I woke up a little earlier than I wanted to. I decided I'd try to call Louise.
The phone was ringing. She might not answer to my new number.
Hello?
Louise, it's Alison.
Oh, Hi Ali. Got a new number? She asked with A vile tone.
Louise, I want to explain the last year to you, if you'll listen? I was waiting for her answer.
Fine, but make it quick. I have some black Friday shopping that needs to be done. She said with an annoyed tone.
I explained everything. From the abuse, to the r**e, to Montana.
Wow, That's a lot to take in. She said with her voice breaking.
I wish I could've explained it then, but I was afraid of James, but Sawyer really turned my life around. I said smiling.
Sounds like it, I gotta go. Talk soon?
Yeah, sure. You have my number. Bye. I hung up the phone. Sawyer walked in.
"How did it go with Louise?" He asked.
"I don't know. She seemed annoyed the whole conversation." I said laying back on the bed. Sawyer told me to give her time.
Later that day Louise called me back, but she said she didn't want to hear from me anymore. I was a little sad, but I understood her reasons.
She has more friends in Boston that she can hang out with.
I stayed inside wanting to be alone. I have officially lost all of my friends because of James.
I decided to go on f*******:. It's been a really long time. I saw Louise posted something.
I can't believe her, one of my best friends, well not anymore got one of the best things in my life arrested.
What? I decided to look at the comments, probably one of the worst things to do being 6 and a half months pregnant.
Damn girl, what happened?
Alison happened!
He treated her so well.
Lies!
Isn't she pregnant with another man's baby?
What!? I can't believe what I'm reading. These girls used to be my friends.
When did Alison cheat on James!?
Apparently before they split.
Didn't Alison say she was abused by him? How could she cause bruises to herself?
Easy! She's suicidal. She self harms herself.
I lost it. I screamed at the top of my lungs and cried. Jason and Sawyer comes running into the bedroom. They see I have my phone. Jason takes the phone and looks.
"Alison, those are all lies and you know it. For f***s sake Alison. Why would you do this to yourself?" Jason spat. I looked up and glared at him.
"Dammit, I can't even go on social media because of him. He took everything from me. That son of a b***h took my freedom! Now my best girl friends are stabbing me in the back!" I snapped.
"Alison, baby please. This is too much for the babies." Sawyer said calmly. I looked at him and sighed.
"Jason delete my f*******:, but first I want to post something, and then I'll delete my f*******: tomorrow."
"Fine," He reluctantly agreed.
To all the haters, f**k you. I am living my best life. James is a sadistic narcissistic asshole who beats the s**t out of women, then stalks them after he r***s them. Yes that is what that fucker did to me. I am done with you all. To think I used to call you my friends, but I guess what goes around comes around. Hope y'all have some f****d up relationships after this. Alison out!
I posted it then showed it to Jason.
"Tomorrow I officially will be done with social media! I have a new life here, and I am happy." I smiled and put my hand on my belly.
I was getting notifications from my f*******: status, but at this point I didn't give a rats ass. I had my life to live.
That night, Sawyer and I were laying in bed. He was kissing my neck and I was rubbing against him.
"Alison," Sawyer whispered.
"Yes," I moaned.
"Are you sure you're feeling alright?" Sawyer asked. I honestly wasn't sure how I was feeling.
"I feel fine, but I am a little hurt. I mean, those girls used to be my closest friends, then James happened and took everything from me." I sighed.
"Hey, It's alright. You deserve all the best things in life." he said then kissed my lips. I gasped.
My hands went to his hair. He pulled away slightly.
"Alison."
"Sawyer please." I looked into his eyes.
Sawyer rolled me onto my side. His hand went down to my folds. His mouth continued on my neck. My eyes rolled back into my head.
He moved my legs and positioned himself at my moist hole. He slowly slid into me. His hand gripped my hip as he thrust into me. Harder. Deeper. Faster.
"Sawyer, I'm close." I breathed.
"Come for me baby. Come hard." Sawyer moaned in my ear. I screamed in pleasure as my body tingled all over. I felt him twitch inside of me as his thrusts became harder.
He moaned as he came inside of me. He laid behind me in a breathless heap.
"I love you, Alison. So much." He whispered in my ear.
"I love you too, Sawyer. With my whole heart." I smiled and kissed his lips.
I had a hard time falling asleep. Sawyer was snoring and I just couldn't get comfortable. I was tossing and turning all night.
I grabbed my phone and decided to look at the comments on my post.
Damn girl, I thought you cheated on James, but r**e that's a little extensive.
James should be locked up for a while!
Alison is full of lies. She took the best thing away from me.
I decided to delete my f*******: once and for all. I deleted my f*******: and went to bed.