Chapter 14 Jay's Eye Opening Game Change
Jays Day
I woke up in a trance this morning.. I kept thinking about Susana and the dreams I've been having about her. She is something to me but I just don't know what. Why does every fiber in my being want to be with her.
I know she is on the way but she hasn't shown up here. I drag myself out of bed and start on my daily routine. As I am finishing up I hear my elevator open and I hear 'Click Clack Click Clack' It must me Emma I think to myself.
When I enter the kitchen I am shocked to see Susana here. She smiles at my facial expression and says "Hello kind Sir. My apologies on my unannounced visit, but I had to come to speak with you."
I am still speechless, but I bring myself out of it and reply "Who is handling things at the Island?" I kick myself in the ass and wait for her response. She smiles and says "I have everything caught up. I have Gracie taking care of the day to day. I had a dream about you.. Soo"
I stop her and say looking into her beautiful eyes "I just had a dream about you, and there were some unpleasantness in your soul that I wanted to heal. Deep in my soul wants to help you." She backs up and says "We are still keeping this professional ONLY right?"
Then again I am speechless, I smack myself in the face and she looks at me like I have lost my mind. Before she could continue I hear my elevator doors again.. Ok I know that is Emma.. This isn't going to be good... I look at Susana and tell her to wait in the foyer and I will be there to as soon as I can.
But before I could prevent a bad situation, Emma walks in on me hiding Susana. But then I remember I am boss and I don't have to explain anything. I had a slip with Emma one night when I was drunk and vulnerable about Justina, but she was hooked from the first encounter. I couldn't keep lying to her and myself especially when she started talking about having kids and buying a house.. If we would live in one of my homes.. She is too much.. So I had to tell her if she wanted to keep her job we had to break up. Ergo why I don't like to mix business with pleasure.
Emma smiles when she sees me and switches to a completely surprised expression when her eyes settled on Susana. "Good morning boss man how are things this morning? Having yourself a good time? Only you have someone else.. Why can't you spend that time with me?" Susana has wide eyes and her demeanor changes to disappointed and she walks out of the room. My heart drops..
I walk toward Emma and I say "Due to our history I am going to say one thing. If you want to keep your job get started on your daily duties." I walked out to run after Susana, deep in my soul I felt I needed her to understand what was going on.
Before I know it Susana and I are in front of the new Victorian home I just closed on this evening.. Only it isn't ruined down, it is beautiful.. The coloring is a white base with a brown roof and trimming. The trees around the foundation is well kept as well as the lawn. I see and hear bluejays play in the sky as they make their way to the bird feeder I made in the second grade.
I look to the top of the stairs and I see Justina and she seems to be upset about something. I remember she always cries about what her father does to her and her sister. I remember feeling the feeling of helplessness, and I still have the resentment today within my heart even if the ol' man is dead.
Susana interrupts my thoughts with a sexy smile "Hey sweetie don't you want to play?" With that she runs around the bend of the house. I look back to the wrap around porch and Justina is gone. For some reasons my heart tugs more toward Susana and deep inside I feel the guilt over Justina..
I head toward the bend Susana ran around and I come to an abrupt stop to Justina waiting for me. She has this smirk on her face, but she is beautiful as always. Everytime I look into her eyes I am hypnotized, and for some reason I feel betrayal wreaking from her soul. I take a step back and hold my hand up to defend myself but she got the best of me for some reason and I fall to the ground.
I see nothing but black, I look around and I see my big floor sized window. I try to open my eyes to get a clearer view, but to my avail I can not. I can feel my consciousness being forced into whatever I am having...
I open my eyes and I see Susana fighting Justina, and it seems Justina is winning. She has Susana by the throat and she is struggling to breathe. I get up and I try to console Justina "Honey please calm down and let her go. Let's talk about this.."
She turns to me and with the darkest red eyes I have ever seen and she beams into my soul. I fight her back and keep her away from my vulnerability. I look at Susana and her green eyes are turning glass like.. almost as if her eyes are turning into beautiful emerald green jewels.
Out of no where she pushes a force toward Justina and she goes flying in the opposite direction screaming "EEEEEEEEEEEeeekkkkk.." As her face faded away Susana peers into my eyes and I can feel my whole body and instinct tell me to take her and take her now. How can I feel so much lust for one person?
My better side convinces myself it's better to treat her to a date and give her the time of her life and then I will take what is mine.. Wait where did that come from? I think to myself...
I ask Susana in a nervous boyish kind of way "Would you like to come out with me tonight? I have something I want to show you." She smiles and replies in a seductive tone "I would love to come out with you. Where would you like to meet?" I say in a playful tone "I will pick you up.. It's a surprise." I can see and feel the excitement radiating off of her and I am at ease.. Interesting..
Everything skips up to five in the evening and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach as I show up to pick up Susana at the hotel she is staying in. When she comes into my sight my heart skips a beat. She has a tight low cut black dress on that falls just over her knees. She has her long curly hair down and light make up on. She is a natural beauty and I don't believe she knows it.
I get out and open the car door for her. Based off of her trying to open the door herself and her blushing face; I can see she isn't use to this kind of treatment. I walk around the vehicle and I can't describe the excitement I have right now, but I am ready to see what this night will entail.
I drive off to the restaurant that I have known for years. She puts her seat belt on and shifted both of her knees to the side which gave me a smile that melted my cold iced heart. Her aura is very interesting to me and I know I am caught and I have to find out more.
I turn on Tom Petty 'Running Down The Dream' In my peripheral I see her bobbing her head and I hear her sweet voice singing along. We get to the restaurant Massimo's Resorante Massino. It is fancy but I want to show her what I think she deserves. She opens her own door and I hold my tongue, and I will have to talk to her about that.
I give the valet a hundred and say "Please park it as close as you can." The man smiles and replies "Yes sir, my name is Jose just let me know when you are ready I will get your vehicle." I take Susana by the arm and I lead the way. I nod my head to the owner as we walk in and we are seated immediately.
I pull her chair out before she could grab it herself. She looks almost surprised as she takes her seat and says softly "Thank you Sir." I feel the pride in my chest and I take my seat. The waiter comes along and asks "Welcome to Massimo's what would you like to start off with this evening?"
I stare at Susana and I can tell she has no idea what she wants. So I order for the both of us "Let's start off with some red wine, whatever is the best back there. Then we will both have the Carbonara Pasta with salad on the side. Thank you." The waiter grabs our menus and replies happily "Thank you I will be right back with your drinks." Susana says "Excuse me miss may I have a Dos Equis please?" The waitress looks dumbfounded, but recollects herself and asks "Would you still like the red wine sir?" I nod my head yes and she is on her way.
I am surprised that Ms. Perez drinks beer.. That we will have to change she is too elegant to drink beer.. She interrupts my thoughts "So I wanted to talk to you about my dream.." I stop her "Ms. Perez please let's enjoy our evening and we can talk about that later. As I also have a dream I would like to explore with you also."
I see a slight blush and she quickly covers it and begins our conversation about work. I am thinking to myself as she is talking. She can't let work go. So I will have to make it personal. I blurt out "So what happened to your past lovers?" She chokes on her beer and starts to laugh nervously.
She replies "How does that have to do with anything?" I reply in a matter a fact tone "You are my personal assistant I would like to know more about you. Is there a man that will be jealous of my infatuation with you?" Her face starts to get red again and I love it, but she replies "Let's no ruin the evening please. I will tell you later when we talk about our dreams."
I say "Okay you go first." She smiles and giggles a little. I ask "Are you giggling at me Ms. Perez?" She replies "No sir. I just think your a little scatterbrained. But ok I remember a bad time for me and I walked across a magazine that had your name and face on it that is what brought me to Mackinac Island. But the dreams I have been having has gotten me confused quite a bit. I am seeing you as a child, I am a child, and another little girl is there. I feel like I know her, but I can't remember."
I ask "How did she look? Where were we?" She hold her hand up as if to stop me from speaking smiling "Sir let me finish, I promise I will tell you everything about that dream." I nod my head and twirl my hand saying "Carry on." She continues "We are in a beautiful Victorian home. I walked in and saw her and you came along and told me not to laugh at her that she deals with a lot."
I stop her and ask "What did the house look like?" She looks down for minute then continues "It was white with a brown roof and trimming. But what was weirder to me is you told me to come on that yal are about to play hide and seek. Did I know you as a child?" I try to remember back then, but everything is a blur to me.
She asks "Was your wife named Justina?" My anger gets the best of me and I reply "Don't ask about my wife ok. That isn't any of your business. You are my employee not the other way around." She closes up and I regret it as soon as I said the last word. The food came along and we ate in silence.
She looks at me like she has a burning question to ask and I'm not sure if I am ready to answer it for some reason I feel like it's about Justina. Before she could say anything I call the waiter and ask for the bill. She seems to be upset but I can feel her get over it quickly.
Before she could open her door I rush to the passenger door and open it for her with a bow to tie it all together. She giggles and has a surprised expression. I shut her door and run around the back to get to the driver door. She says in a soft voice "Thank you Sir, that was really fun."
Before I could reply a woman jumps in front of my car and falls to the ground. Susana says fearfully "Oh my goodness, lets see if she is ok." I say "You stay in the car I will check." She looks upset for my demand but I don't care anything can happen.
I walk up to the woman and she seems to be breathing. I try to wake her and no response. There is a hospital not too far from her I decide to pick her up and take her to the hospital. When I come to the car with the woman Susana opens the door for me to help get her in. Susana exclaims "I pray she is ok." I don't say a word because of the feeling I just had holding that woman. She seemed familiar...
We get the woman in the hospital and it's quite late for what I want to do. Susana asks "Are you ok? I sense an uneasiness about you right now." I shrug off my uneasiness and reply "I hope that woman is okay, but the night isn't over. I have one more place I would love to take you and then we can call it a night." I look at the full moon and for some reason I feel drawn to it and I know this night will be perfect for what I have planned.
Susana says "Okay your the boss." She put her seatbelt on and turned on Tom Petty Free Falling is on and I love this song. I can tell she doesn't know these songs but she seems to like them. I say "We are about five minutes away. Your going to love this." She puts an excited smile on her face and replies "I can't wait to see."
We drive off the highway onto a dirt road. I know this area all to well Justina and I used to come here all the time as kids. When I pull up to where we are going and park Susana looks amazed. In front of us is a big body of water and the full moons reflection shines onto the waters with the stars twinkling and shining through also.
Susana says "You want to go swimming?" I laugh and reply "We don't have swimwear." She laughs and gets out and says "Who says we needed swimwear?" With that she shut the door and started to undress herself. I figure she would leave her under garments on but she stripped down naked. My d**k jumps at the sight of her naked body and I hear a voice inside my head "MINE!"
My body moved on its own accord. What the f**k?.. I see her turn around and yell out "Come on don't be a scary cat." She jumps in the water. I take off my cloths and as I debate if I should take my boxers off she yells out "Come off take everything off don't be shy." I laugh a little from her persistence.
I take them off and run into to the water. The water is crisp cold and I start to shiver. She comes closer to me and says "I can keep you warm if you like." I look at her and my manhood starts to throb for her. She comes closer and says "Every part of my body yearns for you. I ache everyday we aren't together and I hope I don't scare you away."
I grab her waist and pull her closer to me. I grab her luscious ass and place her on top of my manhood. She let out a little gasp that made me want to f**k her and f**k her hard. I slam her on me and she moans out loud with pleasure. I am lost in her, her whole body keeps me warm, and we make love under the moon and stars. She is the one to aid my heart from the tragedy of Justina..
I look to the mainland and I see a figure but I don't pay too much attention because this Goddess of a woman needs all my attention. Every thrust and every moan made me go wild with lust for this woman. She pulls on my hair as I hold her in place and plunge into her hard. We both ejaculated the same time. We hold each other like there isn't any other place either of us would rather be.
Susana laughs a little and says shyly "I have not ever done this kind of thing before, but this pull I feel for you is driving my inner self wild." I see her eyes turn a grey color and then back to green. She notices how I'm looking at her and she says "There are many things you don't know about me Sir. I'm not sure you will be so accepting if you knew."
I laugh and say "There isn't much you can say that will scare me off." I hear the same voice from earlier on 'SHE IS OURS!!!' As something took over my body I grabbed Susana and passionately kiss her. While our tongues danced it was as if my inner self was coming out and I let out a low possessive growl.
She seem to love that because I could smell her arousal radiating from her.. Um how alluring.. I see all the hairs on her body stand up and she pushes me back "Wait let me show you what I am and I will explain my whole past, but remember this is a two way street. If I talk you have to talk too and tell me about your childhood and friends." I think for a minute and I hear that same voice 'Just listen to what she has to say.'
I say out loud "Who the f**k are you to tell me what to do?" Susana looks startled and she shifts into a huge shiny black werewolf. I hear the voice 'Oh my goodness she is magnificent' I say back to him 'What is your name?' As if the eight foot tall wolf understood what I said she comes to me and licks my face. I feel two kinds of satisfaction and to be honest I feel off balance.
I want to say something but something starts to happen to my body and I am not sure if I feel comfortable with it. My bones start to crackle and my hair starts to grow at an incredible speed. I look at the wolf in front of me and she seems to be happy for what is happening to me.
Before I know it I see my reflection in her eyes and I am a glossy white with grey streaks all throughout my wolf. I get a little vertigo and I lay down which feels completely unnatural to me, because I am laying as a dog does. I only am one hundred times bigger than a dog.
I hear a female voice in my head, 'Hi my name is Caroline. Susana and I have been waiting for you our whole lives. Can you feel the pull between us?" I hear the voice from earlier 'Hello Caroline my name is Alex' He moves towards her and she rubs the top of her head under his. The feeling is intense and I am not sure how to handle this.
She takes off running in a direction and I follow. It feels unreal with the speed I carry and how comfortable I am to feel the dirt underneath my paws. We get to the body of water from earlier and we start to play splashing each other.
Out of no where I see Justina and she is clear as day with this angry expression staring at Susana and me bond even closer as the minutes pass by. I immediately cease and stare off.. I am frozen... What the hell is going on?
Jay Wakes Up
I woke up in a panic.. I felt my lungs collapsing, and I couldn't catch my breathe. What the f**k? Why do I keep having these surreal dreams of Justina and Susana. Justina I understand but Susana? I just met the female. She only looks familiar because I recognized her from my dream the night before her interview.
The early morning is a beautiful cool light rainy day. I love mornings like this the grey clouds covering the blue sky like a blanket. So I decide to take a run and work through what I was caught in last night. It definitely was not a dream. It felt so real I can still taste Susana.. I get my running gear on and just as I finished putting my smart watch on I get a text from Susana 'I am here.. Where are you?'
My heart starts to beat quickly and I reply 'Im at the Jays House B&B. 123 N. Main St. Just ask for guidance to my room when you get here. The attendant will escort you.'
I finish with my morning grooming and when I enter the waiting area she wasn't anywhere to be seen. I walk in the kitchen and she is standing in the same exact position in the same exact area in my dream.. For some reasons everything went black.. What the f**k is the last thing I can remember...