His Child

Chapter 12

~Y/n’s pov~

“Hi, little Namsoon. I’m your mommy. Welcome to this world. You might not like it at first, but remember, the world is a beautiful place, it's just some of the people that live in it. And I will make sure you see your father one day, I promise.” I tell him, caressing his tiny little face  while he’s wiggling around in my arms.

At that point, he started crying, signaling that he was hungry, so I started breastfeeding him. I learned how by reading a book my landlord gave me. We actually became great friends also, and she helped me a lot with this pregnancy. 

After Soonie was done, I burped him, and he settled down to sleep. Then my best friend, and also my boss, came in. 

“Hey, y/n ,you okay? They wouldn't let me in unless I was family, but they said I could now.” Jun said, but then paused to look at me and my son, and a smile bloomed on his face. He came closer, but this time quieter. 

Jun looks at Namsoon with warmth filled eyes, and caresses his tiny face and hair. Little namsoon stirrs but does not make up, an jun holds his tiny hand, and soonie wraps his hand around Jun’s pointer finger unconsciously. 

Juns chuckles a little and looks at me. “He’s beautiful.”

I smile. “I know, he looks just like his father” His smile falters a little but I didn't notice it. I was too busy looking at the son i just gave birth to.

“Y...yes. Yes he does. The doctor told me that everything is okay with you and the baby, but you need to stay here for at least 1 to 2 days to rest and let the anesthesia wear off. Do you want me to stay here with you?” Jun said, then asked.

“N-no, it's okay. You have work, I don't wanna keep you from that.” He laughed at that. “Please, you’re my personal assistant, how can I do my work without you?” This time, I laughed. “Youve been doing your work without me for three whole months Jun, i let someone else take that job after  couldnt work anymore.”

“Well I know that, but i wanna spend time with my best friend and her baby, cant I do that?”  He pouts like a small child, and I laugh. “Okay, but you have to promise me that you will also do your work while you spend time with us.”

He smiles and takes my hand. “Of course, I must listen to my best friend.” I laugh and ruffle his hair, he's such a kid.

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~Jungkook’s pov~

Namjoonie-hyung has been depressed lately. I think it's because of y/n leaving. But today, he's a little happy, but i don't know why, i'm just happy. He said that he doesn't know why, but he feels as if today will be a good day, and i’m just glad that he’s getting a little better. 

He’s been seeing a counselor for some months now, it didn't seem like he was getting better at all, and Army has started to notice that there's something different about him, and we told him that he can tell them at least a little bit of it, but he didn't want them to worry.

I wonder why she left though. The apartment hasn't been the same since she left. It was always filled with joy when she's around, now it isn't. We all miss her so much. Namjoon especially. He cries himself to sleep at times, so we have been staying with him for now until he's better.

But he changed today. He seems happy, and even he doesn't know why. He even said that he was gonna go on vlive tonight, as a present for army. They don't know about it yet, I asked him to let me drop in for a little bit and he said okay.

I told him that he should tell them a little bit about what's wrong with him, because they don't like it when we hide things from them, but he objected.

“I don't want them said or anything just because I am.” He told me. But I wanted him to, I put my hands on his forearms and looked him in the eye. “I promise you hyung, that they would want nothing more than to help you through the hard times in your life, even if they don't really know what's wrong. They love you. You know that, you see it in their tweets, and the letters they send to the company, or when they post sweet things on weverse, you see it all. We all know that they love you. You hold a special place in their hearts, because you help them when they want to give up. Hell, you even helped us. Without you, bangtan boys would not be the bangtan boys they are today, you hold all of us together, and we love you for that. So don't say that you don't want to put them in your problems, because I know they would want to help you. You can tell them a little bit on vlive, and then at our next concert, we have on the day after tomorrow, so let's just get ready for that, okay.” He pulled me into a hug, a tight one, and cried onto my shoulder. Then, all of the hyungs came into the room, and gave him a big group hug.

 “That was beautiful, jungkook.”Hobi-hyung said. I smiled at him, feeling happy that I made my hyungs proud of me. Namjoonie-hyung had wrapped his arms around my waist tightly, and I understood that he needed a lot of comfort, and we all hugged him tighter.

“I just miss her so much.” He whispered, his voice full of sorrow. “We know hyung, but please, you have to get better. Nothing is going to go right if you don't get better.” Jiminie-hyung said, then Taehyungie-hyung added, “Dry your tears hyung, we’ll get through this together, I promise. How about we all join the vlive, to talk about your mental health a bit. It’ll probably make you feel better to tell them a little bit instead of hiding it.” We all agreed.

Namjoonie-hyung sniffled and looked up at all of us, and smiled sadly. “Thank you guys. And yeah, please join me on vlive, I don't know if I can talk about it myself.” He said looking down.

“Of course Namjoon, we’ll do that for you. We will do everything in our power to help you, so don't give up just yet.” Hobi-hyung said. And then we all got ready to go to the concert hall to practice for the concert.

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~Y/n’s pov~

They were having a concert close to new york tomorrow and after that they then had to go on the JimmyFallon Show. It's a lot for them, and I  know they will be exhausted, they're still on their world tour, and I know they want to go back home. I want to go back home too, but I can't, given the situation im in.

Little Namsoon stirrs, and then his eyes are wide open. He looks at me, and I smile at him, caressing his soft hair. “You hungry baby?” As if understanding he starts to cry a little. I hurry to give him some milk, and he stops crying. My body is still a little weak, because I went through surgery to get rid of all of the extra fat and such after I gave birth, but it's okay. All I need is Namsoon.

Just then, Jun walks in, and shocked to see me breastfeeding, he turns around. “I-I can come back later.” He says a little too fast. I giggle, and he hurriedly runs out of the door. He's such a dork.

When Soonie was done, I burped him, and he fell asleep after, like the sleepy baby he is. He's always sleeping, I can tell he got that from me. Namjoon was a bit of an early bird, little to my liking. He always woke me up out of my peaceful sleep, to go on walks. And well, I’m glad he did, because I wouldn't have appreciated how beautiful nature is without him.

Just then, someone knocked on the door. “Come in” I said. Then, a girl, she seemed like she was around 20, walked in. I smiled, and she smiled back. “Hi, My name Mi-young, I heard your name was y/n? You look korean are you?” I nodded, a little confused, Who was she?

“Oh, you must be a little confused here. Im sorry for confusing you. Mr. Park assigned me to take care of you whenever you need. He said that something came up at the office.” Oh, so this is Junhee’s doing.

(A/N: you must be confused right here, whereI said Mr. Park. In reality, Junhee’s(Hes from a kpop group called A.c.e. PLEASE check them out. They are angels. Listen to ‘Take me higher’ You will love it.)  last Name is really Park, and you might be confused because Jimin has that same last name. But don't worry, Jimin and Jun are NOT brothers. Park Is one of the most common names in Korea, 3rd to only  Kim, and Lee. It might be a little confusing, but you can just look it up more if you’re still confused. )

I smiled a little, Feeling uncomfortable. How could he do this without telling me? I’m gonna have to talk to him later. “Congrats, your baby is adorable. And he looks a little familiar. Whats his name, if you don't mind me asking.” She asks, looking at little soonie fondly. Maybe she was a good choice. “Jun didn't tell you? I’m seriously gonna have to talk to him. Anyways, his name is Namsoon, and thank you so much.”

“Pure, honest, and genuine. That's perfect. Especially for this little cutie. And you can talk in korean if you like, I know english is a little hard.” I forgot she was Korean also.

“Oh, it's ok. I need to practice more in english, but you can talk in korean if you want to.”

We talked for a while, talking about the baby and other things. I enjoyed talking with her. She was fun. “Now, you should get some rest for now okay? You need strength to take care of this baby, and The doctor said that you can go home tomorrow. I’ll see you tomorrow, or do you want me to stay with you?” She asked, looking at me worriedly. 

“Oh, it's okay. There isn't anything else that i really need.” I smiled at her.

Then she said her goodbyes and left. Shes really nice and kind. Reminds me of Namjoon. 

God I miss him. It was already around 10pm, and I was a little tired also, but just then I got a notification on my phone. 

I checked it, and It was from vlive, and the caption read: BTS Surprise live! : We need to talk about something, Joonie ^-^ 

I was shocked, he was going live. A big smile bloomed on my face, and I was really happy. I'm glad that Jun brought my laptop, it was on the side of the bed, and I got it and opened it. I must've moved around too much, because little Namsoon was awake, but he didnt cry.

I smiled at him, and went to vlive to watch Namjoon.  I was watching for a couple of minutes but he isn't here yet I guess. Just then He appeared in the camera, and waved.

 “Hi army, I’m sorry I'm a little late, I was talking to the members. I’m glad you could join me today, I made sure to remind you all on weverse, did you get the message?” He gave us a dimpled smile, and I giggle, he's so cute. Since Namsoon was awake, Hep him tighter in my arms, and propped him up a little

. “Namsoon-ahh, this is your father. He's handsome isn't he? But not as handsome as you. You're the most handsome boy  I ever saw.” I smiled at our little boy and looked back at joon, he was reading comments. 

“Namjoon,I know you don't know this, but this is your little boy, he was born yesterday, and his name is Namsoon. I gave him your family name, do you like it?” I asked, talking to him while he was still reading comments.” Little did I know, there was someone watching me the whole time, through the cracked door of my room at the hospital, and they snickered. “I knew it. 

A/N: How did you guys like this chapter? I sort of left it on a cliffhanger because i thought it would be fun. I would love to see what you think about the story, so please do comment, they give me inspiration and happiness to know that people are enjoying my book. I love you all, Borahae :)