The Unhinged jealousy

On this rainy night,as I stand on this bridge about to take my life, I hope that my love Felicity can find it in her heart to forgive me for all the pain and despair I have caused her through the years we have been together. For only God knows what got into me that made me commit such a hideous crime worth death itself. For I was not like this before,as an infant I used to be happy,I had many friends and a happy family but it all came crushing down when my father divorced my mother and left to marry another woman. my mom was devastated and cried for months. As if that wasn't the worst,we started drowning in dept . My mom only managed for food and school. I was depressed and my so called friends left me in my time of need. So I became a loner who no one wanted to talk to. Then my fell into a coma all I wanted to do was die ,miy life was ruined and I could do nothing about it. until something happened that lit up my world,her she had blue eyes as blue as the ocean, black hair as black as the night and also het skin was as clear as glass. oh! she was a goddess in disguise,she instantly became popular. It was love at first sight but who would like a nerd , loser and a loner like me I said to myself. I guess this time luck was on my side because she asked me out, Felicity actually asked me out. Her wouldn't let her date anyone I tried but couldn't convince him to let me date her I got raging mad and killed him with a knife