His Child

Chapter 11

It was around ten-ish when we all unboard the plane in New York, and I was exhausted. I didn't get a wink of sleep last night, just sitting in my seat, thinking about what i did to the love of my life. The look on his face, he shouldn't have never had that kind of look on that beautiful face of his. That was all I could think about last night and I wanted to punish myself for doing that to him.

I went to get my luggage with a dreary aura around me. 30 minutes later I was on my way to my new home. It was a three bedroom apartment, a little too expensive for me, but it was okay. The view was to die for. I saw it online and got the contracts ready surprisingly fast. I’m glad I took on english Classes because otherwise I would've been lost in a big ass city. Joon actually made me, because he said I was gonna regret it one day if I didn't. Joon.

God, I miss him. I don't wanna keep talking about it because it might sower my mood and I don't wanna lash out at my landlord, but it seems wrong to not think about him. Oh I hope he's doing okay. I would probably go on twitter to see what the army's are talking about later, after I get settled down. I hope I didn't cause too much to happen. There were a lot of people bombarding him, I feel so bad. I didn't want to cause a scene, i didn't even know he was gonna be back so early.

“Well, we’re here. Have a great time here Miss Lee.” The nice taxi driver says. “You too Mr. Johnson.” I smile, give him the money, and step out of the taxi. He comes out also to help me with my suitcase. After bidding him a thank you, I close the trunk of the taxi, and he leaves.

I look up at the beautiful apartment building I would be staying at, and smile. I wanted the best for my child when they were born, and this would be the best. Now I would have to find a job, seeing as the rent is 3,475 dollars a month. I have a lot of money saved up, but I would need more obviously. I got a new phone also, in case he calls, but I restored the phone numbers and everything else.

My landlord came some time ago to give me the keys, and we went up to the apartment. It was beautiful. The view of the city was amazing, and I saw the bustling people of the community run off to be on time for work, and seen more cars and taxis around, and seeing as it was saturday, I seen kids running around in parks and a few teens just hanging around at the park on their phones.

“It's more amazing in real life than in pictures, unnie” I told her, giving her a smile and bowing, seeing as she was older than me. She smiled back, and said. “Oh, thank you. And no need for honorifics, you don't have to. But if you feel more comfortable, you can do it, just don't bow okay? We don't want your back hurting. You’re carrying a baby, after all.”

Yes, I told her that I was pregnant, but I didn't say by who only told her I was pregnant, and that his mother disapproved of me, so I left before I got him in trouble.Which I feel insanely bad for because his mother loves me, but this person doesn't have to know that. She understood and didn't ask any other questions, but she knows that he's a nice person, because I talk about joon all the time to her

“But are you sure this is gonna be okay, what if he tries to find you, or what if he comes here? You said he was a businessman, they do need to travel abroad sometimes. He would nine times out of ten ask you to come back with him, and his mother disapproves of you, how would you go back?” I didn't think of that. They do come here a lot. I would just have to avoid them, because I do live in the city they come to the most.

“I’ll just avoid him the best I can, and he won't find me.” She nods her head, and we continue talking about the perks of the apartment. One good thing is that there's a school about five blocks away, so the baby could probably go there, but I would have to check it out to see about the teachers, the kids, and their education system. I want the best for our child, and they're gonna get that.

(Incase you don't know why i'm saying they/them and not he/she, I don't know the baby's gender yet, and i don't want to put a label on them, because it's wrong.)

But anyways, she eventually left, and I just sat on the couch on my phone for the rest of the day. I was really tired, and being in a new place really didn't help. I wanted my bed back with Namjoon. I wanted him to hold me in his arms again, and tell me that I'm his, and he is minews. I wanted him to do all that again, but he can't, and I hate myself for it.

But enough stressing, it isn't good for the baby. Scrolling down twitter, I seen some things trending, #We’resorryNamjoon, #weresorryyoongi, #weresorryhobi, HE SAW, HE APOLOGIZED, OMG, and Secret Stan account all trending under BTS. Oh god, what happened?

Scrolling through those hashtags for minutes, I came to the conclusion that videos of the airport incident got leaked, then taken down, and army apologized, but now I'm seeing that namjoon posted an apology letter on weverse. So I went on weverse under another name because namjoon already knew my weverse account. I made sure to leave bts weverse, to prevent mistakes and went on the newest posts, and saw his apology letter. God, I feel so bad, if I had told him about the baby, this probably wouldn't have happened.And people were probably wondering how he knew about them apologizing, so that's why secret stan account is trending. I hope he's okay.

~3rd person pov~

Some weeks later y/n has a job as her boss’ personal assistant. She met him the third day she was here, he lives in the same complex as her, and she had got his tie stuck in the elevator. It was really funny, but she helped him. She might've cut his tie, but she bought him a new one. His Name was Junhee, and now he was her best friend. She told him about her situation, yes, all of it, because she felt like she could trust him. It turns out that The two were actually friends back then when they were teenagers, but they're friendship kind of fell apart after Junhee moved to america.

Y/n is now a month and a half in her pregnancy and her best friend Jun, was always worry about her tripping or getting hurt. Y/n always reassures him. Y/n missed Namjoon so much, but she can't do anything about it now, and she feels guilty because she’s okay, and he's probably not.

Speaking of Namjoon, in Korea, they are getting ready for their comeback now, the songs and the album is complete, now they’re waiting on the date to release the title track of their new album: BE. The title track is life goes on, and they want to see Armys reaction and if they like it.

Namjoon isn't really getting better, he misses y/n. His members try to cheer him up, and they do sometimes but the feeling comes back every time. The feeling of loss, the feeling of sadness. Everything. Hes trying to get better, but he cant move on.

Eventually the members of TxT found out. Soobin took it the hardest. Y/n was like his big sister, he loved her. And y/n loved him too, and he was very sad when he found out she left. Soobin and Namjoon understood each other because they both loved her deeply, but with soobin it was a brother and sister love.

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Months later and y/n is due. The baby is coming. Her best friend, Jun, takes her to the hospitals, he’s worried sick about her, scared even. He couldn't watch her give birth because he isn't the father, or a family member so he waited outside, worried about his best friend, who he thinks he has feelings for.

~Y/n’s POV~

It seemed like forever had passed, until my baby was finally out. He was born June 25,2020.

He is a beautiful baby boy, and he looks like his father, when he was born. His father. I so wish that Namjoon was here with me, to witness our baby boy being welcomed into this world.

I decided that his name is gonna be Namsoon, which means pure, honest, and genuine. I gave him Namjoon's surname, because I wanted him to have at least some connection with his father. Namsoon is so beautiful, I can't hold my tears anymore, as they stream down my face, tears of joy. Me and Namjoon brought a beautiful little creature into this world.

A/N: Hey guys, I hope you're enjoying the book, I love to see your comments, so please comment more. And you guys can give me more ideas on how you want the story to go, because I'm still currently writing it. I have six chapters aside from this one that I've just finished writing. Also, In this alternate universe, There is No Covid-19 at all, because it is gonna message up the story, so none of that. I hope you like the book, and don't be afraid to comment! :)