Zion
I can finally sleep now. I have been up milling over yesterday's events while my partner sleeps.
I am not sure of all the specifics when it comes to wolf hierarchy, however, I do know nearly killing your alpha is a big no-no. Especially in front of half the pack. I know my presence egged on the fight a bit but that was never my intention. I just couldn't bare the thought of someone hurting xia and me not being there to protect him. Now I know he's far from the fragile wolf I thought he was.
The display of raw power he exhibited in the ring was uncanny. Never in all my years have I seen such bloodlust.
At that moment, I saw my mate as the true beast he was. It was mesmerizing. Just thinking about it is making me horny again.
I feel even more connected to him after last night. Even though we'd already mated, I could tell something was still missing. My first time having s*x was primal and clumsy.I feared my lack of experience would be a disappointment to my mate. When I lost all control, he never disregarded me. Instead, my mate indulged in my every desire. A monsoon of pleasure and destruction.I have never experienced anything like it.
But this time .... we made love. Controlled and Passionate.
This time was a complete 180 from the first time we shared a bed .Xia took complete control; he was as gentle in the bedroom as he was ferocious in the ring.
The sweet nothing," he whispered in my ear. The tender kisses he covered every inch of my body in. Every nook and cranny of the beta floor is covered in our scent.
Arch your back, he orders out in a breathy moan. f**k zion It's so warm inside you.
He's slamming into me violently as he peppered kisses along my spine, never breaking his rhythm, causing me to shake in pleasure.
Why are you fuc*ing me like this? I managed to gasp out
Because you are mine, and you need to learn your place," he grits out lifting my leg, allowing himself more access.
He palms my coc*s with his large calloused hands. Slowly stroking me from base to tip. Stopping long enough to prevent my release before continuing his assault.
xia please let me c*m.
My love it is entirely too early to start begging. We have a long night ahead of us. Now roll over, he whispers.
Though I wanted to comply, my exhaustion wouldn't allow me to. Xia we have been at it for hours, please no more.
My mate is so defiant. We should break that little habit of yours, he shoots back.
Placing his hands behind my knees, he lifts me off the bed. Lean back on me so you don't fall, he orders.
Walking over to the large gold-plated mirror, he was careful not to let his coc* slip from my swollen hole. The pressure making the journey more intense. He's pressing deeper inside me with every step he takes.
He props one leg up on the dresser to steady us before continuing to slam into me. Open your eyes my love. Look how well you're taking me.
Xia brought me so much pleasure it was virtually impossible not to submit to him.
Spread your a** for me, he moans.I comply hungrily as I watch my mate in awe. Sweat dripping from every muscle, eyes glazed over with lust, even the pulsing of his coc* was enough to send me over the edge. He's twitching inside me like crazy, so I know he's close. My body's burning with the desire to be filled by him.Xia c*m inside me, I moan.
My mate, let's out a low, possessive growl before quickening his pace. As you wish my love, he moans out. The last few thrusts are aggressive and unsteady. With one final thrust, we came in sync . My stomach swollen from the pressure of his hot seed.
He lays me on the bed before planting a kiss on my forehead. I'll run you a bath and help you clean up, he whispers.
No! My mate was taken aback by my sudden outburst.
I didn't mean to yell. I know it sounds weird, but I want to leave it.
My c*m?he asked bewildered. I could only nod quietly, I couldn't explain my attachment to the sticky substance, only that I felt closer to him with it inside me.
I watched as a goofy grin spread across his face. What is it I prodded?
You're exhibiting traits of an omega. For them, wanting to be impregnated is part of bonding.
Omega?bonding? I repeat.
Don't hurt your head about it, I'll explain another time. He tucks me in before walking off to shower.
To think a simple assassination job is what brought me to Stone Mountain in the first place. Never in a million years did I think I would find my life partner here. Xia being male and a wolf also came as a surprise, but I couldn't ask for a better mate.. Much like wolves, when we siren mate we mate for life.
After his shower, my mate climbs into bed. I felt calm as he wrapped his arms around me.
Being here with him is pure bliss, but I know it will be short-lived. Once he finds out who I really am he will probably never look at me the same. I want to be honest with him, but I don't want to lose him. I have waited a lifetime for this for my partner.
I know I don't deserve him. It's only a matter of time before he figures that out too.
As I watched my lover's chest rise and fall. I can't help but wonder what kind of future he sees with me. Does xia want children? Is that why he mentioned omegas earlier? I guess I'll add that to the list of things that would disappoint my mate.I'll do my best to meet his needs and keep him happy. I can only hope he sees my effort.