Maybe i am

Have you ever wondered why you are here, like you're a burden to everyone, a creature that was never meant to be born because I have and this is my life. My life is weird. It's hard, sad, overwhelming, tiring and bad all around. Some people say you're your biggest critic and I would agree. For the most part, but imagine growing up with your own personal bully, your own personal hell, imagine going home to your mom, not to be there for your dad, not to call and to be reminded every day that you're not enough. Some people say they're bullying being in middle school, most in high school, but mine happened before school, before elementary. When I was born, my biggest bully was the person that gave birth to me, the person that carried me for 9 months, the person that looked me in my eye and said" I hate you.. The person I was supposed to turn to is my mother. You may ask the question what mother was saying such a thing well you haven't met mine mine is the type to tell you I love you but I don't like you I need you but I don't want you you're a mistake in a burden every day and then turn around and Ask for something.