as I slowly moved my hand down the shaft of the pool cue. I felt him shake his head.

"You are testing me." He mused, his teeth slightly nipped on my shoulder.

"I don't know what you mean," I said innocently. My back arched into him as I properly shot the cue into the ball. The rack of colored ceramic balls cascaded throughout the green felted table. I smirked in satisfaction as I heard Silas grunt against my skin. Before I could celebrate, I felt his hand grip on mine and pull me through to the back of the bar. His eyes scanning every door and crevice for something.

"What are you doing?" I inquired, feeling him tug me into a closed room. It was littered with dusty wooden tables and dimly lit light fixtures. I heard him shut the door, the lock clicking soon after. I watched as he walked towards me. His hands hungrily grabbed my cheeks as he pulled my face to his. Allowing our lips to collide for the first time all night.

** s*x SCENE BELOW **

We both let out a moan against each other as our hands tangled into one another. His lips peppered kisses along my cheeks, then onto my neck. My hands knotting themselves into his hair, dragging him down into me. A surge of energy ran effortlessly through us with each touch. Only electricity, and sparks of ferocious passion.

I felt his hands dip down to the bottom of my ass, pulling my body up to his waist as I knowingly wrapped my legs around hips. He roughly set me down on the wooden table closet to us. I let out a breathy moan as I felt his lips leave mine to pepper kisses along my jaw. His hands fiddled with the buttons of his shirt, before his tight skin press against my thin dress. His hard chest causing butterflies in my belly.

"I need this dress off, I need to see you." He moaned against my skin as he let his shirt fall to the floor. His hands now search the length of my dress, trying to find the zipper. I leaned forward, allowing him to reach behind my back, pulling down the strip of metal to reveal my bare body. I watched as he leaned back to eye me for a moment. Almost as if he was photographing every inch of my body with his mind. I felt his hands run over my breasts, lightly tugging on my perky n*****s. I moaned softly, biting my lower lip.

I watched as he dipped down, taking my breast into his mouth with a moan. His hand pulling the dress down my body and letting it fall to the floor. I felt his hand travel down to my inner thighs. Squeezing the excess fat, before sliding his hand further between my legs. I felt his hand slowly work my lower region. My breathing increased rapidly as he pleasured me.

I moaned mercilessly as he moved against me. His lips now pepper kisses along the entirety of my naked body. I ground into his hand, wanting more than just his fingers. I felt his head dip down between my legs, causing my breath to hitch. I watched as his head dipped further, his tongue now in place of his fingers. His eyes never left mine as I moaned for him. His arms wrapped firmly around my thighs, holding me in place.

"Silas," I let out a throaty moan. My fingers tangling in his hair as I let myself go on his mouth. My s*x instinctively riding his face as he spoke his language to me in ways I never knew were possible. There was nothing stopping us, not the fact that there were roughly two dozen people on the other side of the wall. Or the fact that we were in a public establishment. I let myself finish all over him, like I was a virgin nun having s*x with a b**m porn star.