The Broken Wolf

* BEEEP* *BEEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP* I wake up to the annoying of my alarm going off I reached for my phone then tuned the alarm off and layed back in bed putting my hands on my face and got up and got a random tee and pants combed my hairbushed my teeth. *texing in the group chat* ME: Hey Cara u walking Cara: Ya u ME: Well ya that's why im asking Cara: Ok meet u at the normal spot at the same time ME:ok see u then I grab my backpack from the floor and walk out the door. Uggggg I hate the mornings I am not a morning person and not a people person I don't know. Well at least tomorrow is my birthday yaaay I never really understood birthdays its like its basically coungrats you not dead. And im not really into big parties and being center of attention. I live with my mom little brother and sister also my step-dad and his kids 2 girls 1 boy. Yup were a family of 8 ugg but, hey that's life for you. My dad isn't in my life and I don't really talk to that side of my family. I finally made it to the spot and I see Clara walking towards me and I flip her off with a little smile. "Hey loser" I said to her giggeling "hey so what are you doing for your birthday tomorrow" I shrugged " I don't know" "well are going to come to school or stay home" " I dont know what do you think" I said with a little giggle " well I don't know your always unpredictable" she said smiling at me. I giggled at her comet and just shrugged. We walk a little bit more and then we made it are friend Lilian's house. Clara pulled out her one and dialed Lillian's number it rang and rang then she finally answered. "Date prisa y saca tu perezoso trasero aquí" Clara said on speaker phone "ya hurry up were waiting for your lazy ass" I said trying to sound with a little giggle "OK espera que ustedes son impacionant" Lillian said laughing at us "just hurry up and ass out here" I sighed. Then we hung up right as Lillian was walking out the door. She came up to us and just laugh. " you guys have no patients " Lillian said laughing as we walked to school. Lillian lives close to the high school and so she's always the one we get last and she's always lagging for some reason. And as you can tell my friends know how to speak Spanish I understand it but when I speak Spanish I feel like im saying it weird or wrong I don't know. "well we wouldn't need to rush you if you wouldn't lag all time" Clara said seriously. "I don't lag" Lillian said sounding hurt " that's a lie" I said laughing. This girl is always lagging I don't know what is going on in that brain of her but she needs a wake up call. When we get to school I get to first period history and its my one of my favorite classes buttttttt my friend Ally is in that class with me were always talking but we get are work done. I think history is really cool cause we can know the past mistakes of people in the past and try not to make the same mistakes and repeat history. After thet class I have math then chemistry, English, pe, avid, then art. I like my classes but not math or chem I don't like those classes I suck at those subjects. Oh ya I almost forgot hey im Ember im a Sagittarius born on December 13 and im in sophomore year in Kaluta high school home of the wolfs. ho and ya my birthday is tomorrow on a Friday sooo that's cool. Well I have nothing to say about school it was boring a long ugg god I hate school im mean if you love school you need help. I was walking home and just thinking about life I normally do you know and why I don't trust anybody well just some people with some things and why dad left and never said anything to me or tried to communicate with me im mean he has a child with another women soo oh and my older half sister ya and my moms poor choice in men. With all the men I see my mom and abuelas with it makes me wonder will my child's dad be an ass then meet the right guy but, ya you meet the right guy for you but, you also have to deal with an ass of a partner and deal with him for the rest of you life and I don't want that. And secondly I don't even know if I want kids like ever and maybe someday or maybe not but, its just I always think about those kinds of things and I try not be like them my mom had me young 14 and I don't know what was going on in her mind but, you all I know was that I was no accident cause she knew what she doing and what could happen. I finally got home I opend the door and walked inside the house was empty and quit I gusse they went out or to go pick up the kids from school. I went to my room threw my backpack on my bed and kicked off my shoes and my swetter and plopped on my bed " Uggggggg I hate school and I have binder check tomorrow 10 notes and I only have 3 done ugg fml" I have a lot of work to do so I better get started I took out my binder and took out 7 pices of line paper and got to work on my notes. After that a couple miniutes went by and I heard kids comeing throw the door and I knew my pice and quite is over. I just ignored them and we live in 3 bedroom house go I only shared my room with Cristal my step dads oldest daughter shes 3 or 2 years younger then me I don't know but she hangs out with younger kids more then me I just keep to myself cause I really don't want them to bug me I like my me time after I was done with my notes and chem homework I took show and when I got out dinner was ready I got out just in time tahnk god cause if I didn't then all the food would have been gone im not playing. well after dinner I wached some nextflix then off to bed for me.