I'm Sorry

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- Bahja

Manny Jewels. My first love and my bestfriend who I haven't see in 15 years. We did everything together. Eat, sleep, even poop lol. He lived next door to me, he's been my bestfriend everysince. When I was 4, he kissed me by the lake in his backyard. Since then I fell in love and I didn't even know what love was. When I was 7, he moved to St. Clair Shores, Michigan. I wonder what he's doing back in Miami.

"What are you doing back in Miami?" I asked.

"Well when I was 19 I moved here to go too Barry University." He explained. I nodded. "How you been Bahja?" He asked smiling.

I blushed. "Good Manny, glad you asked."

I saw Yn looking at us as if she was confused, as if she couldn't remember him. "Yn this is Manny Jewels, remember he threw the crayon at my eye?" I said.

She gasped and smiled. "Manny!" She hugged him. "Long time no see."

He agreed.

- Yn

Chresanto looked at us and smiled. "Guys what were you planning tonight?" He asked.

I shrugged. "Watch a movie and cuddle." I said seductively.

"I got a better idea." He smirked.

I frowned, "What's better than cuddeling?"

"A date. Our first date back together, and Bahja and Manny can tag along too." He said.

A date? That did sound nice. "Wait tonight?" I asked.

"Im going home to change and I'll be right back, you have a half of hour to be ready!" He and Manny left the house.

I groaned and looked at Bahja. "Only 30 minutes to get ready!" I whined.

"You waisting seconds!" She screamed. "Let's go!"

30 minutes later

A knock was at the door, perfect timing. Were dressed and better than ever.

( Outfit on the side >>>> )

I had on a black sleeveless, short dress and my Guiseppe gold and black heels. I had a gold and black Vince Camuto Leila designer purse and my black and gold Hermes bracelet with my matching black and gold Moshchino phone case. My hair was in a high bun and I had on black studs.

Bahja had on a black sleevless skirt - dress and her black wedges. She had on a all white Hermes bracelet and purse. Her hair was in some bondu ponytail with a black and white Peace case.

We came downstairs, they stared at us in shock. Chres had on a black suit with a gold tie and gold laces on his shoes. Manny had on a white suit with black shoes and a black tie.

Chresanto kissed my cheek. "You look beautiful doll."

I blushed, "Thanks."

"Now let's go, our reservations are at 9:30 !" We ran to the limo.

"Bahja you look absolutely amazing." I heard Manny say.

Bahja smiled and thanked him.

I laid my head on Chres shoulder, "Where we going babe?" I asked.

"Fogo De' Chao." He said trying to sound French.

I giggled, "High quality huh?" I said.

"For high quality females." Manny added.

Yeah, tonight is going to be good.

1 hour later

We were having a great time, it was like Bahja & Manny was actually a couple. They were acting like it, feeding eachother and blushing at eachother's jokes.

I looked at Chres as he ate his pasta. "Babe?"

He looked at me. "Yes?"

"About the Desiree case ... Is it over?" I asked worried.

He signed. "Sadly no, we have a court date coming up next week."

I groaned. "Should I just meet up with her, and force her too drop the case?" I asked.

"How are you going to do that babe?" He asked.

I shrugged. "Kill her."

Manny gave me a worried look. "Oh im not a killer Manny, but I can be." I said bluntly.

I knew I kinda scared him, but it's true.

"Manny would you like another grape dear?" Bahja said sounding elegent .

He nodded. "Yes my beautiful Bahja?" He opened his mouth as she fed him a grape. Yeah, there gonna f**k tonight.

- Deyjah

I stared at Zonnique's scared body. She hasent move not one bone since earlier, I don't even know what happened. All I now is when I came back in the garage she laid on the floor staring at the ceiling.

"Zonnique, are you dead?" I said.

She nodded no slowly. "Well, are you okay?" She nodded no again.

I signed and dragged her by her feet. She screamed and cried "NO! Get off of me! Please!" She cried. I let her go.

I looked into her eyes, she was crying. "Im sorry." I whispered.

I left out the garage and went in the house, I got a bottled water and made a tuna sandwich. I put it beside Zonnique, "Just incase your hungry." I said.

She didn't say anything, I went in the house and went in my room. I laid in my bed and figured I'd call Jovante. I pulled out my phone and dialed his number.

Jo - Bae?

Me - Hey love.

Jo - Wassup?

Me - Nothing, what about you?

Jo - Just watching football with Craig.

Me - Oh.

Jo - Something wrong?

Me - Kinda

Jo - Well, spill.

Me - Somethings wrong with my sister.

Jo - Zonnique?

Me - Yeah.

Jo - What happened?

Me - I don't know, can you come over and check it out?

Jo - I'll be there in 30 minutes.

Me - K.

I hung up in signed. Something scared my sister for life.

- Wassiam

I was at the hotel with Ant. I cut my hair like Miley Cyrus and dyed it jet black. Just to not be noticed. I gained a couple pounds to. I'm also gay, what could you expect? Being in a jail for 2 years with 384 girls surrounding you. Ant kind of looked the same, his voice just got deeper and he got skinner. He's more fragile too. I'd ask him why and he never say's anything. I think he dropped the soap too many times while he was locked up. But in reality he's a lil skinny punk. Anytime I joke about it he abuses me, yeah Im scared of him. He's basically my leader.

"Wassiam are you ready?" He yelled.

I applied a little more makeup under my eyes. "Yes!"

Were going to meet up with Jacob, he's like our slave. Whatever we tell him to do, he has too do it ... unless he wants to die.

We drove to a dark alley and got out the car, we saw a shadow standing behind a tree. He had a afro and boots on, yeah that's Jacob. We walked up too him, now we see him clearly. He stepped back slowly.

"Jacob, nice too see you again man." Ant said.

"Who are you?" He stuttered.

I gasped. "You don't remember Ant?" I chuckled lightly. Ant looked at me and slapped me upside my head.

"Wassiam shut up, bitch." He yelled.

"Wassiam? Ant?" Jacob said.

Ant nodded.

"Damn, Wassiam you got fat and Ant you got skinny." He laughed lightly.

I gave him a death stare. "You also got more gay."

Ant giggled and so did I.

Jacob scoffed, "What do you want?"

"Where does Chresanto stay?" Ant demanded. "Yn also."

He looked at us, "I cant tell you! That's personal information."

Ant pulled a gun out his pocket and pointed it too Jacob's temple. "Tell me now."

Jacob closed his eyes. "Shoot me Ant, do it. Im not telling you."

And Ant did exactly what Jacob told him to.

- Craig

I saw Jovante putting on his timbs and his jean jacket. "Where you going lil bro?" I asked.

He put his phone charger in his pocket. "Deyjah's house."

I stood up off the couch, "Come here." I went in the kitchen and he followed me. I opened a drawer and pulled out a box of condoms.

He smacked his teeth and snatched them out my hand. He put them back in the drawer. "Nigga I don't need this!"

I laughed. "Okay but if Deyjah come over with a beer gut we know you the babydaddy."

He smacked his teeth. "I aint smashing Deyjah. s**t, barely wanna f**k with her."

I looked at him, "What you mean?"

"She too f*****g demanding, plus she just irritating. I might break up with her tonight, plus I met this one girl on instagram." He smirked and winked.

"Lil bro, you and Deyjah been together for a minute. I know you aint ending that over no hoe." I explained.

"Says who?" He snarled. "Look at you Craig, you aint perfect. Everysince you and Khera broke up you been a pimp. f*****g with twins and s**t. Knowing damn well you still miss Bahja! Don't check nor ask about my love life, cause Craig it's just fine."

I stood there froze, did my little brother just try too check me? "Watch your tone with me Jo Jo im a grown ass man, and stop f*****g cursing!"

He scoffed and took his keys off the kitchen counter. "Whatever man, but if mama was alive she wouldn't want this." He left out the house.

- India

I woke up from my nap. I turned the channel to the news and ate a granola bar until my phone rang.

Hello ?

Help.

Huh?

Help.

Who's this?

Jacob, help.

Are you okay? What's going on?

576 American Road, behind the bar and grill. Help.

The phone hung up, I jumped up and out on some jogging pants and a sweatshirt, I put on my crocs. I grabbed the box of cheese its and went into my car. I put the adress he said in my GPS and called Craig. I need a guy to come with me.

Hello

Craig? It's India.

Oh hey Indie wassup?

Can u meet me at 576 American Road? Behind the bar and grill?

Why?

It's an emergency. Jacob's involved.

Im omw.

I hung up and it took me about 45 minutes to get there, when I did I saw Craig sitting in his truck. I knocked on the window, he jumped and got out the car.

"Damn India, you scared me." He whined

I chuckled. "Sorry Craig."

We walked to the back on the building, I immediately froze. I saw a body laying in a pile of leaves and dirt. Craig ran to the body. "Jacob!" He yelled. He picked him up, "He's still breathing."

I slowly walked towards him, "Pick up his legs, take him in my truck." Craig explained. I picked up his lower body as Craig picked up his upper body. We carried him into Craig's truck. "Meet me at Emery Hospital."

- Ant

I was in my hotel room thinking. I think I killed Jacob, hopefully nobody finds out it was me but if they do I could careless. Wassiam knocked on my door. "What." I said bluntly.

She opened the door and walked towards me, "You upset?" She asked. I shrugged. She touched my back attempting to give me a back rub. I moved away quickly before she could touch me. She signed, "Why are you so fragile?" She asked.

"Im not fragile!" I yelled. "I just don't want people touching me ....." She scoffed and left out the room. Her nosey ass wanna know evey f*****g detail man! Im not fragile, I just get worried when people touch me. I know I wasn't like that a couple years back but, things changed while I was locked up. I didn't eat everyday, they gave us molded pizza. Now im lightskin, I am concerned about what I eat. So I refused to eat, anyway :

Flashback ........ :

It was my first morning in jail, they woke us up at 5:30 AM and forced us to shower. I heard many times before to 'never drop the soap' until I made a big mistake and did. I was so afraid to pick it up, Instead of bending down I tried to squat down.

"No nigga don't try to be slick!" I heard a deep, scary voice say. I hurried and stood up, before I knew it the muscular guy picked my up and slammed me against the shower door, he booty raped me as I screamed in pain. 15 minutes later after he was done, 34 of his friends joined in. I was so sore I couldn't feel my ass for about 8 months.

That's why I'm so concerned about people touching me, I get afraid. I grabbed my remote and sat up in my hotel bed. I flipped the channel to Channel 4 News to see what was happing in Miami, Florida. It was basically about the government shutting down until it read Breaking News

Attention Miami Viewers, Breaking News :

Today At 10:11 PM A Body Was Found Behind The Bar & Grill On American Road, They Cant Identify The Body Yet Nor Tell Who They Are. The Investigators Know It's A Male Though, The Young Man Was Laying In A Pile Of Dirt & Leaves, Basically Hidden. He Was Rushed To Emery Hospital Almost 15 Minutes Ago.

I stood there in shock staring at the tv. They found Jacob already? Man, I swear I hate Miami police. I signed and laid in bed, hopefully the whole thing wears of by tomorrow.