I'm Sorry

17

I'm changing Ari's name, instead of Arionna it'll be Ariana. Pronounced the same just spelled different.

- Craig

I woke up in a unfimilar bed, I was naked with a blanket over me. To my right was a girl with pink and black hair. I slowly removed the hair out her face, Bahja.

I hurried and got out the bed, I put on my clothes and grabbed my phone.

"Where you going?" Bahja at sitting up on the bed. The cover was over her lower body. So her t**s sat up.

I signed. "What happened lastnight?" I asked.

She gasped. "You dont remember? Craig we made love! Not s*x, love. You enjoyed it!" She whined.

I smacked my teeth and put on my shoes. "Im pretty sure one of my girlfriends are waiting for me at my house."

She hopped out of bed and put a houserobe on. "You seem worried or irritated, wassup?"

I opened her room door. "Forget everything that happened lastnight. Dont even bring it up, shit.".

- Bahja

Those last words kept replaying in my mind, forget about what happened? It was a night to remember! I signed and sat on my bed. I shed a couple of tears and thought. I really miss Boston. Miami isnt doing me any good, I was just fine where I was in the first place. Thats it....Im taking the first flight I can back too Boston.

- Zonnique

I feel so bad, I just wanna die. I did something so wrong last night, I regret it. I cant take it back though. Lastnight, I had s*x with Ray. He came over drunk as hell, of course Ray use too like me in highschool but I've always been a total b***h.

Flashback ....

I was in my sports bra and my ambercrombie shorts. I was watching Muary and eating vinalla ice cream. It was a knock at my door, of course only me and Deyjah live here and she was over her friends' house, I wasnt expecting any company. I grabbed a blade and slowly opened the door. Ray had a achohol bottle in his hand. His eyes were bloodshot red as if he was crying.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

He stood up and sniffed. "No!" He went inside my house and sat on the couch.

I sat beside him, "What's wrong?"

He looked at me. "I feel so bad! I be lonely at home since India is staying with her mother! How many times do I have too apolygize." He asked

I shrugged. "How about apolygize in a romantic way? Like, a boquet of flowers and a song?" I suggested.

He looked into my eyes, "Right. You always know everything." He stared deeply at me and held my hand.

I felt a bit uncomfortable, but I kinda liked it. I've been digging Ray since I was in 8th grade, but he always ignored me. Then in 10th grade, I became popular, and getting all the niggas. Ray never crossed my mind, so when he asked me too prom I was shocked, but I wasnt stupid.

He pulled my body closer too his, "Ray stop." I demanded.

He began to kiss my neck, It felt so good but it was so wrong. "Zonnique, you know I adore you." He whispered.

I nodded. "I know but your married to India, she's my friend." I explained

He laid my body on top of his, "And your my lover."

I know I should have never done it, but I couldnt stop. Ray woke up slowly and looked at me, he jumped up. "Zonnique? Why are you naked? Why am I naked? Who bed is this? Where am I?"

I signed and looked at him. "Because we had s*x. Because we had s*x. Mines. My house. You need to leave."

He looked around and got out of bed. He hurried and put on his clothes and grabbed his phone. "Ray you have to promise not to ever bring up what happened." I said.

He looked at me, he was speechless. He walked out my room and out of my house.

Worst mistake of my life.

- Yn

I woke up next too Chresanto. His light brown curls was messy and he snored really loud. Last night, even more amazing. I think this is going to start happening everynight. I slowly got out of bed and did my hygiene. I put on my bleached shorts, light brown crewneck that said Celine' in dark brown letters, and my light brown spike tims with dark brown soles. I curled my black and blonde hair and went downstairs. Bags were packed and sat by the door, I saw Bahja running downstairs with a jogging suit on and some military boots. She had tears streaming down her face, masacara was everywhere.

I pulled her arm, "Bahja? Honey, whats wrong?"

Tears streamed her face, she ignored me and kept walking.

"Bahja.....Shamomi......Rodriguez" I said slowly.

She hates when people call her by her government name, "Damn it Yn!" She yelled. She stopped and stared at me

"Wassup?" I asked "Why are you packing? Where are you going?!" I shouted.

"Where I should be and should have never left! Back to where I belong. Boston." She walked by the front door and opened it. I hurried and closed it. "Yn , please move!" She yelled.

I grabbed her arm and threw her on the couch, I love Bahja so much but she need too chill. "Bee what the hell happened? Now all of a sudden you wanna leave? s**t you havent been here for a damn week!" I explained.

She signed and shed a tear. "Nobody wants me here Yn, okay?"

I scoffed, "Who dosent want you here?" I asked.

She stayed silent.

I stared at her seriously, "Bahja .... Shamo-"

"Stop Yn Damn!" She yelled. "Craig, alright?"

She got up and sat on the stairs. I followed her, "What do you mean? He wants you here." I persuaded.

She shook her head. "No, no he dosent." She cried again, I sat by her and she cried on my shoulder. "We made love lastnight, He couldnt believe it as if it was a mistake .... He told me to forget about lastnight. How could I forget what I've been wanting for over 5 years?" She cried.

I signed and hugged her tight. " I'll have a talk with Craig babe, okay? Just go in bed and get some rest....I"ll unpack your bags later."

She slowly got up and wiped her tears, she hugged me for about 6 minutes and let me go. "I love you Yn."

"I love you too."

- Jacob

I sat on the couch drinking my Vodka, wondering how in the hell am I gonna Ray about everything. Lindsey and Britani came running downstairs.

"Daddy, are you okay?" Britani asked.

I nodded slowly. "Yeah just go back in the room, I'll be in there."

They went back upstairs, I sipped more Vodka then my phone rang.

Hello?

Jacob Emmanuel Alexander Perez, just the man I was looking for.

What do you want?

You! To do me my favors! Do it now or I'll kill you!

This is wrong! I cant do this!

Why cant you?

It's not right man

Do I care? No!

Please, just not today Ant!

Today...Right now...NOW

Well here goes nothing , upsetting the people I love the most.

- India

I was in my room with Ari playing pantycake.

"Put it in the oven as fast as you can." We sang. After we were done we watched Peppa Pig , I thought about Ray. I really miss him, but I cant be with him right now because he's in his "Abuse Phase" or whatever my mom says.

"Auntie Indie .... is there a baby in your tummy?" Ariana asked.

I smiled and nodded. "Yes Ari there is!" I squealed.

"Boy or girl?" She asked.

I laughed. 'I don't know, but I cant wait too find out." I mentioned.

Crystal busted opened my door and looked at me. "Did you see Zonnique tweets? I think she's throwing shade." She said sitting on my bed.

I sat up, "Lemme see."

She logged into twitter and went on Nique's page.

@StarQuality_ : I feel so bad. I think im a horrible friend!

@StarQuality : Should I tell my friend the truth? Or just feel guilty?

@StarQuality : Can I just die already?

@StarQuality : Someone please give me advice! Dm me!

I chuckled and looked at Crystal. "Crystal just because she's tweeting her feelings don't mean she's throwing shade. Not at me! She's a great friend...

Crystal signed. "I don't know India, I mean Ray was tweeting too." She showed me Ray tweets.

@Apex_Ray0n : Man I feel wrong as hell, I don't even know what happened! I just know I did something I regret.

@Apex_Ray0n : Should I tell my baby what went down? Cause I love her dearly.

Now that was a lil strange, what's going on? I pulled out my phone. "Whatcha doing?" Crystal asked.

I dialed Zonnique's number. "Calling someone."

She answered after a couple rings.

Hello?

You know Nique, you shouldn't put your feelings on the internet!

Im sorry Indie.

About what? What happened?

How did you find out?

Find out about what?! Im confused Nique! All I know is, you and Ray are hiding something. And instead of telling me, you tell twitter! Do you know how humilating that is? Instead of telling me directly you told over 3,000 people?!

You don't even know what went down!

That's why I called you Nique, explain everything.

Me and Ray .... made love ..... no we didn't have s*x, we made love! We both enjoyed it, Im sorry Indie I love you but ..... we couldn't help it.

...............

Indie?

Fuck you, f**k him, f**k everything. Don't call me or subtweet. Im coming for your ass, you wont know when. I f*****g hate your guts. Drink bleach and die, b***h.

I f*****g hate her. She will die, I will kill her.

-Yn

I called Bre and asked her did she wanted to come to my photoshoot with me. Me and the team have to update our pictures. She agreed and we drove to the spot.

"So Bre, how is life?" I asked.

She shrugged, "Good I guess. I've been to myself lately."

"I see." I agreed. "Have you talked to Diggy?"

She scoffed. "Word on the street is Desiree pregnant with his baby. I aint worried bout him nomore."

I smiled. "Good, that means you can find someone new and-" She cut me off.

"No Yn Im fine." She said. "Im not ready for a relationship just yet, plus I don't want none of your 'drug seller' ass friends."

I shrugged it off and pulled up in the lot. "Be good. Be classy." I reminded her.

She nodded and we went inside. The team was getting ready for the pictures, dressing in jerseys and putting on there foundation ... Yes, the team wears foundation. If you see Lewis without it he'll look horrible.

"Yn!" I turned around and saw Mr.Spoelstra. "Nice seeing you, go in your dressing room and get ready." He mentioned. I nodded in agreement and did what was told.

-Jacob

Yes, Anthony and Wassiam is out of jail, I wasn't suppose to tell anyone but im so scared of what could happen of me. I had to tell somebody, so I told Chresanto.

Hello

Wassup Karate Rocky.

Hey Jay.

Wyd?

Watching some show, wbu?

Just thinking ... look I have some news.

Good or bad?

Bad

Spill it..

Anthony and Wassiam are out of jail ..... They want revenge, there forcing me to basically kill you guys. So, If I say something mean if I act different , just know Im being forced.