TORN APART A wounded heart with broken pieces scattered on the ground. a story by blessing madalitso msimanga
sabelo:I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me and forget about me.....and please before you get discharged make sure you sign the device papers and submit then to me I will be on the next floor Nomvula gave birth yesterday
me:why(it came as a whisper I've been quite since the doctor told me that the miscarriage I had was the third one)
sabelo:I don't know the reason why
me:wwasint I good enough for you sabelo
sabelo:yes you wen't good enough for me
me:how(by this time my throat became dry and for sure a sob was on its ways cause my eyes were getting blury)
sabelo:you couldn't give me kids lungile
me:it's not like I'm barren sabelo......you heard the doctor your self
sabelo:you were never pregnant lungile you just brought that doctor because you knew that you are barren
me:sabelo(my tears gave in but my sob was making its way out)
sabelo:lungile I want kids......that's why I chose your friend beside she's far better than you in every thing
me:for how long has your affair with her
sabelo:for 3years know and I've paid lobola for her a year back
me:...............
this time the sob made its way with full force.....he was the watching me cry but he didn't even show sympathy for me nor did he give me a handkerchief to wipe my tears he watched me cry continuously.......after some time he spoke
sabelo:yaz lungile I feel sorry for you........lungile you saw the signs but you chose to look beyond them ......your best friend whom you consider to be your sister betrayed you in a worse full manner........5years of marriage and you couldn't even notice a change in me......you are to naive anyways how could you see achange cause I was your first.......you know you can be my mistress and my slave if you want and I'm sure Nomvula will need a maid since the little champ will be game in two days time
me:I rather go back to the poor hell I came from atleast they never judged me nor thought less of me.....yes you are my first but not in movies will you be my last .......I may be done with man but mark may words sabelo the day you remember me it will be the day I show you that I am capable of being independent
sabelo:you lack lungile.......but I will be waiting for you
with that he left me ......so I got up and did the hygiene process......after a while the doctor came and I sign the discharge papers and the devorce papers at the same time ......I took my bag and headed were he was to give him the papers and the he was with his mother.....I greeted them and this women was showing me weired stares
me:I brought the devorce papers
his mother:ekugcineni wazewanika idodana yam amalungelo akhe Kanye nomalukazane wam omusha(finally you gave my son his right and my new daughter in law)
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