I cannot stop thinking about Dimitri today. Yesterday he told me he broke things off with Tamara. I do not know exactly how to feel about it. Part of me wanted to jump for joy, but the other part of me still could not stop thinking about this situation with Prince James.
I am so grateful he is not here today. He has been spending a lot of time around here adding his two cents in about the wedding. As if I care. I keep having to remind myself that in a few day's time, this will be his home as well. He will be moving to Armaus permanently and ruling by my side. That thought still makes me physically cringe.
This morning I am feeling quite sick. It's an awful stomach ache. I finally gave in and decided to have to doctor come see me. I have an aversion to doctors. It seems as though anytime
