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Sending her away was very hard, but I didn't want to come in between her dreams. I don't want to be selfish again and force her into anything... though we don't really have anything and whatever it is, I don't want to jeopardize it. What if she gets fed up with me and would find someone for herself even before our marriage contract comes to an end? I don't even want to think of her going away after two years and I won't definitely act stupidly that would force her to leave me as SHE did.
Aghh... Why am I again comparing her with Sofie? Kayden has already kicked me hard in the stomach for doing that. And that son of a b***h again went on with saying that Jane did well leaving me. She was pregnant and did good telling me about it rather than keeping me in darkness. But she f****
