It's been one week since the last time I saw or spoke to Dimitri. Our exchange in the park has weighed heavily on my mind. It took everything in me not to give into him once again. From the looks of it, he was fighting the same urges I was.
I can't lie to myself. I am completely in love with him. Though I am still not sure how he feels about me. I don't know if he feels the way I do. He is still marrying Tamara after all. It is not easy listening to my grandmother planning the wedding between myself and Prince James.
It's rather nauseating, actually. He has been around quite a bit lately which does not help. My grandmother despises him and always has a snarky remark for him, but she has kept her word about not bringing up the blackmailing situation. I suppose she understands why I am d
