The Betrayal In Mackinac Island

Chapter 17 What Is She Doing Now?

Chapter 17 What Is She Doing Now?

Jays Thoughts

As I leave my hotel to get back to Mackinac Susana comes to mind and I can feel Alex getting anxious. I couldn't sleep last night because of flashes of her naked body on top of mine. My manhood jumps just by the way she looked at me. I felt like I was the only one in the world she could see.

I kick myself in the ass because for some reason I have problems with accepting the fact I feel the same for her, but Justina always comes to mind. I loved Justina and I love Susana. I am realizing there is a very big difference.

I rush over to where Susana was staying and her door is vacant.. Ok what the hell. Alex chimes in 'For once I am in favor to your intentions. I am so proud you are growing..' I reply annoyed 'Alex I need to concentrate.'

I think to myself for a minute.. The front desk! I rush to the lobby floor and the front attendant informs me she left on an early flight back to Mackinac. I thank him and leave quickly. As soon as I walk out I see Emma and she doesn't seem happy at all.

When she gets to me my body is chilled "Hello Mr. Johnson here is my letter of resignation. I will work for the next couple of weeks to hire and train, but after that I am gone. I.. " I interrupt her and say dryly "No worries you are relieved Emma. Thank you for your services."

With that I hurriedly walk away to get to the airport. I call my hiring advisor Jessica and inform her to hire another PA for the New Hampshire location. She replies "Yes sir" and I hang up. I love Jess she is thirty five happily married with four kids. She gets to the point and gets the job done. If I have ten of her I would be ok.

I get to the airport and there are no flights going out due to a storm coming from the south. I rent a vehicle and I am on the road and all I can think about is her face and how it ate at me inside and out to feel the pain she felt.

It starts to start pouring about an hour of driving. Alex chimes in and says 'Did you know I am faster than this car?' I slow down to the side of the road and say 'No Alex I didn't know that.' I get out of the car and I start to feel my body shift. I put the pain to the side and allow Alex to come out.

Um it doesn't hurt as much when I don't fight the shift. Very interesting...

I run as fast as my paws could take me. In wolf mode everything I feel touch smell is enhanced. My eagerness wins over my logical thinking and I really pick up speed. My heart is racing a thousand miles a minute. I am ready to get to my Susana. 'MIIINE!!'

I feel the angry wind and rain hit my fur and it doesn't affect me at all. I can see clear as day but it's pitch dark outside. For some reason my gut was telling me to run faster. I am going to loose her!

Alex says 'J don't worry she belongs to us, we may loose her now but we won't ever really loose her.' I reply 'I just want to be next to her to feel her and know she is there. Why did I f**k this up? Justina was my love a long time ago and to be honest even then I felt deep inside that she wasn't mine.'

I ponder on that last thought for a minute and I understand now what it meant. But I am not going to dwell on the past. Justina is my past and Susana is my future. I can't believe how stupid I was to just let her go. I come across a hill and I sense there is another around.

I stop at that point and I start to sniff the air. I can't sense her at all. She was right in my grasp and I ruined it all. How could I be so stupid? Alex says 'Well I have some ideas.' I push him to the side and I realize I have full power over my wolf. I can feel the wet dirt in between my paws the pain and yearning for one person and one person only. My anxiousness only intensified and I couldn't hold still anymore.

I had to get to her and I had to right NOW!

Susana Thoughts

As I lay in my bed and reminisce on the times I have spent with Him. I can't help but to think that I will not ever get him out of my system as long as I am working for him. I have only been working for him for a few months so far. I don't think I could bring myself to leave him. My work responsibilities are easy peasy, but keeping him off my mind is as hard as it is to leave him.

I get an exciting sensation as if He is coming for me. As if I can smell his scent like he is close. I jump off my bed almost falling due to my clumsiness. I catch myself before I could fall and I hear Caroline,' You know you need to leave. He isn't ready for us. He isn't mentally stable to handle us. Your a full time job on your own.' She giggles at her last sentence and I reply 'Reeally is that why you have stayed with me so long? My craziness?'

Before she could reply I have a vision of Justina.

Justinas Message To Susana

Justina is standing in front of a lake that looks very familiar, but for some reason I can not recall where in my memory I have seen this place.

She is smiling and she seems to be carefree and happy. As I get closer to her, her smile starts to disappear. I am about five feet from her and I stop. I can feel her anger and hate for me deep within her soul and the slanted mouth she has right does it no justice. She is evil inside and out.

She says in a cool tone "You know bashing me in your mind isn't doing anything for you." I am confused by her comment because why the hell should I care what she thinks. "You know you should care because MY husband is the one that your trying to steal away from me."

I laugh and Caroline is ready to pounce "You know from what I understood you are dead. Why are we even having this conversation?" I try to leave but when I turn around she is standing in front of me. I turn back around and she is right in front of me... I am trapped!

Caroline starts to calm me down 'S don't worry your not trapped. Just hear what she has to say. It can't be any worse than your horrible step father. Just take deep breaths and focus on one thing.. "Jay" '

My nerves start to calm and I take a deep breathe and say frustratingly "Look you left for some reason and he was lost without you. I just came into to his life and you want to ruin his happiness?"

She looks like I hit a nerve and she says just as angrily "You listen and listen good. Jay is mine and he will always be MINE. If you know what is good for you, you will leave him and the company HE and I built. Do you understand?"

My heart starts to race and I start to hyperventilate. She starts to laugh and she says "You are weak.. haha you won't be able to win him. Hahaha!" With that she walks away. What the crap why can she leave?

I open my eyes and I am on my kitchen floor. What? I was in my room... Caroline starts to say something but is interrupted by a knock on the door. I hope it is him I have a lot to say to him.

I run to the door and when I open it I am surprised.. "What are you doing here?"