LYNA :Regaining sanity

Chapter 17

. When we got to the park, the atmosphere was so peaceful that I wanted time to freeze I was so lost in the ecstasy of the moment that I didn't realize we hadn't gotten a spot to sit. Not until he said..

"Lyna , I can see a perfect spot for two over there". I smiled when he offered to hold my hand and led me to sit there I could literally see stars. That particular spot at the park had the loveliest sight. It had beautiful trees around with a single two in one metal chair. I guess it was intentionally created for lovers where we lovers?He asked what I wanted to eat and I told him I wanted chicken nuggets and a cup of milkshake he also got same for himself normally I'll be like 'you copy cat ' but Ham made me surprisingly less talk active I started eating damn did that taste like heaven it was so good that I didn't realize I had some particles of the nuggets on the side of my mouth well I guess I was chomping it down like a hungry hyena. He immediately smiled and picked the serviette that came with our snack reached for my face and wiped the side my mouth as he did that, time seemed to stop I swear I bought down my head and began to chant 'babe its fake' but something about that gesture seemed genuine but I guess it was just my horny teenage hormones kicking in and my f*****g mind. We had long discussions about how much we both wanted to leave Oaktown and start a new life else where and that's when I realized we had so much in common. We also had a walk together round the park which was so comforting and calm with him holding my hands oh I have never felt so calm before He made the cutest jokes ever which which were either the omg and lol type or shut tf up type of jokes. Thoughts I mean unwanted thoughts began to run through my mind like waves but I didn't pay much attention to it I mean this date was just fake it was all fake but my delusional Lyna wanted to take this serious in her head so I let her feel it a little.

"Do you like candy" he smiled down at me and my heart flipped for the millionth time this night.

"Hell yeah" I smiled brightly which he nodded and led us to the cotton candy stand. He got us two large strawberry flavored sticks which tasted so so amazing I swear I think I had mouth orgasms.

"I think it's working" I was about to ask what then I realized what he was talking about and let delusional Lyna rest I was so caught up in the thought that this was real I didn't realize the turning heads we welcomed.

"Yeah I guess" I said still chomping down on my candy.

"Hmm.. Let's sit beneath that tree" he said not waiting for me answer. The park began to get colder and my hair rose which produced goosebumps which I hated so much.

"Here" Ham said as i snapped out of my thoughts he was handing me his jacket oh my... I don't know why that seemed like a movie Scene where the guy offers the girl His jacket and they kiss get married and have children well not really.

"What about you," I asked and trust me I meant it.

"I have a lot of muscles to keep me warm" he said proudly flexing his muscles as he put the sweater over me. A very red blush began to creep up my cheeks i swear if a flashlight was on my face right now,I'll be mistaken for a tomato.

The truth is I've never been on a date date before like this one and most of the blind dates I've gone to obviously planned by Elsa, we usually meet at the restaurant which will either end up whacked or amazing even still, I'll say It was whacked. Elsa eventually got tired I guess and gave up on me. As we sat on the bench, I closed my eyes slowly to feel the the flavors on my tongue.

"What are you doing?" Ham asked laughing a little I couldn't help but smile.

"Just feeling the taste and trust me it's good try it" I nudged him and he laughed and whole heartedly declined. The sound of the trees and the crowd seemed appeasing and me sitting beside my boyfriend I mean fake boyfriend was even better. I unconsciously laid my head on his shoulder he didn't seem to mind and I didn't seem to mind either. Everyone who walks by will either shoot daggers with their eyes my way or whisper looking confused and amazed I on the other hand will just smile in contentment like yeah bitches

"I swear someone will soon walk up to me with a knife and cut my throat" I said trying to break the sworn silence.

" they can't do that trust me I'll protect you even tho I know you can protect yourself" Ham said with no atom of sarcasm in his voice I smiled sweetly but why did I suddenly feel special Ham had his way of doing things. I mean he turns me on just by mere eye contact. If he keeps saying things like this, trust me he might end up sending me to jail for r**e. I mean I felt like riding him on this bench right now with my head in his shoulder I squeezed my legs slowly the things this boy does to me.

"Why do they keep staring " I blurted out I honestly didn't want to say that.

"I guess its because you're the first girl I've ever gone out with" he said casually well this dude handled occurred moments like a pro.

"You mean you've never gone on dates?" Yes Elsa gave me his background story but I thought it was just an official girl he lacked but whoa.

"How is that even possible" I really need to watch my mouth.

"Well now you see why my parents think I can't give them a grandchild?" He laughed darkly.

"Well you can go on dating sites you see get dates and who knows you might find the one" I said casually.

"Trust me I've thought of that but the thought of sitting with a stranger talking about pointless things don't sit well with me" well there goes my heart.

"Well i fully understand" i chuckled." Oh my look mango ice cream" I lifted my head off his shoulder and began to run to the moving stand before he disappears.

"Jezz you're fast" he said breathing heavily as he got to the stand. I ordered two this time, Normally I'll order like four for me alone but because of my ego and dignity yes I said it I'm going to painfully have just one oh the pain.

"You like these?" Ham scrunched his nose in disgust at my baby my baby.

"Hell yeah I do got any problem with that?" I asked daring him to criticize my baby again.

"No i mean this looks great even tho I've never tried it" I let out a loud gasp dramatic much.

"You've never tried ice cream? " i asked in disbelief which made him laugh.

"No not ice cream silly mango ice cream" i scoffed as the ice cream man all ye dirty souls i see you gave me my ice cream. I smiled and let out a moan as I bit into the sweet yellow ice cream pop on my hand.

"I can take you biting your lip all the time but not you moaning like that" Ham said almost as if he didn't want me to hear. I blushed and began to walk to our seat.

"Shoot it's 11pm your mum will kill me" he said as he looked at his watch wait my mum?

"My mum?" I just had to say it.

"Yeah I asked her if I could take you out as any gentleman would and she said you have to be home by 10:30 pm do safety reasons so yeah"what? This woman is crazy.

"Well ham I have somewhere to show you " I don't know why I just said that but ok.

"Where?" OK honestly I'm confused too because I don't have.... Wait I know the perfect place yasssss.

"Come with me and hand me the keys" i smiled sweetly.

"No. No,one drives my bad boy" he said sternly ok I'm beginning to find him more attractive I know I'm crazy.

"Alright then I'll pass take,me home" I said with a scowl on my face.

"Urgh fine here please don't harm m baby sorry I mean bad boy" I laughed and took the keys from him . After a lot of shouting ad threats by me obviously we got to our destination.

"But you know this is a school night right" way to spoil the fun dude.

"I know i know now don't ruin the moment and come with me" after parking the car, we walked to the club. As we were walking I can swear i saw someone which made me stop walking.

"What?" Ham asked.

"I think I saw someone" i said more like whispered.

"It's a public place Lyna don't ever make me scared like that again" he laughed I nodded as i led the way to the building the place was quiet as we got inside.

"Urmm do you want to kill me?" He said breathing heavily this boy is very dramatic.

"Yep and make a video of your dead body I'll also dump it over there" i said pointing to the corner that was so dark.

"Oh my make sure you cover up my junk I don't want girls looking for how to f**k my dead body" oh my this boy I laughed out loud at his dumb self.

"But seriously tho Lyna where are we?"

"Well say hello to Oaktown's strip club" I said as I pushed the sound proof door and walked in the bouncers already knew me not my fault my job came with a lot of dark places. In this club's basement lays a dark dark fighting club. I don't know what i just said but ok.

Most of the strippers knew,me by name even tho i didn't f**k them I tipped them well.

"Kana!" Liam the bouncer exclaimed as he saw me. I grinned giving him a side hug.

"What's up Liam"

"Looks like you came for something different" He smirked looking at Ham.

"Well yeah we're here to have some fun do we need ids" I prayed in my heart the answer will be no.

"Oh common in" he smiled.

I patted his lower chest because he towered over me and walked passed him with Ham behind me. This month's theme was 'cat girl' I guess since the club changed themes each month. The doors were draped with silk curtains of different colors. The VIP section was covered in red slick curtain.

"You brought me to a strip club " Ham exclaimed with the look of horror on his face.

"Not just any strip club the best underground strip club in Oaktown" I wink as I grabbed his hands and dragged him towards the stage.

"Sit down Jesus you've never been to a,strip club before"

"I have " he answered in a duh tone "but with my guys not with a lady" I liked the way he said lady.

"So what do you wanna drink" i smiled cheekily.

"I'll have a beer"

"Well I'll have sangria" I told the sexy waitress wearing a leopard print jumpsuit accompanied with cute ears and she went to get our drinks.

" beer? " I asked.

"Yeah I'm driving" he gave me the look.

"You know I never pictured you for this type of place girl"

"What do you mean"

"Well at first you were this quiet girl and a fighter at a club yeah never saw that coming an A student and now strip club? You're full of surprises" he shook his head well what can I say I surprise my self to sometimes because I never thought I'll be seated with this s*x God in a,strip club on our fake date.

The lady returned with our drinks as I took a sip I threw my head back with a groan not a moan this time.

"They make the best drinks oh my"

"Well beer just tastes like beer I guess" I have him a look over as I faced the stage.

I clapped in delight as Alla my favorite dancer dressed in a cow print jumpsuit with a sexy tail and her sexy cat ears got on stage. The crowd went wild as she walked down the catwalk and held the pole ready for her pole dance. She was very pretty and way older than me. She began to dance making the crowd go wilder well I guess I went the wildest because Ham had to cover my mouth and I giggled well I was high since I ordered more shots. Alla walked our way as she bent for men to slip dollar bills in Her clothes.

"Ma fav bish " she smiled as i put a couple dollars in her strings.

"Well hello mama" i smiled sweetly.

"I missed you and your smart mouth" not what y'all dirty minds are thinking. She immediately dragged me to the stage and the crowd began to cheer loudly oh my. I just stood there so confused at first.

"Common you know you can shake it" she screamed in my ear over the loud music and almost immediately wildside by Normani and Cardi began to play and I let the alcohol take over after sometime, I dropped down and went to meet my date laughing hysterically while he chuckled slowly.

"Nice moves " he said fighting a smile.

"Well you haven't seen anything yet I give the best lap dances"

"Really now? I think you should show me then" with the alcohol in my veins I pressed my body on him and showed him what my mama gave me. I grinded and pressed my ass against his member and I heard him groaned which made me smile in victory his member seemed to adore me because it began to get hard as I grinded against him. Just touching him turned me on and the alcohol in me brought out another side I knew that but was ready to take the risk I haven't drank like this in a very long time and the curious glint in his eyes was sending me in overdrive. I wrapped my hands around his neck and rubbed his member on my center and his grip tightened if sober me was here which I guess will never she would've died of embarrassment. I leaned over and pressed a soft kiss at the corner of his mouth i waited for him to stop me but he didn't so I kept going the loud music made everything even better as I moved in sync with the rhythm. I wanted his hands all over me and I wanted him to do things to me. Just as I was about to get off him,he grabbed me and pulled me closer as he gave my waist a squeeze. If he wanted ,we could have s*x in the bathroom but he just kept me close to him I let out a groan and I kissed his neck inhaling sharply when he pulled me closer. I opened my eyes to look at him and I didn't really understand what was in his eyes but it was definitely lust and want. I smiled as he looked at my lips I bit my lips and he began to lean in.

"my turn" I large hand dragged me to the side wtf.

" I'm not part of this show dumb ass let me go" I hissed as I stumbled back on Ham's laps. I was about to kiss him this fool I swear I wanted to kill him.

"oh come on " the i***t dragged me again I was about to punch the devil out of him but Ham held me.

"let's get out of here" he whispered in my ears I followed him like a lost puppy give the i***t the finger as we made our way to the car. As we got in, I immediately closed my eyes and dozed off.