I'm Sorry

18

-India

I was leaving the house , meeting with Yn and Bahja at Kampi Grill . I really need advice , there the only girls I could run too besides Crystal .

"Make sure you take Ari to the bathroom every 15 minutes Crystal." I reminded her once more.

She scoffed. 'Indie, I know. Just because im the baby of the family doesn't mean im literally a baby." She remarked.

I chuckled and left the house. I went in my car and started it up.

-

I really wanted to tell the girls about the Zonnique and Ray thing, but im afraid they might loose it. Zonnique is one of Bahja's bestfriends, so she might take it to the heart. & Yn? Takes everything to the heart, she might just run up and set her house on fire! She's crazy.

"Indie? You look like you have something on your mind." Yn said, damn it. It's like she can see right through me.

"I do." I whispered. "'I just don't know how you guys are going to take it." I admitted.

"Just say it." Bahja said. "We can handle it, the question is ... can you?"

Then it hit me, no I cant handle it. Im hurt as hell right now , I feel stupid and dumb . I don't understand how this never came up too mind, as much as Zonnique loved Ray in middle school. Jacob told me I was a replacement to Ray on prom night.

I bust into tears. I cant handle it, no I cant.

Yn patted my back. "Indie I promise whoever hurt you I will kill them baby. Just tell me what happened!" She squealed.

"Ray cheated on me with Zonnqiue!" I yelled. "She said it wasn't a one night stand either, they made love."

Bahja and Yn sood there in shock, not saying a word. They were speechless.

"When did this happen?" Bahja stuttered.

I sniffed. "Lastnight. They both made tweets about it."

Yn pulled out her phone and read both of there tweets. "This s**t aint right." She yelled angrily.

I jumped and and told her to be quiet. "Not so loud, were out in public." I said.

"f**k that out in public s**t!" She roared.

"Yn chill!" Bahja semi-yelled.

All eyes were on us in the restaurant. A waiter came up too us, "Sorry ladies my boss said you have to go. Your scaring away our customers." She said nicely.

Yn grabbed the waitress by her hair and slammed her on the table. She walked out slamming the glass door causing it to break. She walked to her car and drove off, leaving me and Bahja behind.

"I hope she chills, she's gonna get a ticket." Bahja said worried.

We walked out the restaurant. "We have too follow her." I said.

- Yn

So Ray thinks he can just cheat and everything could be fine? Ray knows me! He knows im crazy! I pulled up in his driveway and busted open the door.

He was sleep on his couch. I punched his face and slammed his body against the wall. He woke up bluntly and stared at me. "Yn what the hell are you doing?!" He yelled.

"What the f**k is your problem Rayon! So you love Zonnqique now? You say f**k your marriage so you can f**k Zonnqiue?" I roared.

He tried to pull away but he couldn't , he was in a tight grip. "Yn please let me go!" He pleaded.

"f**k dott! You aint going no f*****g where! Tell me why the hell did you do it!" I demanded.

"I don't know!" He yelled. "I was drunk!"

I threw him on the ground. "I need a better reason than that!"

He laid on the floor, not saying a word. That's it, I picked him up by his feet and dragged him in the basement. "Yn please!" He cried.

I tied him to a chair and walked back upstairs. "Think about what you did." I whispered. I turned off the light and slammed the door, locking it behind me. I heard him cry my name and plead for help, but I ignored it. I left out the house and saw India and Bahja pulling up. They ran out the car.

"What happened?" Bahja asked.

I shrugged. "He's being taught a lesson." I said bluntly.

"I hope you didn't hurt him!" India cried. She ran onto the porch. I grabbed her arm.

"Don't f*****g chase after him! Give him time to think! He'll be fine, don't worry. He's safe" I said

She nodded and got back in the car, she said she was going to get some pills from the pharmacy and going home. Me and Bahja got in the car, now time for Zonnqiue's revenge.

- Zonnique

I was watching tv and eating leftover meatloaf. I cant believe India, okay yes I smashed your husband and yes I liked it, but I also apologized. She's being a total b***h, It's not that serious. She's crazy, hopefully her mom talk some since in her. Soon as I was about to turn up the tv all the lights blew. That's weird, I just bought new fuels. I signed and grabbed a flashlight out of the lenin closet. Deyjah walked out her room. "The fuels blew!" She yelled.

"I know Deyjah. The fuels box is in the garage. Come with me." I said. She put on her shoes and we went outside. We went in the garage and checked the fuels. "It looks perfectly fine too me." I said.

She nodded. "I agree. Im going to go check the house once more!" She ran in the house leaving the garage opened. I looked at the box once more into the door slammed shut. I turned around and ran to the door, I tried to open it but it was locked. I banged on the door. "Deyjah? Quit playing this isn't the time." She didn't answer .

I banged on the door once more. 'Come on Deyjah!" I yelled. Still no answer.

"You know, I really love you Nique. Your like, my best friend." I heard someone whisper.

I turned around. "Who's there?" I said scared as ever.

The lights came back on, there stood Yn with a box in her hand.

"Yn? What's that?' I asked.

She sat the box on the floor. "Come and see."

I slowly walked towards her and the box. She grabbed my arm and through me in a chair, she tied up my arms and legs. "Yn what the hell!" I cried.

"Shut up!" She yelled.

She sat on the floor and looked at me. She giggled lightly. "I just left from Ray house, he's got a good consequence. See you though, your my friend. So I wont tourtue you as much."

As much? I felt a tear stream down my face. "What's this about? Are you crazy?" I yelled.

She shrugged. "Maybe." She opened the box, filled with pitures, old clothes, and notes. Memories filled my mind, my Burn Box. It was my personal box that I threw away years ago, It filled so many bad memories. She pulled out a old piece of glove that was ripped.

"Isnt this the glove that your 7th grade lovers' dad tore off your skin? To rape you? When you begged for him to stop, but he kept going. Faster and deeper, while you yelled in pain?" She snarled holding up the ripped white, dirty glove.

I shed a tear. She pulled out a note. "Dear Zonnique." She read. "Hi b***h, it's Nova...your worst enemy. Remember how you thought you were safe because you called the cops on me when I threw a bat at your window? Well yeah Im in jail, f*****g snitch. Im going to making your life a living hell. You shall pay you ugly b***h. Your some p***y to be 14, but whatever. Just know, the police cant hold me back. Im coming for your ass in 9 years, just wait." She looked at me and signed. "Nova gets out of jail next week, suprising huh?"

I gave her a death glare, "Your suppose to be my friend." I cried.

"Oh we are friends, your my bestfriend. This is just revenge for Indie." She said smiling.

She continued to torture me. She brung the unforgettable things back into my head. She made me cry more and more with every detail she spoke.

2 hours later

"This is the last one Nique, this is the shirt that your mom spilled vodka on when she was drunk, remember that night? That terrifying night, oh lord." She started.

I cried loudly. "Yn stop please!" I pleaded. I cant have that memory run through my head again.

"All you said was can you go to a friends house, and she lost it. She screamed and hollered at you. Grabbing you by your hair and pulled you up the stairs." She growled.

I cried and swqurimed around.

"You were only 8! Poor baby, learned your lesson right? What was his name again? Larry I think?"

I cried harder, my eyes were bloodshot red. "Larry was wrong, for raping a young girl. How many times you've been raped? 13? Then you ran away from home the same night, but your mom found you. You stabbed her, went to jail, and what happened again when you got out?"

I yelled for mercy. My whole body was angry. Tears streamed down my face. "Deyjah! Call 911!"

"Oh yeah, she beat you infront of a group of boys including Ray, right?"

My whole body stopped as I thought about that moment. She untied me and I fell onto the floor. "Don't forget, I love you Zonnique." She finally left.

- Yn

I ran into the house, Bahja was putting Ari in her highchair. "About time your back, it took you 2 hours to get some milk?!" She whined.

I shrugged. "The line was long."

I poured milk in Ari cereal bowl and put it in the fridge. "Chresanto stopped by." Bahja said.

I sat on the couch, 'Oh really? When" I asked.

"About 45 minutes ago, he said he'll be back around 7:30." I looked at the time, 6:50. I got up and went upstairs.

"Be right back." I took a shower and put on my pajamas. I put my hair in a messy bun and went downstairs. Bahja was knocked out on the couch and Ari was hitting her in the head with the remote.

"TeTe Bahja ..... Wake up ..." She whispered.

I chuckled and the doorbell rang. Bahja jumped up and ran to the door and opened it There stood Chres with a boquet of flowers and some other guy.

"Hey babe." He kissed my cheek and handed me the flowers,he looked at Ari and smiled. "Hi daddys' girl!" He said picking her up.

"Who's your friend baby." I asked staring at the boy.

"Oh." He stood up and walked towards the guy. "Yall this my nigga Manny."

I looked at Bahja, "Manny Jewel?" She whispered.

He looked at her, Bahja Rodriquez?" She smiled and jumped ontop of him. "Oh how "ive missed you!"

Woah, what?