Kyle I sat down on the couch in front of the TV with a beer in hand. I flipped through the channels, hovering on each one for a few seconds before fleeting those moments. The news, some drama show, cooking show, kids’ show, comedies, repeat. I went through the motions, following my routine without thinking about it. I didn’t want to let myself think too much. If I did, I would start thinking about Maya. I would think about how she left and why. Then I would think that I was the problem. I couldn’t deal with that, because it was true. My phone rang, the sound startling me out of my autopilot mode. It rang through the apartment, surrounding me. I got up and pressed the speakerphone button on the machine to make the sound stop. “Kyle,” Kina’s voice filled the room. “Are you at home?” “Ye

