I am getting my surgery done later today. I'm really nervous about it. Jason refuses to think about the positives. Sawyer is trying to remain positive, but I can see the worry on his face.
We're sitting down eating breakfast and the table is abnormally quiet other than the sounds of Adeline and Rose giggling over their baby food.
I can't eat before my surgery so no breakfast for me. Sawyer has a hospital bag packed for me with comfort items. Especially a photo of Phoenix and the colts.
"So what's the plan for the next couple of days with Phoenix?" I asked.
"Umm probably trying to get the colts weaned." Sawyer said with a nervous smile. Jason didn't even look up from Jos plate. I sighed.
"Jason, everything will be fine." I said.
"How can you be so sure?" He retorted.
"I won't
