The Betrayal In Mackinac Island

Chapter 18 Boundaries

Chapter 18 Boundaries

When I open my eyes i am laying in the hotel bed and i have no memory to what i was doing. I hear someone in the bathroom so i jump up thinking it is Susana, but to my disappointment it is Justina.

She walks out with a smile on her face “Good morning sleepyhead, you slept in today. I don’t think i have ever seen you sleep past seven am. Do you realize what time it is?” I sit back down on the sofa and i try to remember what happened.

She says “You seem confused honey. What is wrong?” I reply “Where are we? Why am i not back in Mackinac Island?” She seems to be confused by my questions and reply “Honey you don’t remember we are in the Bahamas for our 20th anniversary.”

Now i am really confused… I ask “When did we get here? I was heading towards Mackinac Island.’ She seems to get upset for my tone i guess, because she yells out “I am not going to fight with you, i will be back.” She walks out the door. I try to get up but i feel really groggy and my legs feel like jelly.

What the hell happened? I grab my phone and i try for Susana. A man picks up the phone and i automatically am on the edge.. “Hello?” I hear the man say, I am lost for words at the moment and my heart is falling as the time flies by. “Hello? Don’t call this number again!” I hear the dial tone and my blood starts to boil. I hear my wolf “She is OURS!”

I get off the bed and stumble to the restroom, I ask my wolf “Do you know what happened?” But before he could reply Justina walks in with a plate in her hand. “Ok honey lets eat some breakfast so you can gain your strength back.”

I look at her and i can feel that she is keeping something from me, but I can’t figure it out. I shake my head and get to the restroom to wake myself up more, because all this feels like a dream. It’s not real… Is it?

I shut the restroom door and decide to take a shower. I yell out “I am not hungry, i will take a shower and be out in a few.” Before i could hear her response i turn the shower head on which drowned out her voice.

I try Susana again and she answers the phone now “Hello?” I take a deep breathe and say “How could you be with someone so quickly?” She is quiet for a moment and replies “You are with your wife and i am with my husband. That is how it should be. I no longer work for you, so there is no reason for you to have my number. Goodbye.”

Before i could fight my case she hangs up on me and my heart flew out the window because it itself knows where it belongs and it is not here. I enter the shower and i feel numb, like i have no soul and i remember feeling like this when Justina supposedly died.

I start to bathe myself and I can’t get Susana out of my mind she is there to stay. I don’t think i will ever get her out of my system. What did she mean that she doesn’t work for me anymore? From what i remembered she is the best PA that i have ever had.

I hear a knock on the door and my body is annoyed with Justina… How could that be she is my wife, I spent so many year mourning her not giving any woman a chance and when i find that one woman to take Justinas place Justina shows back up. Where the hell has she been?

When i get out the shower i am fuming with questions that needed to be answered. Justina is no where to be found, What the hell?

I decide to dress myself and get to Mackinac Island, Susana is there with whoever she is with and i need to get her back in ever kind of way.

I called Susana back and she answers “Look..” I cut her off and say “You look you belong to me and only me, i will be there to take what is MINE!” Before she could reply i hang up and i feel liberated. My heart starts to beat again and i hear my wolf “Go and get her before i disappear.”

I ask “Why would you disappear? You are apart of me?” He replies weakly “Without her we are nothing”

When i walk out of the hotel door Justina is on the phone in the hallway i hear a little bit of her conversation “Yes he is here…” She is talking to low.. It’s okay I don’t want to have to deal with her. I need to get back to Susana!

I sneak to the other side of the hallway and i run into some elevators. I hit the descend button and wait for the doors to open.

As i get in I hear Justina running towards me “Wait your not supposed to leave me!” The doors close as soon as she gets to the door.

I am filled with joy that i am able to get away. As soon as i walked out of the elevator door i am bum rushed by reporters galore. “Mr Johnson, where as your wife been?” “What happened to your companies? Is it true your wife left you for someone else but staged her death to get away from you?”

That last question intrigued me, but i really don’t care i want to get to Susanna before she makes a mistake of leaving me for whoever she is with.

I get into a cab and i can feel my heart ache with pain with not having Susanna with me. My d**k wants her so bad, her tight wet enfolds have me wanting more and more until the day i die.

It takes a while for the cab to get to the airport, but when we do i am anxious to get to HER.

Susana Thoughts

As if my whole world is crashing down I can’t imagine my life without Jay but there is nothing i can do. Justina is back in the picture and she fired me. I can still remember getting that call from her, and how she would not let me talk to him.

Jerry walks in and he seems to be pissed. “Why does this guy think you belong to him? Did you not tell him you are married?” I take a deep breathe and reply “I divorced you Jerry, Your not even supposed to be one hundred feet by me. Why are you even here?’

He smiles and replies “If i were you, I wouldn’t be so rude. I am the only man that wants you after your past. Does that guy know of your past?” I close my mouth and go into the restroom. I need to get away from him and since he wont let me leave this room i am stuck like chuck.

I sit on the floor and i hold my face with my hands. I remember the night in the woods with Jay, and my whole body comes to life like he is my means to survive. It was so hard telling him to leave me alone, but i know it is the best thing to do. He belongs to Justina and i belong somewhere far from Jerry and away from the heartache everyone brings to me.

It doesn’t matter who it is there is always something to push me away and want to stay away. But with Jay i can stop thinking about him and for some reason i feel like he is in trouble.

When i open the restroom door i don’t see Jerry anywhere. I take that as my chance to get gone and lost away from him. If he didn’t put his hands on me like i am a dude we would probably still be happy in love. There is too much pain behind him and my past with him. I was stupid to stay with him as long as i did but after our daughter was born and lost to me, something died in both of us and I can still remember that feeling of helplessness.

I grab my things and get out of there as fast as I can. Why are we in Louisiana? I need to get back to Mackinac Island to grab my things and i am thinking of maybe getting our of the USA. Maybe go to Italy, that is my favorite place aside to Mackinac Island. I never knew that place existed.

I can almost feel Jay and his determination to get to me, but i need to do what is right. He needs to figure it out with Justina, I have been that person on the side and i know how it feels to wish and hope for something that will never come. I can feel Jays love for her, and since there is love still there i know he wont be able to leave her.

I have to get gone and stay gone, I am no good for anyone.