Where the wolfs go

I need go, again into the same place I was 3 years ago. f**k! Why I had to made this picture, why it's so good! Well if I wanna have it at my first exhibition I need this gorgeous guy signature on Gallery document. Well at least is nice weather so maybe I will visit beach and eat something at Bay. Ugryyyy hope he will be nicer than last time. Than he wasn't not pleasant just arrogant. I was making pictures of him to magazine to article about young and successful good catches Batchelors of New York. Well he is f*****g handsome still too arrogant. While I was driving my head showed this meeting I remember it well. I was in same car with my small crew, light guy and makeup girl. When we came party at his house started, still he just left and let us work. "I think we won't take much of your time sir. You will be able go to your friends" I worked already with beautiful models, celebrities but this guy made my shy and insecure, that was annoying feeling. He looked handsome, tall about 6,5 feet well-build, dark brown almost black hair longer combed to back, thanks to it his face was fully exposed showing his beautiful green eyes. Very male face, sharp. He had white shirt with opened first buttons, sleeves up to middle arm underlined his hudge hands. I want lie I imagined them on my ass cheeks for a second "First I'm Jimmy not sir, that's not my party so I don't care and 3 just tell me what to do" his voice was harsh he was totally bored. Another photo session, another time to shine probably "Well I chose this couch. I want you be as much as possible natural. Maybe read last month magazine" he could just stand lean on wall and it would be good Pic such mountain of muscles don't need confetti. But author wanted them all in rich surroundings. "I don't have it" he smiled to me. I went to my bag and got it. passed him, way he smirked made me angry. I wanted leave this place as fast as possible. He was last on my list and they all was the same. Super confident, they all wanted be behind desk or in office with glass of whiskey. I hated this job. I preferred working with models or make my own pictures. But you have to eat so u take jobs like this to pay rent. Jimmy was different. Of course was confident yappi with big success but he knew we coming and was in white shirt with black jeans not in his best suit. He took this magazine and laid down on couch it surprised me but I like it. Bare feet, leg on leg, big hands "now look at me as I'm annoying you, because you don't wanna listen just read" he smiled under nose and did what I've asked. It was great pic, for me. Author won't be happy. He was old school so boring. We made few more he on his side with little look on his sexy torso "Can I ask you to sit and pretend to work?" he looked at me and saw I'm same bored as he "so it will be again same story hm?" he asked like just read in my mind I just nodded. "I never work here, not sure if I have anything to pretend" I liked sound of his voice - low vibrating. I got to my bag again to checked if I have some notes or anything. When I found it he smiled to me. Put papers on his coffee table. I changed lights a little. But he didn't sit as office ceo. He took one leg down but with second his knee was touching chest. He opened another button of his shirt and took one paper in hand looked at me "Let's f**k the system" Well it was boss command - do it as they want. So I took few shots. And if I have someone who wanna f**k the system I was in it. "Can you take your favorite beverage and stand under wall?" he looked at me surprised "I like this concrete wall" just dropped he obeyed. Took bottle of beer, leaned on wall with his back and took foot up to the wall bent a little his head and looked at me hand with beer straightened by his body. I put light on him and made few pictures. "I got all I want but I think some other photographer will visit you at office." I said with smile and bit my lip. He looked like rebel between the rest. I was sure author will not like it. Maybe editor will have open mind I thought this because it was something new. When he said goodbye to us closed two buttons of his shirt went to the party. Immediately girls run to him. Before door closed themselves I took picture it was impulse. He with white shirt surrounded by girls mostly in black, light was perfect he looked like sun and girls were his planets depending on his gravity. And now because of this picture I'm traveling again to his beach house to ask for permission to made it part of my first exhibition. It wasn't nothing big, but for me hudge step in my career. So like 3 years ago in my brother's wife car I'm again on his driveway. 3,2,1 let's try. If he is still so confident why refuse, maybe just to have fun. I packed my bag and get off the car. When I knocked was waiting for maid but he opened. God he was sexier than 3 years ago. This time his hair was loose in messy bang. Black t-shirt was tight on his muscles. He was tanned! Don't make s*x images I said to myself "Yes?" he looked at me in disbelief "HI we called to you from gallery" "Yes, come inside" I went after him looking at his sexy ass and moves. I had to talk with myself, because of such attitude this guy's are so confident and treat women as s*x toys. We got to kitchen. He stood behind island and offered me coffee "Double please and if you have not cow milk with milk if not just black." "Why not cow milk?" why he cared? "I'm sleepy after such coffee" why lie? "Almond milk will help?" he said with head in fridge. "very" I loved almond milk. My answer made him giggle. With coffee in my hand he led us to couch. Same couch I made him pictures 3 years ago. His photos ends up on cover it was my first success, my first cover in big magazine. He showed me place and we sat. No need to play with time "I don't know if you remember me.." "How can I forget girl, because of her cover with me still is hanging on 3 walls!" he said with sarcasm so let's play his game "Only 3? I thought I'm better" he laughed so nice. "Well 3 I know, at my mom's flat and 2 sisters" so still no wife? My brain messed with me "I think this magazine ended in many girls boxes with toys" if I could turn back time! Why I just said that! He looked at me with smile. "In yours?" s*x God. One stupid comment and he's in game. "I'm sorry since teen I'm faithful to one picture" why I didn't just said I don't have box with s*x toys, why? He smiled and moment later his face became again serious "You not here to talk about s*x toys I assume?" bravo. "Am Yes" it's stupid I need confess I did one more picture of him. What it will be saying about me? That I like him how to tell it right. Och f**k it. "When I was here for magazine I made one more picture. And because it's in your home, and picture of you I would like you sign this for me. It's permission to get this photo to my exhibition" I gave him documents he looked surprised "Can I ask what picture?" his eyes was focused on me. It's such beautiful green color. One longer look into and you mesmerized. "Give me a second" I get my bag on my knees and took out my laptop. Found picture and showed him. I think he liked my work "Why this?" again his gaze on me. "I named my exhibition 'Ravens of NY'" no need tell more. He burst out of laugh. "where it will be?" "It's small gallery in Soho. Nothing fancy" why he is looking at me like this? "Every gallery in soho is fancy and exhibition in Soho means big step. So don't be so shy" f**k off red wave of heat at my face. I didn't answer was waiting for signature. He read papers. It gave me time to pack my computer. "As I said to gallery manager I need show it to my layer. What I see it's safe document. It won't be sell or shared. Still please give me time till Wednesday" so what the hell I'm doing here. "Sorry for taking your time, they told me to come to you" I was confused "Well I wanted know details and got them. Gave me your number I will call when it will be ready" I don't have business cards and my phone left in car, no pen around he noticed that again I'm shy. He got closer to me and his hand was up in top off my head. What the hack it's going on. Ma'am he smells so good. My head is spinning around. And just like that my hair felt on my shoulders. I forgot I catched them with pencil because didn't have nothing and hated drive with loose hair. "Your number?" I gave him and he wrote it down with my pencil "You never gave me your name!" again his eyes in mine "Sov" he smiled "It's not your name!" why he's so irritated? "I hate my name so I hide behind Sov. And now I'm not even sure if my brother remembers my full name" we giggled but my statement didn't stop him "So what is this hated name?" I do it only because you look at me like this! "Sotheana" I mumbled under my nose he smiled "Not so bad, but Sov suits you. And if it make you feel better I'm Jeremiah Mallory the 3rd. And also use only Jimmy. Now we have common secret" he winked to me with this sexy smile. Why I'm still sitting in here. Everything done. Why I feel I know him for years. Last sip of this coffee and I'm going. But my body refuses, some how I want stay longer "Hey last question" ok Sov you can handle it, you can't just jump on him although every cell of your body tells you to do that. "why you made this pic? Some accident?" "It was impuls the light on you and shadows girls my inner voice said fast do it. And it gave me name of exhibit after" why I'm so honest with him. He's not so big asshole as I thought or maybe it's because I'm really courious how he is in bed. "Hmm I thought it's because I'm sexy" he chuckled "Well the most important you think so. Thank You Jimmy for this meeting" I stood up and was ready to leave. It was nice goodbye. He walked me to car. I drove in Beach direction. My cell made some sounds but I'm not reading while driving so I ignored it. Well I'm terrible driver. No one ever try help me, teach me how to drive . In New York is better walk or use subway so never had to. Only job sometimes than I borrow car from Anna, my brother's wife. Moment later my phone rang. My sister - in-laws connected it with car I just clicked green button on steering wheel "Hey I'm writing to you, are you far away?" why he called me already "Not really" "Can you come back? I will take you for late lunch s***h early dinner and after if you going back to New York we will go together. My sister just called that is still drunk and I don't want to kill Sunday with family of my driver. Please say yes" why not. "Ok, f**k!" I just tried reverse and hit something, she will kill me! Again "Are you all right?" "Yeah, just bad driver" I said with grumpy voice what makes him laugh "So maybe I will be one? Another good side of taking me?" when he isn't bossy sounds super nice "I'm on driveway" I got off to check demage only few scratches on bumper "Very bad?" he frightened me, I didn't hear his steps and scream like crazy. What made us both laugh. "Maybe I will not end up in grave" I answered when we stop goofing We got inside he was curious who's car is it. I felt safe when he was behind wheel. We drove to beach club of course. He order - the beach. It sounds very funny, but hostess walked us on beach and put closed sign behind us. Money baby money sang to me my mind. I took my shoes off and run to water. He sat on blanket waitress brought for us with menus he shout out to me what I want I just answer "Surprise me" he smirked and waitress left. I don't have much time to be on beach and I always loved it. We had home in Hampton but my brother sold it after parents died. I bought for it my apartment in the city how my bro used this money I'm not sure. I was in my thoughts playing with water when I felt his gaze on me. Well I should go back, it was rude probably such effort in showing who's alfa here and I left him alone. "Sorry I forgot how much fun you can have on beach" I tried exuse myself "You workaholic hmm?" he asked when I was sitting by him "I like what I do. During week sessions to papers on weekends private photo shoots and still need time for my projects, not much left for fun. And we sold house here so" I was melancholic. I liked this house and hot summers here. It's one of things I remember form childhood. But my brother needed money. My brother took our family business and almost ruined it. "You had house in Hampton?" green eyes, what are you doing to me! "Yeah" let's don't go there please, what for I said it! "Some details?" f**k s*x mood gone. I felt some urge to answer him.but we entered black times of my past. "You heard ever about Thompsons and plain crush?" I felt tears in my eyes "f**k sorry, yeah I heard. It's mean George Thompson is your brother?" probably my brother owns him something "Unfortunately yes" I don't get a long with him. "I touched family issues?" yeah and still he wade deeper. I hate my brother, he is stupid but my only family. "My bro well since always we differ. Can we change topic, please?" I made as sweet as possible eyes he smiled sweet to me I felt his hand on my face, rough but nice touch I surrender to it. We looked in each eyes, it was intense moment. "Sorry I suck in small talks" he finally broke it and took his hand away, "Why?" "Well at work I talk about work, with girls I don't have to talk much" devil smile on his face was sexy, I understood why he doesn't have to talk with girls much when he looks in their eyes like that. I felt my p***y liked the view. Waitress saved me from trying respond on his statement. Salad with sea fruits for me - lucky shot! "Good choice?" "Yhymmmm" I forgot how good is food in this club restaurant. We ate talk a little about nothing personal he just checked if I'm in relationships and we were ready to drive home. By clubs main building I heard familiar voice "I see good Meredith! It's Sothii! SOV! Girl what I'm saying woman!" why he was so yelling I looked at Jimmy with sorry face. "Hello Mr Johansson, how are you sir?" it was guy from New Jersey my dad worked with him "Now I'm happy old man! When I see my favorite Thompson! I follow your career child! My daughter-in-law dream to be photograph by you!" he was loud but sweet man, not in business where he never took captives. It was he who broke contract with our company just because my i***t brother was late with orders " Well tell her to call me and we arrange something!" please let me go already! Thankfully his wife saved me "Come blind man don't you see we interrupt in date" Mr Johannson looked at Jim and gave me last goodbye kiss in cheek and we were in car. Thru road we didn't talk much, mostly because with full belly I felt sleep as soon as he started drive and after he laughed a little from me. Probably I was snoring. When we parked under his building I started wonder if he will invite me in. I was horny "Listen, I have job question" he sounded serious I looked at him with full attention "I'm looking for someone good. I know you bussy. I have important client and I don't wanna chose stock materials. I offer good money. Will you find time for it? Mayby on next Tuesday we meet at my office?" so no one night stand here, f**k. I'm to ordinary for this hot guy. "two next weeks I have full, but after why not. On next Tuesday I can but let me think" I closed one eye to remind myself what I have "About 3 pm I will finish shoots after we can have this meeting if later hour is ok for you" but I really prefer s*x than work but what can you do - wanted add it. We got from car I looked around and saw he lives two blocks from my brother. I closed doors "Will it be a problem if I leave car here? My sister-in-law will take it?" he burst with laugh, came closer to me takes my face in his hands and kissed my nose - what the hell! "Sure, see you on next Tuesday, I will wait for you" again kiss in nose. And left me. I went to my sister's house, for my luck George was out. I talked a little with Anna and got home. I should work but laid down in bed had to release tension. My v****a was angry at me, we both counting for s*x with this gorgeous man well you can't have everything that's why you have s*x toys! He filled my thoughts his rough hands on my face, emerald eyes pounded in mine, muscles working while he was laughing. Oh yes baby you close, so close his voice it's what I needed to hear in my mind yeah I'm coming, oh yes, f**k good o****m, point for me. I just catched breath when my phone buzzed I took it and saw message from him