~3rd person pov~
Namjoon started to get more serious and Army noticed. Then, he started talking. “I know you guys have been worrying about me for the past months and I’m really sorry. The reason I came on vlive was to discuss some things.” Y/n was shocked. Was he gonna tell them about her? Just then, the rest of the members popped in one by one. First jungkook, who said hi, and said that he missed army, and then wrapped his arms around Namjoons shoulders from behind and laid his chin on namjoon shoulder, Joon didn't mind. The rest of the members came in, and said hello, and all started to say hello to Army, then all sat down by Namjoon.
Y/n was confused, and so were armys in the chat. They were wondering what was wrong, and some were saying hello to the members. Then Tae spoke up. “I know you guys are wondering what's wrong, so now we’ll start to tell you.”
Jimin said “Our Namjoonie-hyung has been a little depressed lately and We know that you guys have noticed, so we convinced hyung to talk about it you guys.” Y/n’s eye’s lowered with sadness. She knows that she's the cause of this.
“We promised to let you guys know about anything, as it makes you guys said if we dont.” Namjoon said, then he added. “The reason i'm feeling like this……….Is because…...Someone dear to me disappeared, and I don't know where they went, or why they left. I'm not gonna give their information out, because of their privacy, but that is the reason why I’m like this. I’ve known them for a little over a decade, and they helped me a lot with my past depression, and everything else that was going on back then. I loved them because of that, they were like my family, but……..they left, and I don't know why. It's taking a toll on me, because they have a place in my heart, and they left, so now that place has a hole in it, and It won't be filled until they come back.”
Y/n and Namjoon both looked down, and tears fell from both of their faces. The members hug Namjoon, and try to comfort him, while y/n holds their child, and tries to comfort herself also.
Meanwhile, Armys all around the world are furious, sad, angry, and some are relived. The relieved Armys are glad that he finally told them what was going on, And the furious and angry armys were mad at whoever left him, for whoever made him like this.
The sad armies were sad because they didn't realize something was going on, and they didn't like seeing Namjoon cry. All of these different emotions around the world, all these people around the world that love Namjoon, and only one can make him happy again, the way he was before.
He took a very deep breath, and then said. “But, that's what I wanted to tell you guys, So let's get off of the sad topic, and talk about you guys.” He smiled his beautiful dimpled smile, and this time, it reached his eyes. “I'm actually okay today though. I feel as if something amazing happened today, and that's why I wanted to talk to you guys. So everyone cheer up, please. I don't want to see our Army sad, nor my members.” Namjoon looked at his best friends, who were just hugging him, all of them, in a big group hug. Like they always did. It was beautiful.
They all talked with Army for a while, and y/n was watching. It felt good to see him again, to hear his laugh, see his smile, and listen to his voice. She had begun to make a habit of listening to his playlist Mono (A/N: STREAM MONO ARMY PLEASE, AND PERSONA!!!!!!!!) every night, or sometimes when she's sad. It heals her every time. Namjoon even watched videos of the two they took when he missed her.
A little while later, Namjoon had left, saying he was a little tired after preparing for everything, and he was gonna go to bed. After he had left, the boys started to tell Army what would make Namjoon feel better. “Our Namjoonie hyung, as you all know, loves nature, and we’ve been preparing something for him that he would like. We found a huge empty land that we bought, and we’re planning to have a forest there, and a small museum of all of our memories together, along with some paintings that we made. Now the twist is that we need some of our talented armys paintings. We see a lot of you guys’ art on social media and we love it. So if you have time, you can mail it to bighit, but please you have to keep this a secret from Namjoon. Don't say anything about it on twitter or anywhere else, because he sees a lot of things you guys talk about, so please keep it a secret.” Jimin said.
Then Jin said “And remember, don't send anything weird please. If this goes well and no one sends anything weird, then our ceo will give you guys permission to send fan letters and things in that nature again.” He smiled and then taehyung said, “You guys have to promise not to tell Namjoon, and promise not to send anything weird please. We miss your fan letters. And don't fight with each other anymore. We don't like to see you guys fighting.”
“We have to go now, we have to get rest for the concert tomorrow. You guys rest also, and dont stay up too late.” Hoseok then said.
“We love you Army, and goodnight!!!”They all said Which then followed with a “How do you turn this off” From Jimin, and y/n laughed. They finally figured out how to end it and then they did.
They we’re on vlive for two hours, and now it was 12am. She needed to get some sleep so she would have enough strength to go home tomorrow.
She had put Namsoon in the bassinet on the side of the bed, Making sure he was comfortable and sleeping the right way and on his back. She had heard from somewhere that its dangerous for babies to sleep with covers, or blankets, as they can get tangled in it, so he just has on his little onesie that y/n brought along with her to the hospital.
After she put him to sleep, she settled on her side where she could see him, and 30 minutes later, she went to sleep herself, after watching her beautiful son sleep.
A:N : Hey guys, this is the 13 chapter. I've decided that Im gonna post a new chapter every 3 days, or if you have any suggestions, please let me know. March is gonna be a really stressful months, because I have SOOOO much to do. I have my sister, my dad, yoongi(BTS), beomgyu(TxT), MJ(Astro), JinJin(Astro), Ilkwon(Astro), Hyunjin(Straykids), Sanha(Astro), Yunho(Ateez), Rejun(NCT), Mina(Twice), Xiumin(Exo), Yeo one(Pentagon), Jackson(Got7), Eunwoo(Astro), Mill(OnlyOneOf) and my birthday all in this month, I have 3 exams coming up so I have to study, Some of my fave groups are having comebacks this moth, Jhope just released him full version of 'Blue Side' So i have to stream that, Ateez just had their comeback, so i have to stream their music, Grammys are coming up and BTS are nominated so i have to watch that, and I have to stream multiple songs for each of these idols birthdays(Bday goals), and on top of all that I have to study, so yes, this month is gonna be PACKED. But im willing to still write this story because I want to see how it goes. I love you all, and thank you for giving this book a chance. BORAHAE(I purple you)