Maya
I went through the motions because what else was there to do? I had been here before, felt this pain before. This time, I had been the one to walk away, to call it quits. But it still hurt the same.
Training should have been my go-to salvation. It should have been the thing to pull me through when Ben & Jerry’s and crying over rom-coms didn’t. I’d always been able to process pain through hard training.
But today, my heart wasn’t in it. I was distracted. Kyle and I were over again, and I was having a hard time processing it. How could I have been so stupid? How could I have fallen for him, fallen for his charm and his looks when he still had the capacity to hurt me the same way? I had no idea what was going on with Kyle. That was the problem. He wouldn’t let me in, and he wouldn’t s
