Bite Me Hard

As I walk through the halls I keep my head down, I'm always invisible a 5'4 16 year old girl who wears hoodies and sweat pants two sizes to big, of course I wouldn't be noticed, the only people who notice me are my bestfriends and of course my arch nemises, well more like my bully, Ethan Smith, he's hot, even though I'm never going to tell anybody that, at 17 he's a towering 6'5 dirty blonde hair with blue eyes so of course I think he's hot, everyone does. We actually used to be best friends until I got to high school, I'm only a year younger then him but as soon as I got to high school he made sure to make my life a living hell, and it is. I mean I get bullied by him and his little group everyday, no like actually EVERY SINGLE DAY and I'm sick of it but it's not like I can do anything about it, I just have to stand there and take it, I'm considered a nerd, smart with glasses, that's what a nerd is now days. Normally, I just sit in class and focus on my work, ignoring everyone and everything around me. That's what I've done so far today, and that's what I will continue to do if I want to keep the bulling to a minimum. And I do, I, Olivia Rose Martin, really do. I'm just a girl with basically pitch black hair, ta-ish skin, and Emerald green eyes, I'm not some hot chicken that can get all the guys. I hide. Make sure no one notices me. It's the safest way around. Well, the safest so far, sometimes I think *Maybe I should just wear tight short clothes that reveal basically every inch of my body like other girls so I can be even more insecure then I already am so I can somewhat fit in* But then I remember, I'm me. there is no fitting in either way. Sucks to be me, HAHAHahaha...... yeah, nobody is laughing. just me and the voices. I should let them win some time.