Chapter 18

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The next morning~ Y/n’s pov~ I wake up to the smell of bacon, and a crying Namsoon next to me in his bassinet. I scoop him up in my arms, and he quiets down a little bit, but starts back up. Maybe he needs a change. My legs feel a little bit better from resting so I went to Namsoon's room to change him on the changing table. Then, I went to the living room so I could breastfeed him. Mi-young had told me yesterday that I didn't need to feel embarrassed Because of it, that I was perfectly normal and she's seen it before. Jun also isn't here so I'm more comfy doing it in the living room. A while later, Mi-young brought in some delicious food in and we ate along with Namsoon. After that, we went out on the balcony to soak up the sun. It was really pretty out. I like the summer, it gives me a reason to go outside and take walks in nature. We heard a knock on the door and Mi-young went to go see who is was. It was my landlady, Sang-mi. Her and mi-young appeared again, and we exchanged greetings. “Aww, he’s adorable. What’d you Name him? Can I hold him?” He was asleep, but I didn't really want to say no, so I gave soonie to her gently so he wouldn't wake up. She looked at him so lovingly and gently. "He's so beautiful. If only his father were here to see. I know it would make his the happiest man on earth." I thought so too, but I'm just too afraid to try, because he might reject the baby. I smiled sadly, and they both looked at me. "What, what's wrong?" Mi-young had said. “Oh, nothing. I just thought about something.” I assured her. But now that I think about it, what if he likes children, and would be happy about having a son. We never talked about having children of our own, that topic never really came up, only when his mother asked about grandchildren or us getting married. Just then, Jun walks onto the balcony, loosening his tie and taking his jacket off and saying "Sorry I came back late, there was a problem at the company and I had to pull an all-nighter. You were okay though, right?" Then, he sits next to me and pulls me in for a warm hug and rubs my hair. "Yeah, of course, go get some rest though, okay? Why did you come straight here? " I ask him, worried about his health. He's been pulling all nighters at the company a lot, I hope nothing wrong is going on. "Ahh, I'm okay, I rested in my office. And I wanted to see you, and Soonie. " He then looks at Namsoon, who was in Sang-mi's arms fast asleep, with a sense of longing in his eyes. He might want to hold Him. "Hey, unnie, can you let Jun oppa hold Soonie for a bit?" I ask. She then looks up, a little flushed. "O-oh, I'm sorry, I forgot. He's just so adorable." She then gives soonie to Jun, and Jun's whole face lights up. Soonie stirs a little, then fully wakes up, and Jun starts to play with him carefully. "Oh, I just remembered I have something to do, I'll be back tomorrow though, okay?" Sang-mi says, then she comes towards me and hugs me which I return, and then leaves. Then Jun says "Oh, Mi-young, don't you have something to do also? " "Oh, yes. If it isn't a bother, can I go now? I'm sorry for the short notice." She says, standing up. "Of course it's okay, I have Jun, and I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself. " I giggle. She then hugs me, and bows to Jun, and after that she leaves. "Well, I guess it's just you and me. What do you wanna do?" I tried to think about what to do, but I couldn't come up with anything. "I don't know, what do you wanna do? " "Maybe we could watch a movie or a drama, me you and soonie." Jun then said. Yeah, we could do that. “Sure, what do you want to watch? We could watch ‘Train To Busan’ again, or something else.” I said sure and that's what we were watching, with soonie in my arms. The rest of the book will be Author's Pov since it's kind of annoying writing in first pov sometimes. Hope you understand, and sorry for the inconvenience! :) Unknown pov~ She saw Namjoon. He walked in, along with the other members, hours before the fan meeting to get everything ready before the fans started. She was a part of the people that stand behind the idols, to check the gifts that fans give idols for any cameras or trackers of anything dangerous from the idols. They also bring the boys anything they need, like water, or anything else, and also clean up afterwards. After the preparations have been made, the boys got their makeup done. The boys had asked for water while in the dressing rooms so the makeup artists told her to go get some. They were all in the same room getting their makeup done and one of the women were video recording them for Bangtan bombs (short bts videos that are uploaded to youtube). After getting the water, she brung it back to the dressing room, but before that, she wrote all of their names on the bottles of water, so if she doesn't get Namjoons hair, then she could use the bottle. Then she smiled and gave them all their water, saving Namjoon for last. They all said thank you, and she bowed and went to Namjoon, who was currently getting his makeup done, bowed, and handed him the bottle of water, and smiled the brightest smile she's made all day, saying "Here's your water, Rm-shi". He looked up from where he was sitting with the stylists doing his hair, took the water, smiled while bowing, and said thank you in the most honey sweet voice she has ever heard. She nearly melted but didn't want to seem too much like a fan. “It's my pleasure,” she said. She then bowed to him and then to everyone else, then left the room, now waiting on them to come out to greet the fans. ______________________________________ ___________________________________________ I don't really wanna get too much into detail about the fanmeet/signing event because honestly I don't really know how they go. I've never went to one T_T So im gonna fast forward to after the fanmeet, i hope this doesn't disturb you guys T_T After the fanmeet~ After the boys had said their goodbyes to the Armys for now, they were getting ready to leave after, but Jungkook suggested that they help cleanup, although there wasn't much to clean up. Hes always so sweet, but she doesn't care about that. She only cares about Namjoon and won't stop until she gets everything she wants, and that's Namjoons love. “Oh, no it's okay, there's not much to do anyways but put all of the chairs and other things up, and we have the cleanup crew to help us with that, but thank you.” She said with the sweetest smile she tried to put off, not trying to sound suspicious. “But what about the things we left on the table? We’ll help with that.” Jin then said, and started walking back to the table they were sitting at. She started getting nervous. What if they took Namjoon’s bottle? She needs that to find out whether or not Y/n has his child. “Oh, I promise it's okay, you guys go home and get some rest please, you all probably already have a lot on your plate as it is, I assure you, it's okay, thank you all for being so nice and sweet, I really appreciate it.” She said, and she bowed to show her appreciation, although in her mind she was the opposite of appreciative, annoyed actually. Namjoon then said “Guys, she said it's okay, and Sejn hyung is waiting on us, so lets just go.” “And Thank you for your hard work also.” He said smiling, then bowed. Trying to keep her composure, she smiled and bowed back. They all bowed after and then left. She sighed in relief. Finally. She thought. (Shes actually making me LIVID rn T-T) She could never get tired of Namjoon though, she loves him with her whole heart, and knows he loves him back. While the cleanup crew were getting all of the chairs the Armys were sitting in and putting them back into storage, she went over to the table, and all of their water bottles were there. She grabbed all of them, luckily, all of their names were on them, so they didn't get mixed up at all. She sneakily snagged Namjoons bottle and put it in her bag, and threw the rest of them away, after all she only needed Namjoons bottle. After cleaning everything else up, she went to see her boss, who thanked her for her hard work, then she left. __________________ One week later~ __________________ She finally was going to get the test results back. Even though she already knew the baby was Namjoon's, she still wanted to be certain. Even if her heart soured with jealousy every time she saw Y/n and Her baby. But who cares, if he's Namjoon's baby, then he's her baby also. Coming out of the building with the envelope deciding on her future with Namjoon, She feels a sense of happiness for some reason. She knows Namjoon will love her when she has his child, he would have no choice but to. Getting into her car, she puts the key in the ignition and starts the car, but before she starts driving, she decides to just open the envelope right then. Inside the envelope, she read, while holding the piece of paper with shaky fingers. Her breath hitches. "99.9 percent. The alleged father is in fact the biological father. " She pauses for a second, not knowing how to feel, after all, she was sure of that baby being his, but she never even thought of how she was going to feel if the baby truly was Namjoons. She wanted to be the first one to have his child, not some skank that barely knows him. She punches the steering wheel over and over, and screams, causing the horn of the car to honk multiple times. She stops, and thinks about what she's going to do from now on. She has to keep calm and think, and to not act stupid, after all, she could get caught. "You will be mines Kim Namjoon, it's going to take time, but you will be mine, even if I have to hurt your child." And with that, she drives off. I'm really trying to make her scary lmao, I don't know if it's working though. I hope you guys are enjoying it so far, and I just wanna let you guys know that I love you all so much, and thank you so much for reading my book, despite the way i'm updating. I know, it's hella annoying cus I'm not uploading fast enough and I kind of left this book on hold. I didn't mean to but life gets hard sometimes. Anyways I'm so sorry and I'll try to update faster, and when i Have time to. I love you all
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