Chapter 57: George (2)
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“I wish I wasn’t… but I thought about it a lot George… I like you I really do, it might be because you’re just like him but I want you… so don’t go anywhere I can’t reach you, don’t fall in love with anyone else but me.” Pesco’s voice was unusually… dull… almost faded. As if he’d gone completely numb. It wasn’t absolute sadness that he felt, it wasn’t depression, it might have not even been an emotion that he’d experienced in his life before.
It was difficult to understand. It hurt him deeply but he couldn’t comprehend it. All that he had was the raw emotion of wanting something for the first time. It might have been possessiveness, but Pesco was never the type to want anything for himself before.
Never did he have a desire for anything… but this time, only
