His Child

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

It's already been six months since the birth and Y/n's stomach has gone down all the way,, and she looks even more beautiful, even though she doesn't think that. Namsoon has been a little angel. Never really crying unless he needed something. He's also a very bubbly baby and really loves to be outside, like his father.

Mi-young and Y/n had gotten close over the week, and they were now really comfortable with each other. Mi-young was really sweet and caring, and she was a great person towards Soonie.

Jun was falling more and more in love with y/n oblivious to it all. It was the small things she did. And she was so beautiful and strong and an amazing mother to her son. Even though he feels bad for falling in love with his best friend's ex, he can't help it.

Even though they aren't together anymore, he can tell she still loves him.

BTS have gone on a temporary break to focus more on their solo careers for a while so Namjoon has more time to rest and explore places like he does when they aren't really promoting. He wants to be outside, Nature heals him, the beautiful luscious green's and orange's, brown's and red's. it's beautiful.

The feeling of the wind on his face, blowing in his hair, it's truly magical. He's doing a little better, of course he still thinks about her, he still wonders what he did wrong, but not as often.

He tells himself that it's okay, and maybe she would come back one day, but until then, he's decided that he's gonna try to focus on himself, and Army.

He loves Army, he knows they care about him and that they're wondering if he's okay still. He's trying to get better for them, and it's working.

Army motivates him, they motivate all the members of BTS. He doesn't know what he would do without them, they're his family, and he loves them, so he's trying to get better.

A/N: We're gonna do a time skip cus I'm lazy and I want to get to the good parts :D

(Also we just gon pretend she has a Green card cus it would have took her so damn long to get it and that's more writing so-)

Three and a half Years later

"MOMMYY!!!". Y/n looked forward to see her 4-Year-old son running towards her with the brightest smile in the universe. Her heart starts to swell and she smiles hard. "My baby!!" She runs to him and kneels down as he comes crashing into her arms.

"I missed you mommy," Namsoon said and he clings to her as she stands up.

"Mommy missed you too sweetie" she says and she strokes his fluffy dark brown hair.

"He did really good today. We learned how to paint today, didn't we little soonie?" One of the preschool teachers said as she walked up to them with soonies bag in hand.

"Yes! It was Reeally fun. Mommy! Come see my painting!" He pulled her into the class with his tiny hands and let her to the table where their finger paintings were drying.

He then lifted up his painting from the table and showed her.

It was so ugly. (But pretty good for a 4 year old)

"Wahh, isn't this how The great Picasso used to paint as a child? You're so talented soonie you can be famous!"

"Mommy, what's a Picasso?"

"A really amazing painter soonie!!"

"Oh, yay!" He giggles and hugs her really tight."Pretty teacher also read us books, it was fun." He smiled at the teacher and she smiled back.

"Namsoon, do you want to take your painting home or keep it here?" His teacher asked him, as Y/n was adjusting him on her hip and slinging his backpack on her other shoulder.

"Keep it here, I want EVERYONE to see it!” He said while spreading his arms as wide as they could go. Y/n giggled and kissed him on his chubby little cheek.

“Ok baby, how about we go to the park to have a picnic and play? I can bring some paints and crayons for you to make mommy another one. That sounds good?” Y/n asked, then soonie started smiling from ear to ear.

“YAYY, yes mommy!”

She smiled, then took her adorable toddler, placed him in his car seat, and headed home to get ready.

Time skip~

After getting everything ready, Y/n and soonie went out of the apartment and started walking towards the park, since it really wasn't far.

Soonie was skipping while walking, with Y/n holding his hand. He looked so happy, Y/n smiled down at him.

"Mommy, look at the pretty leaf!” Y/n looks down to find soonie squatting down to pick up a reddish-brownish leaf.

"Wahh, that is a pretty leaf. Now how do you say leaf in Korean?"

“Ip!” He started jumping up and down with a huge smile on his face, and y/n ruffled his hair “You're right baby!"

He put the leaf in his jacket pocket and they continued walking.

Y/n POV~

He had long black hair. His skin was still the beautiful honey-tanned that I always loved, but a tiny bit paler. as if the honey tan wore off He was wearing this yellow flower shirt, one of my favorite colors, with black jeans. Those beautiful dragon eyes that I could stare at forever that were once looking toward the park we were going to were now looking over at me and I stopped breathing.

It was like running in front of a car like a deer and stopping to look at the headlights. I couldn't look anywhere else but toward him. It's like being compelled to not look anywhere but him like he was the only one that mattered.

My heart was racing so fast, and I couldn't breathe I couldn't breathe I couldn't breathe.

Because the person whos staring into my soul with eyes that look hurt, surprised, and relieved, was who I tried the hardest to leave, Kim Namjoon.

A/n: OMG FINALLY THEY MEET!!! I was waiting for this moment since I started writing this book, and I must say I think I'm really satisfied with their meeting. Also Im SO SORRY for not updating in a while, this year has been really chaotic for me. I was also in a writing block AND an art block, two of the most devastating things in the world. T-T I've got out of it now, and I designed a new book cover which you guys can probably see by now which I'm EXTREMELY satisfied with, and I'm really proud of it. I hope you guys enjoy the new art cover and this chapter, and the next chapter will be released in a couple of days after I finish writing it. I love you all and that you SOOO much for giving me this opportunity to post my book here. I love you all again and I'll See you next chapter!