The Betrayal In Mackinac Island

Chapter 15 Susana Employees Place

Chapter 15 Susana Employees Place

Susana's Thoughts

As I lay in bed and reminisce on Jay.. Jay.. I can't get him out of my head. Caroline says sarcastically 'He is OURS' I shake my head and say 'No one belongs to anyone. We are two people that have gone through some things.' She laughs in a ironic tone 'You really believe that huh? Well let me tell you something I can feel it deep within myself that Alex belongs to me therefore Jay belongs to you.'

I shake my head again and reply 'Trust me I feel the firing desire he yearns for us and I know you feel it, but he already worshipped his princess. I can feel the distance and the regret he puts between us, because of his first love. I can't live my life like that! I already lived a life of misery with my first love. I am grateful that he was happy in his, but having to loose her I can't imagine that. Jerry never loved me from the beginning at least he had real love.' I can feel my wolfs frustration, but I brush it off because I know she knows I am right. I am the one that lived it.

I show up to Jays headquarters located in New Hampshire and I decide it is time. I walk up to the B&B and I fall in love immediately. It's base color is white with green shutters and there are different type of flowers all around with a white picket fence. I can tell Jay loves the eighteenth century era. Which I don't blame him I love this era too, but the health remedies and torture weren't actually humane in this day in age.

I walk to the elevator and due to Gracie's directions he would have the suite of the 1st floor, then there are two guest bedrooms on the second floor and one located in the newly renovated attic which he concluded just two years ago. I send a quick text 'I am here. Where are you?' I get a text back 'Im at the Jays House B&B. 123 N. Main St. Just ask for guidance to my room when you get here. The attendant will escort you.' I walk into his living room getting off of the elevator.

I hear him getting up so I don't have enough time to look around I head to the kitchen to make him something to eat. I can tell he renovated his suite to modern times, but I can still see the hint of eighteenth century through the art and wallpaper he decided to keep. He comes in and seems like he is astonished to see me.

I say "Hello kind Sir my apologies for my unannounced visit, but I had to speak with you." He stays shell shocked for a minute and asks in a deep tone "Who are handling things at the Island?" I can feel his immediate regret and I just smile to save his embarrassment. ""I have everything caught up. I have Gracie taking care of the day to day. I had a dream about you.. Soo"

He looks a little surprised and replies "I just had a dream about you, and there were some unpleasantness in your soul that I wanted to heal. Deep in my soul wants to help you." I back up and reply "We are still keeping this.."

He stops me and say "Listen go to my bedroom and wait there for a moment I have to deal with my PA stationed here while I am away." I get a feeling he knew she would arrive because as soon as I get into his bedroom I hear his elevator doors and bell. 'Ding' Click Clack I hear and Caroline says 'Get in there that b***h wants your man.' I laugh and say 'He isn't mine. How could I ever be with someone as smart and determined as he?'

I hear a womans voice and it sounds like she is leaving. Um interesting... He walks in and says "I literally just had a dream of this day.." He stops for a moment and I feel his uneasiness opening up to me, but he sits on the window ledge and stares and me with awe.

I was about to say something but he beats me to the punch "Would you like to come out with me?" The tone in his voice made me think of the little boy I had a dream about. I smile and say "Sure where do you want to meet? I am staying at the Pickering Inn." He pretends a hurtful face as if telling me why not his place of business.

I let out a little giggle and say "Okay great I will see you at five?" He smiles and nods his head and without another word I get to the elevator because I know deep inside Caroline was ready to give herself up without any questions.

I ask her as waiting for the elevator to open 'Why do you yearn for him so bad? Just because you feel lust doesn't mean he is a nice person.' I can feel her amusement and she replies 'You wait and see he is ours.' With that I head to my hotel to take a little nap and get ready for tonight.

It's four pm when I wake from my nap and realise that I only have one hour to get ready and I need to shave. I quickly get in the shower and I can feel deep in my bones that tonight will change a lot and I am not sure if I want to give myself to him. Not after my experiences with my first love.

I start to play with myself in the shower and as I rub on my hardened n*****s. I can feel my arousal get more intense when I think about him and what will happen tonight. My fingers rub on my pearl faster and faster and I am climbing higher and higher and all of my senses explode. I am in heaven for just a few seconds and I finish bathing.

I get out and see it's already five forty and I'm sure he will be early. I place some eyeliner on and red lipstick and find my low cut black dress and think to myself perfect. I quickly put mouse and hair spray and let my hair down. I grab my purse and quickly get to the valet at four fifty. He is getting out of the vehicle and I quickly get to the car and open the door.

I feel his withheld frustration, but smile as he gets back in the car. He has this excitement about him that fills my blood with heat and I can't stop it. We show up to a restaurant called Massimo's. He gets out of the car and I open my door and step out. I can feel him frustrated again and I secretly laugh about how I get him.

We walk into the restaurant and we are seated immediately. We start to talk but the conversation heads to a heed when I ask about his wife. I know her name is Justina because of the death certificate I found while cleaning out his office.

I get my feelings hurt and stay quiet for the meal. I know he regrets his curt tone but I have feelings too and he didn't have to shut me down the way he did. We are done eating and as we were walking to the vehicle I notice he rushes to get to the car. I am shocked at him opening my door and am speechless for a moment. You don't see that too much now a days.

As we get on the main road from the restaurant someone jumps out in front of the car and falls. I gasp "Oh my goodness we need to check to see if they are ok." He tells me to stay in the car. Caroline says 'Get out Susana that is someone that will destroy us.' I laugh and say 'I don't know how many times I have to tell you he doesn't belong to me.'

I get out because I see him picking this person up. I open the back door so he can place em in the back. We both get in and I am astonished and shaken up to what just happened. I say "I pray they are ok" He is just quiet driving and he seems uncomfortable.

He says "The night isn't over I have one more place I would like to take you, but I have to tell you something very important."

I wait to hear what he has to say and he seems to be unsure if he wants to enlightening me.

"Ok I had a dream last night about today.. Does that sound weird to you?" I stay quiet for a moment and reply "No it doesn't I know a lot of seers. I didn't expect you to be a seer." He stays quiet and without a word he pulled on to the highway and said "We aren't that far maybe five minutes. I want to show you something that has been in numerous dreams."

I don't say a word and stare out the window. I think to myself He is supernatural? Caroline puts her two sense in 'I told you he belongs to us. I can feel he has a wolf also but he hasn't recognized him.'

We show up to a body of water and there is a full moon tonight shining through the waters. Such a beautiful sight. We sit there for a moment and I say "You want to go swimming?" I decide to get out and he says "We don't have swimwear." I say in a playish tone "Who said we needed swimwear?" I start to undress and my stomach has knots through and through. But I take my last piece of clothing and say "Come on don't be a scary cat." I jumped in.

I turn to see if he is getting out and he is down to his boxers. I yell out "Come on don't be shy." He takes them off and jumps in the water. I can sense he is trembling with how cold the water is. My wolf keeps me hot at all times.

I come closer to him and say "I can keep you warm if you want." He stays quiet for a moment and I reply "Every part of my body yearns for you. I ache everyday we aren't together and I hope I don't scare you away."

He grabs me and places me onto him and we make love under the moonlight. As the moon shined down on us I could a another moan which wasn't mine or his.

I get out of the water and tell him "I want to show you something." I shift to Caroline and he seems to be shifting also. Caroline says excitingly 'Here is mine!' He turns into a white and grey streaked wolf. Caroline says 'He is beautiful. Hi my name is Caroline.' He replies back 'Hi my name is Alex.'

Caroline and Alex hold a conversation without me or Jay. I haven't been around other wolves so I was surprised that they can communicate with their minds. Caroline starts to run and he follows. We show back to the body of water we just made love in and for some reason I feel like we are being watched.

I turn around and see a woman with an angry expression on her face. Jay seems to be frozen in one spot. I get out of the water and shift back to my human form. I start to walk toward the woman but I can feel she is burning holes in Jays mind. I yell out "HEY!" She seemed surprised that I see her and she runs off. Jay is still frozen in the water so I say a spell to unfreeze him and when he gets out the water he shifted back but he was passed out.

I carried him to the car and placed him in the back seat. I get in the driver seat and leave. He seems to be in shock and I can feel his pain through and through. I say to Caroline 'C what is wrong with him?' She stays quiet and I stays quiet. What the hell?

I take him back to his B&B and lay him down in his bed. As I was covering him he mumbles "Justina I am sorry" I put my head down and I know what I need to do. Caroline says 'Don't think about leaving. He belongs to us S!' I don't reply back and leave his room.

Caroline says 'Shouldn't we wait to see if he wakes up?' I sit outside his door and say 'Okay we will but after we are locating.' Caroline says in a matter of fact tone 'Alex won't let me stay far for too long S. Regardless if Jay doesn't want to Alex will make him.' I say jokingly 'So you could control me?' She stays quiet for a moment and with her silence I pretty much figure out Caroline gives me my choices and I respect her for that.

For her sense of being I stay and wait to see if he comes out of his room. Just as I was about to leave the woman from the lake shows up and is surprised to see me there. She comes up to me with this annoyed expression "Hello I am Justina, where is my husband?" I am speechless and it seems she is satisfied with my reaction.

She walks pass me and walks into his room. Caroline makes me get up and follow her in. When I walk in my heart drops because they are holding each other and I can feel his love for her. Caroline shuts down and I can't hear her voice anymore.

Justina turns around and says "You can leave, he will be taken care of." I try to say something but she interrupts me "Excuse me I am his wife you aren't needed here. Please know your place." With that I leave and head back to Mackinac Island. I can't come between them.. They are married after all. With my heart weighing heavy I leave New Hampshire and kick myself in the ass for always choosing guys that are either taken or abusive. Just my luck...